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Hate In The Form Of Passion
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since: 08-19-05, id: 491019
Author has written 28 stories for Life, Love, Fantasy, Young Adult, Religion, War, and General.

Name: Alexandria, Alexiel, BeyondTheHourglass, Thorn In My Skull

Birthday: 1/1/90

Favorite Color: Green

Favorite Genres for Books : Fantasy/Sci-Fi, Horror, Mystery, and Classics

Favorite Genres for Poetry: Drama and Horror

Favorite Books (in a specific order): The Picture Of Dorian Grey, Jack The Ripper, Inheritance Trilogy, Lord Of The Rings, Dune, Sphere,and The Vampire Chronicles

Favorite Movies: Rear Window, The Man Who Knew Too Little, Donnie Darko, Kill Bill, Ichi The Killer, Audition, Blade 2, Being John Malkovich, The Firm, and Runaway Jury. (John Grisham is your God!)

Favorite Animes: Excel Saga, Puni Puni Poemi, Hellsing, Serial Experiment Lain, Ghost In The Shell (The movies. The show sucks.), Ninja Scroll, Fushigi Yuugi, Hot Gimmick, Petshop Of Horrors, Ayashi no Ceres, Saikano, Imadoki, Sensual Phrase, etc.

Favorite Bands/Solo Singers: The Pixies, Radiohead, Autechere, Aphex Twin, MUCC, Dir en Grey, X Japan, Marilyn Manson, Doctor Echo, Miyavi, Pierrot, Gackt, Ayumi Hamasaki, Megumi Hayashibara, Phantasmagoria, Penicillin', Air, Velvet Revolver, Blondie, Regina Spektor, Bjork (tee-hee bj ; >>;), Nirvana, INXS, The Clash, The Cure, Watergate, Schiller, Dj Shadow, Dj Tiesto, Paul Van Dyke, John Zorn, Death Cab For Cutie, Arcturus, Dj Hell, Badly Drawn Boy, The Chemical Brothers, Ohgr, Skinny Puppy, David Bowie, Dj Shufflemaster, Dj Spooky, Das Ich, Spoon, James Blunt, Nine Inch Nails, Mystic Fugu Orchestra, Sonic Sun, Pere Ubu, Yoshida Brothers, The New Sound Of London, Franz Ferdinand, etc.

Favorite Songs: Gouge Away - The Pixies, This is the new s*** - Marilyn Manson , Engel - Das Ich, Karma Police - Radiohead, Rabbit In Your Headlight - Radiohead, Playground Love - Air, and Silent Sigh - Badly Drawn Boy

Idols: Cleopatra and Anne Rice ( Although, Marilyn Manson comes close)

Obsession: Writing, Anime, Music, and Myself


About Me/News:

3/13/06 : Wow. It's been a while. I've been on www.allpoetry.com lately and it's prettymuchtaken up most of my time. It's fun! You (whoever YOU are) should go some time! Oh and school. I've written a bunch of other poems there that I probably won't post but if you actually care (whoever YOU are ) then take a look : Thorn In My Skull.

1/04/06 : I've noticed that I haven't really said too much about me. Okay well well wellll wellllllll I honestly believe that I have two personalities. One that's really hyper when I like something and then like one that's boring like a suit. A grey old worn suit like this. With holes in the collar and missing buttons. K, I'm going to go do something. I have a fever.

1/02/06 : Well, as of yesterday (Yes. New Years) I am now 16. I don't feel any different, though. I feel the same as when I was 10. The only difference is that I look different. I was so inspired by Matthew James Current dedicating a poem to me I think I'll actually write something! Oh, and my Favorite Authors list and Favorite Stories list are full again. I'm too lazy to do anything about it, though. Happy Late New Years!

12/26/05: Yesterday was so shitty. But the review on my newest poem 'Four Types Of Insanity' really brightened my day. Actually, that was the only thing good about yesterday. Anyways, I hope all of you had a good Christmas. I should go review that person right now.

12/19/05 : Wow. I'm really bored. I hate school but when I get time off and vacation I start to miss school. So, instead of staring at a blank WordPad with nothing to write I might as well stare at the FictionPress homepage. Which is always of course, fun to no end. Anyways, while I was staring I thought of a new screename, "Hate In The Form Of Passion". My "BeyondTheHourglass" screename got gay and old. Like the poem that I inspired myself to write which created the screename. I finally realized that I don't like my poems until people comment on them. For example, my new poem, "Hollow Box Of Regret", is dedicated to my friend and her girlfriend. And I didn't like it until she was all "OHMYGODILOVEITTHANKYOUSOMUCHALEXYBLAHBLKA++ADJOZLX!". Yeah. So, I am now extremely envious, vain, and insecure. But the funny thing is I'm only insecure when it comes to my writing. Which sucks because writing is my favorite thing to do in the whole fucking world. Yay me! Oh, and I reached the limit in my Favorite Authors list. I'll have to think of something to do about that also. Once again, Happy Holidays!

12/16/05 : I was reading some of my earlier poetry and I honestly think that my writing has somewhat improved. I really hope it has. I'd probably be extremely depressed if it hadn't. I've also noticed, recently, that in most of my poems I focus on sinning,vanity, envy, and lust. Which are I guess my four biggest problems that I am aware of. Also, I've reached the limit in my Favorite Stories list. That really sucks. Does anyone even look at that list? Doesn't matter. So, all of the stories/poems that I have listed here are my definite favorites but they will be taking out of my Favorite Stories list. But the names of the authors will still stay in my Favorite Authors list. Anyways, if you have any questions about me or my writing feel free to email me. Happy Holidays!


These are my favorites of my poems :

1. Sadistic Machinations

2. Suffering

3. Judgement

4. The Voice Of Seduction

5. Humanity

6. Angel's Song

7. My Lover, My Rapist


Looking For A Good Read?

Stories:

Beautiful Dirt by NPB4Ever: This story and author is awesome! If you like Jrock and yaoi you'll love it! READ IT!

Master by May47 : Another awesome story writer and story! Demons and yaoi! What could be better?

It just happenedby afk : This story is so fucking hot! What happens when a supposedly 'straight' newlywed gets seduced by the todiefor Gabriel? I LOVE THE YAOINESS IN THIS!

Your Love Is A Drug by Sakura Sohma: A hot Jrock star, crazy fans, secret admirers, jealous classmates and awesome clothes! READ READ READ!

Vamps: Use With Caution by Vaush: Insane, sadistic, sexy vampires, and incest! With yaoi goodness.

Collar Me Cafe by Broken doll on a dirty shelf: Rape, pedobears, sex slaves, and a hot master. With a hint of morbid. Read this or die a slow, sadistic and painful death.

Lights, Camera, Action! by aBitterKiss: This story is so cute. It's about a girl who's a senior in highschool and is anything but popular. And then a egotistical teenage superstar goes to her highschool. Read it!

MODERN ALICE by paperbutterfly: Arisu is the maid to two famous rockstars. What happens when Arius falls in love with one of them who is in love with another girl and the other one falls in love with her and she is completely oblivious to it? Don't know? Check it out!

Ordinary Day by BedazzledH20:A story about true love that seems anything but real. Follow Cydney, Tavon, Daniel, and Angel into a crazy love...square?

Man's Best Friend by SerialXLain: Who wouldn't want a teenage hyper, energetic, horny, hot human pet?

Poetry:

Trapped Within Tears by Matthew James Current: Matthew James Current is my favorite writer on this site. His poems are detailed, emotional, and just plain incredible. Worship him!

Rape The Innocent by SJMiddleton: Another really talented poet. This poem of hers is awesome. She really captures the essence of rape and transforms it into something sexy.

Between the Knees by Knightmare Elite: I love this poem by Knightmare Elite. He uses great rhyming and good detail to create a poem that is undeniably sexy.

Angels Of Mercy by Paint.Naked.Bodies: This is my favorite poem. I actually cried in it! Which is unusual because I hardly ever cry. Read it!

Consume Me by Spanish Dreams: A poem from the heart of a masochist in love.

Here's To The Night by Chaia: A truly touching angsty poem about an ended love.

Cemetery Silence by Blazing Icecrystals: A really morbid poem about being dead. I love the way she details it.

Winter Before the Epilogue version two by Perilous Escapist: This poem is truly beautiful and has incredible descripition. Highly recommended.

All of these writers are extremely talented and deserve your utmost respect.

And a special thanks to Matthew James Current for all the joy I've spent while reading his works and for dedicating his newest poem (Mirror of Shadows )to me!


Other Shit :

Captivation Twins Picture Link


"Karma police, arrest this man
He talks in maths
He buzzes like a fridge
He's like a detuned radio

Karma police, arrest this girl
Her Hitler hairdo is
Making me feel ill
And we have crashed her party" Karma Police - Radiohead


"If you're frightened of dyin' and you're holding on...
You'll see devils tearing your life away.
But...if you've made your peace,
Then the devils are really angels
Freeing you from the earth.....from the earth...." Rabbit In Your Headlight - Radiohead
I'm a high school lover, and you're my favorite flavor
Love is all, all my soul
You're my playground love

Yet my hands are shaking
I feel my body remains
Time's no matter, I'm on fire
On the playground love

You're the piece of gold
That flashes on my soul
Extra time, on the ground
You're my playground love

Anytime, anywhere,
You're my playground love. "Plaground Love" - Air




1. Captivation Twins reviews
PLEASE READ. Not too sure about this one. Genre: Horror, Dark, Society
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-13-06 - Published: 3-13-06
2. Kings Of Hell reviews
VAMPIRE POEM "Rip my skin to shreds, Let the blood fall over our heads, Let us stain the beds, With all different types of reds"
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-4-06 - Published: 2-4-06
3. A Mechanical Virus Of An Obsession To Self Sacrif reviews
I'm trapped in this downward spiral, Dying in this mechanicl viral
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-4-06 - Published: 2-4-06
4. Tragic Rabbit reviews
"So, Tragic Rabbit, plant your body in this garden. Let your mind rot and harden. Let your body bloom this year."
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-27-06 - Published: 1-27-06
5. Pessimism
The world and its many joys from a pessimistc point of view. "What is love other than a portrait of lies and goodbyes disguised as surprise" Review and I'll do the same.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-20-06 - Published: 1-20-06
6. Lust of the Deceased reviews
Simply put, having sex in a graveyard. I'll review two of your poem/stories or more if I feel that they're too short or I like them. "I bleed my need into the kingdom of the deceased. As they feast like beats on the released."
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-16-06 - Published: 1-16-06
7. The Aftermath of the Holy War reviews
If you review this I'll review two of your poems/stories. // "This is the aftermath of the Holy War, This is the final extent of gore"
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-8-06 - Published: 1-8-06
8. This is beauty reviews
If you review me I'll review two of your poems/stories! You lied and I cried, You said, "This is beauty"
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-6-06 - Published: 1-6-06
9. Enslaved By Darkness reviews
[Format Revised] And the essence of their veins entertain those that drain becoming the cocaine of hell [Format Revised]
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 1-2-06 - Published: 1-2-06
10. Four Types Of Insanity reviews
In this poem I describe the effects of Schizophrenia, Paranoia, Neurosis, and Multiple Personality Disorder. I consider this one of my best pieces if not my best.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-23-05 - Published: 12-23-05
11. Tears of the Fallen reviews
More or less a poem about society than war but there's a little war mixed in it. "The distant sounds and ghastly screams haunt my mind and echo in my ears. The tears of the fallen and glazed eyes of glass pierce my soul like sharpened spears."
War - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-17-05 - Published: 12-17-05
12. Hollow Box Of Regret reviews
"What do you crave now when your pain lacks the passion that you enjoyed" A poem I wrote for a friend of mine about her breakup and their relationship.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-8-05 - Published: 12-8-05
13. Sadistic Machinations reviews
My begging and pleading knows no end to his sadistic machinations / As the arousing sensation burns within from my temptations
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-14-05 - Published: 11-14-05
14. Judgement reviews
A sinner gets judged by God.
Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-12-05 - Published: 11-12-05
15. Suffering reviews
Somewhere in your mind lies a grotesque city // Where there is a dusty shelf full of your pity
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-10-05 - Published: 11-10-05
16. Angel's Song reviews
Guiding me to perefection//As if I was an infection
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-25-05 - Published: 10-25-05
17. Mindless Drone reviews
I'do anything to make you forgive me...
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-15-05 - Published: 9-15-05
18. Father Boticelli reviews
WARNING! EXPLICIT CONTENT! This is a story abot a girl that lusts after a certain priest of hers. Should be rated MA.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,843 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 9-10-05 - Published: 9-10-05
19. Marionette reviews
Another metaphor for love I suppose.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-27-05 - Published: 8-27-05
20. Nightingale reviews
I know I put this in the fantasy section but I'm still wondering if it really belongs here. It's more or less a metaphor for love.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-27-05 - Published: 8-27-05
21. Sweet Embrace reviews
It hurts longing for someone, but when you see them the feelings you experience are amazing!
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-24-05 - Published: 8-24-05
22. Suicide reviews
My view on suicide with a little twist.
Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-24-05 - Published: 8-24-05
23. The Voice Of Seduction reviews
I am now your toy, Wound me up and set me straight
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-24-05 - Published: 8-24-05
24. My Lover, My Rapist reviews
I don't know where this came from. Forgive me. v-v;
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-23-05 - Published: 8-23-05
25. Blood Covered Puppets reviews
This is sort of a way for me to describe denying the will to commit suicide when I was extremely depressed from a lot of reasons.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-23-05 - Published: 8-23-05
26. Wicked Pleasure reviews
I wrote this for my boyfriend who I love with all my heart.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-22-05 - Published: 8-22-05
27. Humanity reviews
Some more thoughts on life.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-22-05 - Published: 8-22-05
28. Beyond The Hourglass reviews
This is just some thoughts on my view of my life. I'm sure lots of people can relate to it
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-22-05 - Published: 8-22-05
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