| randompoetry |
Author has written 92 stories for Life, Love, Family, General, Friendship, Religion, War, Haiku, and Fantasy. I'm Jennifer, and I'm no longer young. I have grown up, I have grown happy, I have grown into the woman I always longed to be. Unfortunately, I have lost my inspiration, but I am trying to gain it back. Slowly, slowly, it will come. Read and enjoy, or read and hate. Just have fun. I encourage you to read my new and old stuff. It shows how much I've grown. Althought now, it's pretty much all old. 42 have reinspired me, again. "...poetry is the highest form of self-deception." -Wicked. "...and the poets are just kids who didn't make it..." -Fall Out Boy "...there is poetry in despair..." -AFI "...and you want to be dressed in poetry, but imagery doesn't fit..." -Cute Is What We Aim For "...you're standing in the doorway singing songs to my old poetry." -1997 "...am I crazy cause I read poetry? Words dont scare me they're intruiging!" -Triangle Shirt Factory | |||||||
1. Blur reviewsWe're just a messed up memory I cant make sense of any longer.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-29-082. alice in neverland reviewsand ohh, what have i gotten myself into again? life will never be the same since i fell down that hole.Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-26-08 - Complete3. and try reviewswe all fall down.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-10-08 - Complete4. ruins reviewslife feels grey.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-22-08 - Complete5. without him? reviewsdont you see, dont you see? I FELL SO FAR. and you pushed me.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-6-08 - Complete6. In This Instant reviewsyou make it so i cant breathe between my teeth, it's like a first love and i cant see.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-17-07 - Complete7. Josie reviewswas this acquiescence worth it?Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-12-07 - Complete8. You Weren’t The Same reviewsyou weren't the same, and i wasn't the same ripPoetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-2-07 - Complete9. held high reviewsyou believed in me when nobody else did. you held my hand and we fell in love.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-28-07 - Complete10. pressurepoint reviewsyou cant change me into perfect, the more you try the more i fail.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-17-07 - Complete11. Time to Die Dear reviewsYou are so pathetic. I cant even look at you anymore without screaming. You claim you want to die so much, so please, just kill yourself. Stop breaking hearts.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-4-07 - Complete12. In Memory reviews[Cancer kills] not only people, but dreams.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-7-07 - Complete13. Murder by the Tracks reviewsthe train didn't kill you. RIP, little one.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-20-07 - Complete14. Excerpt from my Soul reviewsboy, what has become of my life?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-12-07 - Complete15. Terabithia Reworked reviewsIt's been too long since he's gone, and I can't stop crying. My braids look too fake and I'm in denial. [Inspired by Bridge to Terabithia by Katherine Paterson]Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-30-07 - Complete16. Gain:Game reviewsI just need to scream.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-24-07 - Complete17. Self Realization stripped reviewsStripped down bare, I can finally see who I am.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-18-07 - Complete18. hey sisty, heres my tribute reviewsto you, for all our good timesPoetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-6-07 - Complete19. Wendy in Wonderland reviewssometimes i feel lostPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-27-07 - Complete20. grinding my teeth reviewsdont forget, i knew this wouldnt last. i dug my own grave, i'm burying my own past [partially inspired by bayside]Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-19-07 - Complete21. Nine Second Redemption reviewseven when i get it right i'm still looked down upon. i think its time i just give it up.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-12-07 - Complete22. Boy:: with adjectives for eyes reviewsyou turned me patheticPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-27-07 - Complete23. fickle finds for simple minds reviewsso am i a tragedy after all this?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-10-07 - Complete24. i’ve got your song on my mind reviewsi need to stop listening to your mixtape because i'm sogodawful sick of cryingPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-30-07 - Complete25. my name goes here reviewsi thought i knew what love was, but i guess i'm a little too naive to read between the linesPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-18-07 - Complete26. Pipe Dream reviewsit's all my imagination [so.they.say]Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-13-07 - Complete27. A Promise isnt a Promise reviewsToo much red lipstick steals away innocencePoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-2-07 - Complete28. This is my “Cry for Help” reviewsI'm sick of having to pretend I'm okay. I've been falling apart since day one, but nobody notices anything is wrong because they believe my lines of life is fine.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-28-06 - Complete29. DON’T Fault Me For Being Rude reviewsbut I've finally realized that what was always dragging me down was YOU.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-18-06 - Complete30. No Hope reviewsI cant believe I actually thought for a minute I could escape this, it seemed so easy [liar]Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-6-06 - Complete31. Don’t Be So Hard on Yourself reviewsHer nerves are causing her to breakdown, she's slowly falling apart. She used to be a perfect girl but now she's just a pathetic girl.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-17-06 - Complete32. Stop My Falling reviewsStop my falling, grab my hand. Just dont let me keep repeating these same mistakes over and over and overPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-6-06 - Complete33. Should I Thank You for Disaster? reviewsbut I should've known you wouldnt finish what you started. Love, should I thank you for disaster or kill you for it?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-30-06 - Complete34. Dandelion reviewsi'm done with this, for the love of him.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-23-06 - Complete35. wasn't good enough reviewsif only i could describe myself any different way, i would (believe me, because i hate being who i am)Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-2-0636. Never Forget and then you’ll remember reviewsits been five years but i still cant forget, its been five years and theres so much i regret.Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-11-0637. Calendar of You and Me reviewsDon't look my way or I'll fall for your charms again...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-17-0638. So This is Where all Those Memories Go reviewspressed on the paper, ink pouring from the pen. writing is just like daydreaming.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-31-0639. Critical reviewsso go ahead and laugh, pretend i'm not a person. just remember that criticism can destroy a girl.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-21-0640. 128 reviewsyour all so perfect, your bones sticking through your skin (can I be like you, blonde, beautiful, t h i n)Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-7-0641. Love, Lust, Stardust reviewsI've never experienced this, so pardon me if my feelings are all wrong (but I think its true, you know, that I love you)Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-4-0642. ands, buts, lies, excuses reviewsto put it simply, I think I hate you (ohh tragic)Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 491 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-30-0643. You were always bad at conversations reviewsits become too simple, hasnt it?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-25-0644. Play reviewsSo it's back to this again, me pretending you really love me after all this pain...Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-20-0645. All These Lies, All These Lies reviewsCan I be saved from all these lies (all these lies), because I'm ready to give up (suffocate on my black soul)Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-8-0646. Disaster makes me Pretty reviewsSimply this- I love it when you call me beautiful (almost to much)Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-1-0647. Raggedy Puppet of Yours reviewsand he tore me apart (i feel so unlike myself) he controls me with his cuts and alters to me, oh baby why'd you DO this to me?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-20-0648. Oh No No No reviewsOh no no no, dont tell me you're another one of those teenage cutters (giving the rest of us a bad name) please just grow up. There are better ways to deal with pain.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-13-0649. Paint me Pretty reviewsyour ohso superficial staring in your mirror baby im not like you and i dont want your pityPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-8-0650. God, I’m Scared reviewsI'm afraid if I stop believing, you'll stop being real, and everything will fall apart.Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-6-0651. The Boy makes me Make No Sense reviewsDan, Dan, Dan, I want you more than you could ever understand. But you dont know, nor care, and this lust is distracting.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-28-0652. MYSELF reviewsnobody likes normal so I guess I'm out of luck upset rantings from a crazy girl staring in the mirror realizing shes so fake its realPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-18-0653. Fallback on me One Last Time reviewsand I wipe the pain from my wrist and gather up all I've got (I'm so over this) friends to the end we'll I'm gone because you stopped caring so I realized I was just being patheticPoetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-11-0654. thunder reviewsHe came to me like a flash of lightning but was just senseless destruction, I'm his senseless nothing.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-6-0655. Baby Broken reviewsAnd they broke her innocence in one quick swift...Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 3-6-0656. half of who i was reviewsbut this is who i am now, a piece of heart that broke a thousand times magnified by painPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-28-0657. Narcissism at its Best reviewsMirror mirror on the wall, crack to pieces when her life slowly crashes. Everybody gets whats coming to them.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-16-0658. Moonlight TearsFearsPlease reviewsI'm not to well at being myself, you can call it socially awkward but I call it shame.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-8-0659. Uhoh Won’t Fix It reviews:::acid raindrops on my eyelids, they are telling me that I'm not beauty, I've always been the beast:::Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-2-0660. Downside of Love reviewsbreakdown heartache from yours divinePoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-30-0661. Am I Still not Good Enough? reviews& I swear this is who I am...so dont tell me I'm not good enough.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-27-0662. Valentines Not Worth My Time reviews(but worth my tears) (see what you do to me)Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 1-23-0663. “I Love Suicide” Sounds Better reviewsfalling falling faLL ing for those secondhand lies (you've told them before, but they work like a charm).Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 1-21-0664. wiL say goodbye reviewsYou've dripped your way into my life, one more dance will make it right. Can we discover our truths or realize that we were always built on lies?Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-19-0665. and& reviewsyou wont break me (..again)Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 1-17-0666. Stand Ready for Any Lies reviewsits hard to ignore the fact that i lost you, even harder to ignore the fact that i love youPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-15-0667. You are my lovely Obituary reviewsPoison my paper, drip your teases through my skin. I can feel your breath on my neck, loving me, loving me. I'm dying here, can't you see? Please be my obituary.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-13-0668. Suicide, you made me CRY reviews& you leave me, & you leave me, DIE DIE DIE, I die for you. You've left me no choice but to give my life UP for you. And I'm giving just one last goodbye to you.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-11-0669. Minimal Misery of the Smallest Degree reviewsWe were once in love (we still are, I swear it to you, we still are). You hide your feelings under cheap girls and jock friends, but when you look in the mirror you still see ME.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-9-0670. I've Lost You reviewsI throw myself on your grave every day and look up to heaven, hoping you'll forgive me for every M I S T A K E I made with you.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 1-7-0671. My Fortune Cookie Lied reviewsThere are so many people in the world, but they are all to superficial and shallow to really worry about me as a friend, to busy trying to please others to help me when I'm down.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-3-0672. Break me, Baby reviews& we were perfect, we had it all. But all you wanted was for me to crash.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-30-0573. Just too Hard to Live in the Moment reviewsYou make me c r a z y baby! My mind isnt working right, time seems stretched slow, and I love you and you love me (forever)Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-28-0574. Look in the Mirror reviews(she's so messed up she's perfect) and dont doubt the power of a girl against the will of a man. You want innocence, well its fallen into your hand.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-26-0575. No Sense for Beautiful reviews...and you question my motives, but there are no answers (because the truth is, I just don't make sense)Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 12-24-0576. Change is Imnatural reviewsRemember when we danced to the soft sound of our hearts beating together? When I first saw you cry (because you said you loved me too much to be with me). When we got back together and you carried me all the way to your bed just to give me the best kiss oPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-19-0577. Too Far Gone to be Saved reviewsWe keep falling back into the same bad habits (same old mistakes). I just wish I had the power to change it (stuck in limbo never made me so sick.)Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-16-0578. Goodbye reviewsYou broke my heart, you made me suffer for such a long time. What goes around comes around, babe, and you've got it coming. Goodbye, my love.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,371 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-14-0579. I am Society reviewsWhen did I turn into these mindless drones that we call people? So selfless, so selfish, I swear I'm not one of them...I swear.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 456 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-12-0580. I've Found the Emotion reviewsAfter all that indepth searching, I've finally figured out what I'm feeling is PAIN.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 12-10-0581. Stronger than the Tough One reviewsYou tried to break me, turn me into a fake like you, but let me tell you one thing-I will never be a dumb blonde.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-8-0582. Eyes reviewsMy eyes have already seen too much.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 12-6-0583. Too Confused To Function reviewsEverybody says I'm crazy, but really I'm just confused. What's the point of life anymore, what's the use for truth? But somehow I will promise to try to make it through.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 525 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-4-0584. Heartfaker reviewsYou let me believe you loved me, but you were faking our love all along.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-2-0585. I'm Sorry Baby Sister reviewsI'm scared of the world, but you jump right in, only to be shot down in the experience. I look on, horrified, powerless...I'm sorry I'm no help.Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-30-0586. Goodbye, Good Man reviewsYou said you loved me, but it's hard to believe you when you're gone.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-28-0587. Strong Willed reviewsYou are my weak spot, I can't deny you.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-26-0588. Remember reviewsDo you remember, will you remember? I don't remember.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-24-0589. Velvet Bandaid reviewsWhy pretend when what I really want is it all to end?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-21-0590. Isn't It Funny reviewsIsn't it funny how the ones you love the most manipulate everything you are and dominate your every thoughtPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-17-05