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Author has written 70 stories for Spiritual, Religion, Nature, General, Haiku, Love, Family, Essay, Friendship, Life, Politics, and Romance. the sun does arise, -- I'm Heidi, but you can call me Red Owl. There is not much you need to know about me. I am your regular old teenage writer, trying to find her place in this world and failing miserably. My life has not been very easy, but in some ways, it is very rewarding. I just have to learn to live each day to the fullest and never forget why I am alive in the first place - the power of Jesus Christ. Sometimes that fact gets pushed to the back of my mind, when the darkness all gets to be too much, but I eventually return. I am not the one to give up. I will never give up, not on things I believe in. - more about me: I am... a writer. my favorite music: the fray. - I write poetry. But more importantly... I write. I may not be very good - in fact, I'm definitely not, but I try, and each day, I get better. This is where I will try and write my thoughts, whether in prose or in poetry. Most of my stuff isn't very good, but this is my notebook. It isn't meant to be good. It isn't meant to be for show. This is meant to show my true feelings and whether or not you agree with me is yet to be seen. So, if you want to see my thoughts... Read on. | |||||||||||||
1. Brown Meeting Bluethis is my teen romance, full of sunshine and cuddles and the wish that it could last forever.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-10-09 - Published: 7-10-092. The First Kiss reviewsShe imagines her first kiss to be special.Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 502 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-17-09 - Published: 2-17-093. the beating heart reviewsThe mother's eyes fill with tears ... and the little beating heart beats no longer.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-7-08 - Published: 9-7-084. it all comes down to the vote reviewsThere are two months left. November, why can't you come quickly?Complete - Politics - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-6-08 - Published: 9-6-085. Can Anyone Help Me? reviewsI am on the edge of the cliff, just barely hanging on. I am clutching the edge, wondering, wondering... can anyone help me?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-4-08 - Published: 6-4-086. Through a Dreadful Revelation reviewsAs those words are uttered, I feel my heart breaking and shattering...Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-31-08 - Published: 5-31-087. his hurt reviewsOur refusal to repent hurts Him more than we know.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-30-08 - Published: 3-30-088. The Nail reviewsit wasn't the nails that kept Him on that cross. it was us.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-16-08 - Published: 3-16-089. Changing reviewsShould I let myself continue slipping down the wrong path, or should I take control? Should I let the softly burning fire roar up inside me and consume once more? Should I let my fire within burn brightly outside as well as inside?Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 461 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-1-08 - Published: 3-1-0810. Here I Am reviewsi will not let myself get taken over by the darkness. i can, and will, break away from the chains binding me. contains religious overtones.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-1-08 - Published: 3-1-0811. Neither Cold Nor Hot reviewsi have a fire within. all i have to do is hold onto it and keep it burning.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-29-08 - Published: 2-29-0812. Helplessness reviewsthere is nothing i can do. i am resigned to waiting, wishing for something that will help, yet knowing... knowing that he will just continue breaking and shattering with little hope of being whole again.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-23-08 - Published: 2-23-0813. spin, twirl, swirl, dance reviewsi suppose i was never taught the lesson that you needed to learn to stand before you attempted to dance.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-21-08 - Published: 1-21-0814. routine reviewssmile. chat. laugh. play. repeat...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-20-08 - Published: 1-20-0815. staring into the nightas she stares through the darkness, she realizes she won't risk it. she can't risk it.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-20-08 - Published: 1-20-0816. delving into idiocyJust a little rant in poetry form on my boyfriend's idiotic family. Don't read if you're not in the mood to read an incredibly long, rather nonsensical rant.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-20-08 - Published: 1-20-0817. On the Computer ScreenFor now, just being able to talk to you is enough for me, but I can't wait until I can actually see you and tell you that I love you in real life.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-20-08 - Published: 1-20-0818. loving youElizabeth Barrett Browning was a wonderful poet. She spoke the truth, especially about love. This was inspired by her famous sonnet 43.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-20-08 - Published: 1-20-0819. i am nobody reviewsat first, i thought i was a nobody, but then i realized...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-19-08 - Published: 1-19-0820. Like a Moth to a Flame reviewsI'm the moth and you're the flame. Inspired by the Hilary Duff song, Anywhere But Here.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-19-08 - Published: 1-19-0821. images » reviewsand i make you mine, just as you made me yours.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-19-08 - Published: 1-18-0822. Unoriginality reviewsMy poems are like liquid water flowing through my hands, coming out before I can stop them.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-19-08 - Published: 1-19-0823. The Correct Path reviewsI am slipping further and further down the wrong path... and I continually wonder if You will ever be able to bring me back onto the correct one again.Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-18-08 - Published: 1-18-0824. poets reviewsit's quite a bit like ripping out a part of ourselves and putting it on display, isn't it?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-18-08 - Published: 1-18-0825. BackgammonI never realized the life lessons you could learn from backgammon.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-16-08 - Published: 1-16-0826. Holding On reviewsIt's harder to hold on than to let go, even if the rewards for holding on are great...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-16-08 - Published: 1-16-0827. two months reviewsOur two month anniversary passed three days ago, do you remember?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-15-08 - Published: 1-15-0828. BrokenPicking up his shattered pieces is much harder than it looks.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-15-08 - Published: 1-15-0829. In a Fairytale reviewsWhat can I say? I like to imagine.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-0830. Flying reviewsFor the first time in her life, she flew.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-0831. Giving Up Forever reviewsShe would give up forever if it meant holding him in her arms. Inspired by the song Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-0832. In His Arms reviewsThis is where I'm meant to be...Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-0833. Standing in the Rain reviewsShe won't give up, no matter what. Inspired by Superchick's song Stand in the Rain.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-0834. Cold reviewsIt hurts not being able to do anything to help. It made her feel cold, so cold...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-0835. Unexpected reviewsI fall faster and faster into this unexpected brilliance... powerless to stop it.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-19-07 - Published: 11-19-0736. Silent reviewsWhy can't I save him?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-19-07 - Published: 11-19-0737. What Is This Love? reviewsWhat is this love I'm feeling with such passion?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-17-07 - Published: 8-17-0738. For A Friend reviewsI've been going through a tough time lately with one of my close friends, and I just felt like I had to get this on paper, because it's all that's been running through my mind for the past couple days.Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-26-07 - Published: 7-26-0739. Take My Heart reviewsPlease, Lord, take my heart.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-10-07 - Published: 7-10-0740. Why? reviewsAnd I ask why. Why did you keep this from me?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-9-07 - Published: 7-9-0741. The Truth reviewsDo you want the truth?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-9-07 - Published: 7-9-0742. Shimmering Illusions reviewsHow I wish I could be the girl dancing in the moonlight...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-9-07 - Published: 7-9-0743. Our Masks reviewsIn the morning, we put our masks on, the ones that hide our emotions.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-8-07 - Published: 7-8-0744. Little Pictures reviewsHow I wish the little pictures would just go away.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-8-07 - Published: 7-8-0745. Just Like MeI am haunted by the pain that affects others . . . others just like me.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-8-07 - Published: 7-8-0746. Love reviewsWe don't realize what love is anymore. This essay explores why. Has some religious aspects. Please note, however, that I am not trying to push my beliefs on any of you. These are just musings from my own sometimesinsane brain.Complete - Essay - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,086 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-12-07 - Published: 6-12-0747. Promise reviewsA Christian breaks her promise to God, and hopes it's not too late to ask for His forgiveness.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-19-07 - Published: 5-19-0748. A GiftGod instilled in me a gift, and I will use it . . . once I figure out how.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-19-07 - Published: 5-19-0749. TearsJust a little something I wrote about my parent's separation, and how I would feel if I saw my mother with another man.Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-2-07 - Published: 5-2-0750. ReflectionCan I ever live up to you?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-29-07 - Published: 4-29-0751. Morning Light reviewsHow I wish I could cradle it in my hands...Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-29-07 - Published: 4-29-0752. Universe reviewsJust a little something written about the love my sister and her husband have, even after nearly two years of marriage.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-29-07 - Published: 4-29-0753. Pack reviewsWe are Pack.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-29-07 - Published: 4-29-0754. FearFear is meant to be conquered. That doesn't mean it's easy.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-29-07 - Published: 4-29-0755. Pandora's BoxHope always lies at the bottom.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-28-07 - Published: 4-28-0756. Not Much TimeWe don't have much time...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-28-07 - Published: 4-28-0757. Forgetfulness reviewsEverybody forgets their true intentions for a time, but eventually they become clearer.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-28-07 - Published: 4-28-0758. Everywhere reviewsJesus is the only one who can be everywhere at once.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-28-07 - Published: 4-28-0759. Look At Me reviewsLook at me and you see a Christian.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-28-07 - Published: 4-28-0760. Dark Paths reviewsWhile traveling on dark, winding paths, I cry out to Him for help.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-28-07 - Published: 4-28-0761. Take Me BackJesus will always take me back.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-28-07 - Published: 4-28-0762. Jesus reviewsA short haiku on Jesus Christ.Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-27-07 - Published: 4-27-0763. Mindless Doubts reviewsAs the stars break across the sky, my brain fills with mindless doubts.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-27-07 - Published: 4-27-0764. Light reviewsWith all the darkness in the world, there is only one person you can go to for light.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-27-07 - Published: 4-27-0765. Holding Me reviewsGod is always there, even when I'm not.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-26-07 - Published: 4-26-0766. Humble Prayers reviewsWill a Christian teen ever be able to save her friend? She turns to Jesus for the answer.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-26-07 - Published: 4-26-0767. Internal Fight reviewsDarkness and light. Both powerful, both smothering. Which will finally come out on top?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-26-07 - Published: 4-26-0768. Nature reviewsBeauty is all around us. All we need to do is open our eyes and see it.Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-26-07 - Published: 4-26-0769. On My Mind reviewsShe's doing this for her, not that anybody understands. Christian.Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-25-07 - Published: 4-25-0770. Just One Hour reviewsWhat would you do if you only had one hour to live? A Christian teen sets out to answer this question, in a way unexpected.Complete - Spiritual - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 819 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-18-07 - Published: 4-18-07
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