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since: 07-04-05, id: 484138
country: United States
web: Homepage
Author has written 45 stories for Love, Life, Song, Humor, General, War, Nature, Young Adult, and Essay.

Umm...most of my work was done in my Dark state, so it's mostly about the loss of love, self-mutilation and suicide...so if you don't like that stuff....don't read it...

So...I dunno...people tell me I'm good, I just try to vent my feelings...so...hit the review button and tell me what you think!

Name: Natalie
Age: 16
Hair: Blonde
Eyes: Blue
Status: Single, looking?....eh...
Fave author: either JK Rowling or Dean Koontz
Fave book: Fear Nothing, by Dean Koontz
Fave movie: Phantom of the Opera
Fave band: Evanescence bordering Within Temptations
Fave song: It changes everytime I hear something really good...right now: Pale by Within Temptations

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1. Door Away reviews
Rated for mature themes and situations. Sometimes you never know the life that's just a door away.
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 929 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-13-09 - Published: 8-13-09
2. Only If reviews
We didn't realized how much we cherished it. Not until it was gone.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-6-08 - Published: 7-6-08
3. They Wore the Pins reviews
They wore the pins for awhile...blue, yellow and green symbols of the boy who didn't deserve to die. They wore the pins for awhile, but after awhile, they didn't.
Essay - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 617 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-1-06 - Published: 8-1-06
4. Cutting Tears reviews
The tears well up in your crys, and threaten to spill out, but you'll never cry. Never. You won't give your tears that kind of satisfaction.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-28-06 - Published: 7-28-06
5. Beautiful Girl reviews
People look at her and see a beautiful individual. I see the things she doesn't want me to see. The things no one else can see. I see her scars.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-28-06 - Published: 7-28-06
6. Pictures reviews
The pictures hold memories. The pictures tell stories. The pictures are everything that I don't have.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-13-06 - Published: 7-13-06
7. Wicked Game reviews
I have two quotes: "Life is a many splendor thing." and "I hate my life and want to die." I think that about sums it up
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-1-06 - Published: 2-1-06
8. Flaming Fire reviews
Staring into the flames, I stare not only into fire, but something so much deeper...
Nature - Fiction Rated: T - English - Mystery/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-10-05 - Published: 8-10-05
9. You Know reviews
I don't even know how I came up with this...i don't have it with anyone right now...but I do know how it feels...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-10-05 - Published: 8-10-05
10. Never Let Them In reviews
It's a lot easier to not get hurt when you never give your heart away
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-10-05 - Published: 8-10-05
11. Zorro reviews
Umm...how to explain this...There was a boy that I called Zorro (looong story) and I fell for him while my friend was dating him
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-10-05 - Published: 8-10-05
12. War reviews
Just a little diddy about the crappiness of our earth and such. You know, the usual
War - Fiction Rated: T - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-10-05 - Published: 8-10-05
13. Not Worthy reviews
Just a song I wrote...I dunno...it started off really pissed but kind of took a slow, Evanescence trun, like pleading to die
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-19-05 - Published: 7-19-05
14. Eyes to Kill reviews
The longest song on the face of the planet, inspired by my BUDDY ICON! Not quite sure if I like how it turned out...feedback please!
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-15-05 - Published: 7-15-05
15. Unwanted reviews
What do you do when you make the wrong decision and there's no going back?
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05
16. Rainstorm reviews
"Some people like it when the rain comes...washes things out...makes it clean again..." Joyride
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05
17. My Forest reviews
A place where there is isolation and true solitude. My forest...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05
18. I Believe In YouAlways There reviews
Just something new...a crap little poem mixed in with I Believe In You by Evanescence
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05
19. The Mirror reviews
She looked in the mirror, remembering days gone, and making her choice. The last she would make
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-14-05 - Published: 7-14-05
20. Broken Memories reviews
I just broke up with the boy that inspired such life and change in me. Here's to you, Scoot, wherever you are
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-13-05 - Published: 7-13-05
21. Demonic Angels reviews
The title is kind of misleading...I was laying in bed one night watching the shadows on my walls and this kind of came out
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-13-05 - Published: 7-13-05
22. Can't Go reviews
Rated for saftey-just a little piece about the wonders of God.
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-12-05 - Published: 7-12-05
23. Swirling Shadows reviews
Just a random little piece of nothing, as most of them are
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-10-05 - Published: 7-10-05
24. The Creek reviews
You can't love and then have friendship. Nothing is ever the same once that barrier is broken...
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-10-05 - Published: 7-10-05
25. Torn reviews
Is it possible to have feelings for another when you're already in love? And what to do? Pretend said feelings don't exist, or act on them?
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-10-05 - Published: 7-10-05
26. The Nightmare of my Past reviews
Rated for strong bad stuff. Just a vague explanation of why i was so depressed
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
27. August reviews
Rated to be safe. August 23, the beginning of my Dark Days
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
28. Meaning reviews
One of my favorites. How can we tell what we mean to other people when we don't know what we mean to ourselves?
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
29. Trapped reviews
Here's proof that unrequited love can lead to insanity...and bad poems
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
30. Ducks reviews
Rated for language. I sincerly believe i might have been drunk when this was written...sheer randomness
Humor - Fiction Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
31. The Will of God reviews
And the man looked to the Heavens and questioned the will of God...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
32. It Didn't Come reviews
Unrequited love bites, end of story
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
33. My Hell reviews
An angry little number written when my mum tried to forbid me to see my first boyfriend
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
34. My Last Breath reviews
Written in my Dark State, about my suicidal dreams
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
35. All Knowing reviews
To know only isolation and darkness in your life is to know nothing at all
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
36. Matt's Song reviews
Written the day my friend almost died...it's...well just read it please
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
37. Forgotten reviews
When you look upon the face of love you forget all of the evil around. A song (well, I tried) about how my boyfriend changed my life
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-9-05 - Published: 7-9-05
38. No One reviews
Rated for strong refferance to self-harm and suicide-What happens when you try to die, and change your mind as you succeed, and no one's there to help?
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05
39. Solitude reviews
When you hate who you are. what you've become, and you feel like you can't go on another day, Solitude can be a good thing
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05
40. Reflection reviews
Rated for referal to self-harm and suicide-How can you win, when you fight your own reflection?
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05
41. Shadows reviews
I was walking home along and since I'm so paranoid I talk out loud when its dark...I just randomly threw this together when I spotted my shadow under a street light
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05
42. Untitled reviews
Umm...just a random thing I did once at like 2 in the morning
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05
43. My Dream World reviews
Rated for referal to self-harm and suicide
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05
44. The Difference reviews
Rated for referal to self-harm and suicide
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05
45. Come With Me reviews
Rated for SLIGHT referal to self-harm and suicide-Mostly a test of my boyfriends love
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-7-05 - Published: 7-7-05
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