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since: 10-15-05, id: 497945, Profile Updated: 01-02-09
country: United States
Author has written 23 stories for Friendship, Young Adult, Family, Love, and Romance.

My penname used to be fuzzysquawk. Sorry for the change!

-- Lyrics from My Heart by Paramore

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Hi, my name is Colleen

I'm a girl

I'm 15. But Im very mature for my age. Sometimes I act like Im 18, maybe 19. It scares me sometimes.

I am a very shy person. I get nervous/shy around people I don't know or people I don't like. But once you get to know me I talk and laugh a lot. :)
I'm also a very awkward person. If I dont know you and you start talking to me, I will make things very awkward. Or if I dont like a person and get nervous around them, I become very VERY awkward. HAH!

I'm a sophomore in high school (2 more years closer to senior year! 3 more years closer to college!)

I'm on my school's fencing team. I suck though! XD

I LOVE music! mostly Paramore, Flyleaf, All Time Low, We The Kings, My American Heart, The Academy is.., Cute is What We Aim For, Mayday Parade, VersaEmerge, Hey Monday, Forever the Sickest Kids, Hit the Lights, The Breakdown, From First to Last, The Maine, Jimmy Eat World, H2O, Secondhand Serenade and alot more.

My best friends are the only people who I love to death! They are like my family and they are the only people I trust.

I love writing stories and poetry.

Writing and music are my escape from life.

WARNING! I have writing on here that is from when I was younger (Like when I was 13 or 14). Some of it sucks! But I keep it up here because I want everyone to see how much I improved with my writing. Sorry! :-)

I don't drink alcohol or smoke anything.

thats my life

This song is "Miserable at Best" by Mayday Parade. Yes, its a long song. But it describes so much. It describes you are not yourself when you arent with the one you love. Anyway, here it is:

Don't cry, I know
You're trying your hardest
And the hardest part is letting go
Of the nights we shared
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find
In every single way
And everything I would give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay

'Cause I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best

ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
It's been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of his lips on your cheek
And I got the point that I should leave you alone
But we both know that I'm not that strong
And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight
(I know he's there)
You're probably hanging out and making eyes
(while across the room, he stares)
I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor
And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words were never easier for me to say
Or her to second guess
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable
And I can live without you but
Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

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1. Fake reviews
This poem is about a girl that truly loves a boy, but she doesnt show herself around him and she is miserable inside.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-2-09 - Published: 1-2-09
2. A Love Like No Other reviews
Two cousins are on there way back from college for Christmas break. Along the way, they have fights, flashbacks, and feelings come out of the closet. Warning: cousin love. ONE-SHOT!
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,006 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-23-08 - Published: 11-23-08
3. Pain reviews
This poem is about pain in a girls life after being heart broken.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-21-08 - Published: 10-21-08
4. Not a Little Girl Anymore reviews
A poem I wrote for my cousins. One day, I hope they know how I feel. I was very angry at them when I wrote this poem.
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 412 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 8-22-08 - Published: 8-22-08
5. Forbidden reviews
A forbidden love poem. Please R&R
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-8-08 - Published: 8-8-08
6. Outcast with a Broken Heart » reviews
Newly single, Brandi is stuck with her judgemental family at the shore for a week. She just went through a bad break up with her boyfriend of 2 years. Then, Brandi bumps into someone she used to love. Will something good come out of this?
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 13,684 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 7-18-08 - Published: 4-24-08
7. Rejection reviews
The pain of rejection. How it feels, sounds, smells, and what it looks like.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-3-08 - Published: 6-3-08
8. Mistake reviews
A poem about someone who stabbed me in the heart.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-4-08 - Published: 3-4-08
9. Hard reviews
This is a poem about trying to get out of love.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-28-08 - Published: 1-28-08
10. Same reviews
This is a poem about my heart being broken. Read and Review please
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-17-08 - Published: 1-17-08
11. Today reviews
This is poem about one of the best day of my life.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-08
12. Crush reviews
This poem is dedicated to a guy who I will never forget.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-11-07 - Published: 12-11-07
13. Dad, Stop Contacting Me reviews
This is a poem I made for my dad. One day, I want to give it to him. Please R&R
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 457 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 12-4-07 - Published: 12-4-07
14. I Miss You reviews
Dedicated to someone close to my heart
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-26-07 - Published: 11-26-07
15. A Real Friend reviews
This poem is about being a real friend.This is a poem which is dedicated to almost all of my friends. Please read and review.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-13-07 - Published: 11-13-07
16. Silence » reviews
Cassie was a typical 14 year old girl. But she had a past, like no other. R&R
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,084 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 11-7-07 - Published: 8-7-07
17. I Wish reviews
Dedcated to some who will always be in my heart
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-26-07 - Published: 10-26-07
18. I Love You reviews
Dedicated to someone special, who doesn't know my true feelings.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 563 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-27-07 - Published: 9-27-07
19. Dad reviews
A poem I want to give to my dad.
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-6-07 - Published: 8-6-07
20. Ruined reviews
Kate thought Rose was her best friend. Till, Kate finds out Rose did something a best friend wouldn't do. Please read and review
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,097 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-28-07 - Published: 6-28-07
21. A Week of Hate and Love reviews
Brooke is stuck down the shore with her family for a week. She can't handle her cousins. But one night Brooke bumps into the guy she loved for a long time. See what happens next. R&R
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,879 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-25-07 - Published: 6-25-07
22. The Past Comes Back reviews
Erin's boyfriend just broke up with her. She is heart broken. But not till a guy she loved for five years comes back into her life. See what happens! Please read and review!
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,392 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-25-07 - Published: 5-25-07
23. Best Friends Forever reviews
Deciated to my best friend Colleen
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-8-06 - Published: 8-8-06
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