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| Nicole101 |
Author has written 46 stories for General, Essay, and Young Adult. Hello, I am as you guessed, Nicole! Anyways I haven't updated this fiction-press account in a very long time. Most of this was written when I was fourteen or so, but I am now seventeen and the only story currently being written at this stage is "All for Alicat". I have come back to finish my story and hopefully gain some more writing experience as it is my passion. However it might take some time to finish as I'm working very hard to get into University school-wise and at my job, plus babysitting. Busy life you know? As for some things about me, let me see... I'm 5'4 (I recently grew a little :D) brunette with amber-ish eyes. Shoulder length brown layered hair, blah blah blah and all that stuff. I live in Canada and will be going to finish my final year of high school soon. I also work at a grocery store as a cashier, which is the best job I've had so far. Trust me when I say working at a sub shop or a gas station is so overrated, or at least the ones I worked at. I love angsty realistic fiction stories, mostly crime related or mysteries, but a drama of any kind is good too. I just love the angst. You can tell if you ever read any of my fan-fictions over on the fiction-press sister archive fanfiction.net. It's all under the name Queen of Cliffies there. It's all CSI, Numb3rs and Due South stuff mostly. Okay so what else is there? I mean there's the personal crap, but that all comes through in the poems I guess, though I'm rarely depressed anymore as they might suggest sometimes. Back then was tough especially after I lost my cousin, so I had a lot to get out of my system. I still miss my cousin, but most of the anger is gone now, which is good. Umm... let's see here. I have two older brothers and an older sister, all of whom I adore. My sister and I are the closest though we are not biologically related. It doesn't matter to us, the sisterly bond is there, so it's there. I am the baby of the family, which can get annoying sometimes, especially when rank gets pulled by age a lot. Oh well, such is life. Err... I'm single, and not looking, so I don't even know why I mentioned it, lol. I just think it's better to find the right person by chance, rather than to go looking. When I do find that person, wahla I'll be ready, because he'll be the right person. My logic is flawed sometimes and I can be a bit of a space case too. Oh yes and I am VERY sarcastic, just a warning there chums. Erm, that's it for now. Sincerely (it is sincere... It's anonymous practically and online, what do I have to hide?) Nicole P.S. The dog in my profile pic is my dog Tequila (I didn't name her, my mom's boyfriend did) when she was a few months old. She's a Siberian Husky and is currently two years old. I have another dog named Prince who is seven, and a manx cat who is two named Smokey. Tequila was bought by my mom's boyfriend, and Smokey was a rescue animal from the SPCA he got for my mom and I when I lived with them. Prince I've had since I was ten and lives my dad, my brother and I. P.P.S. If this bored you... well you should have stopped reading it! (There's my bad sense of humor/sarcasm popping out.) | |||||||
1. All For Alicat » reviewsMay lost everything. Her worst loss was at ten, her father and she ended up with an abusive foster mother. Her only gain was her little foster sister Alice. When a bank robbery turns their lives around, will May sacrifice everything for her Alicat?Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,520 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 8-25-08 - Published: 4-18-062. Our Messed Up Teenage World » reviewsWe live in a world where the perfect woman is this skinny beautiful woman. Standards are set so high that we could never reach them. For that we suffer. This was done as a school assignment... chapter two explains everything.Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,124 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 6-22-08 - Published: 3-25-063. What Sister's Do reviewsFor sister's everywhere. A teen runs from her husband to her elder sister. During the dramatic showdown that ensues, she realizes her sister will always be there to save her and her elder sister finds out just how much she means to the younger.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,150 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-27-06 - Complete4. The Only Love I Never Knew reviewsThe only love i never knew was the love you only pretended to give. You made me need you so I'd never leave you. I never knew the wrong of what you did to me until now.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-30-065. I Will Remain Unbroken reviewsWritten after "Just Ket The World End" I starting to fight back against you. Don't have to read the first one to understand, but I request that you do.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-25-066. Just Let The World End reviewsWe are a messed up generation, we live to die. This is my view on life today.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-25-067. Or Anything at All reviewsHow could you say such things to me? Do you really want me to die by my own hand-I want it all to go away/to forget I ever felt this way/or anything at all.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-23-068. All I Wanted reviewsAll I want/is for the pain to go away/To forget I ever knew you/To forget the way you played me/and my vulnerability/Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-6-069. Crippled Angel reviewsI'm an Angel without wings.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-5-0610. Raindrops in the Sand reviewsMy teardrops are like raindrops in the sandPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-5-0611. Labels reviewsI'm tired of you pretending to know me. Thinking I fit into some stereotype. I'm sick of the labels stuck on me everyday.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-4-0612. In Between reviewsYou took the way that I had often comtemplated. Now I know the conciquences, but I'm still left in between.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-28-0613. Grieving reviewsI grieve for you/I wish for you/I miss youPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-28-0614. Floating Yet Sinking reviewsWhere are you, where am I? I don't understand any of this.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-28-0615. Mutilated Soul reviewsA poem about my inner emotions, my hopelessness and my fear of trusting people.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-0616. Don't Tell Me reviewsDon't tell me, i don't want to know the horrid truth.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-0617. Never Again reviewsIt was just another stone to swallow, to survive, in an unforgivnig world.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-28-0618. No Longer Here reviewsDo you know what it's like to cry so many tears because someone is no longer with you on earth. They're gone, they're dead.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-0619. A Million Stolen Lives reviewsEveryday millions of lives are stolen by the ones living them.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-0620. These Tears reviewsThese tears are of loneliness, of regret and fear.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-28-0621. Why Are You Gone reviewsI ask myself this question everyday, it's the constant companion of my tears.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-0622. I Break Up, I Break Down reviewsI'm sadistically insane, I pleasure in, my own self-inflicted pain,Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-0623. I'm Not Ready reviewsI'n not ready for this, it's just too soon after all this shitPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-21-0624. Here I Am reviewsHere I Am, in pain because of your lies. You planned my heartbreak and here I am, dead to the world.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-16-0625. Forget reviewsForget who I used to be if you want to know who I really am.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-16-0626. Don't Break Him reviewsI trust him with your heart, but not you with his. You know nothing about love.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-4-0627. I Don't Care Anymore reviewsTears are just tears/ words are just words/ pain is just painPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-4-0628. Made Of GlassMy heart is made of glass.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Published: 1-4-0629. What About Life?Dark stuff with references of suicide. What about life, what about it?Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 1-3-0630. Tombs reviewsShort poem I wrote in November of 2005. Please R&R!Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-2-0631. The Victim Within Me Has Long Disappeared reviewsBring on the hurt/ the pain and the tears/ I'm too far gone/ to feel any fear/ The victim within me/ has long disappearedPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-2-0632. Tick Tock reviewsJust a little poem about what seriously drives me crazy.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-0633. I Miss You reviewsI miss you/ more than pen misses paper/ more than death misses life/ more than anything in the world/ I miss youPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-1-0634. Little Girl I Love You reviewsA young girl watched two victims of abuse, a man and a little girl, come to the park everyday. Everyday they come, everyday they cry, everyday the man tells the girl, "Little girl I love you."Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-1-0635. My everyday depressed life » reviewsInspired by Moonhowler (I think thats her Penname) A journal of thoughts! My life and stuff like that. You don't have to read the chapters in order, jus look for a topic you like!Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,648 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-22-05 - Published: 11-2-0536. Painting Rainbows reviewsPaint me a rainbow, weave me a blanket of clouds and let me meet your new friends.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-1-0537. Can You Hear It? reviewsCan you hear the sounds that don't exist, they whisper in your ears. The only way to hear is to listen oh so carefully and pay attention.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-29-0538. My Enemy reviewsI stare down at my enemy, the bugle so clearly seen. A poem about living with anorexia.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-29-0539. Bandages reviewsLife is a long and perilous journey. Bandages are always needed.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-29-0540. I'm Just the Girl reviewsYou don't really see me, do you?Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-29-0541. Hanging On reviewsHanging onto the memory of a lost loved one.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-28-0542. Fallen Star reviewsA poem dedicated to my cousin Jamie (June 4 1987- July 28 2005) She will be missed sadly and I wish she could've found another way out.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-28-0543. I wonder reviewsI wonder about of things and alot of them are depressing!Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-28-0544. Notice Me reviewsWhy won't anyone notice me? Notice my pain and my agony?Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-28-0545. When reviewsAnother sad poem about what my life is likePoetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-28-0546. I Cannot Dare reviewsA depressing and sad poem about emotional pain and suicide. Please read and review!Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-28-05
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