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Author has written 41 stories for General, Friendship, Love, Romance, Young Adult, Life, Song, Family, and War. Name: My real name's Nikki. But just call me Dillio :) Age: I am eighteen years old and just started college. Demenor: Mostly happy and hyper now with...Angsty bursts! Fav Color: Hunter Green (What can I say...I look good as a leprichan!) Hair color: Red in the summer...Strawberry blonde in the winter (Yes...I know it's weird) Things That I enjoy include music. I made all-state choir last year and love to sing. I enjoy most any kind of music except rap. I'm really a fan of operatic metal and my favorite band is Within Temptation, followed by Nightwish(before they replaced the singer :( grrrrr...), Evenescence and Flyleaf. I also really like music that's funny and kind of on crack ...Like the stuff from blood hound gang and Avenue Q. I'm kind of a nerd and love Speech, Debate, Mock Trial, Drama, and a good book. More than anything, though, I love my horse...He was my first love and comes before any boy...Ever! The boy friend knows this and has accepted it. I show him during the summer and have been in the top six in jumping and top eight in barrel racing at state show. I thank all of my faithful reveiwers for being so...well...uh faithful! I have some really bad news. My life just got busier. I'm attending my community college because I'm a broke white girl...but am involved in drama and choir so...ya...and the job doesn't help busy matters but I'll try my best!! And in March is my five year anniversary with my WONDERFUL boyfreind. AND my favorite holiday is coming up!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!! Can't wait till halloween! In note with my writing Upcoming Chapters: As the Ivories Run Red uhhhh...possibly discontinued...I'm dabbling but havn't got much time due to the whole music writing thing...yah... Upcoming Stories: None. Send me ideas if you have any. If you like anime and want a really funny fiction that is completely on crack, visit Blackrose_Kitsune on fanfiction.net. L. Kantenseter and I came up with a colaboration of randomness. Poems will come as I write them...Randomely Words for thought: 'When life gives you lemons, squirt the mean people in the eyes!' -random internet post- 'If you think you are too small to be effective, you have never been bitten by a mosquito' -Betty Reese- 'It's easy to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and say the opposite.' -Sam Levenson- 'Whoever said money cannot buy happiness has never had a puppy.' -Unknown- 'Whoever said 'nothing is impossible' never tried slamming a revolving door.' -Jerry Seinfeld- 'I'm so clever that sometimes I don't understand a single word I'm saying.' -Oscar Wilde- 'Time heals what hand-guns cannot' -Brett Schmidt- Note to readers: Warning: Most if not all of my poetry is depressing and angsty...Along with most if not all of my stories. If you don't like it, don't read it. So I don't want to hear flames about how depressing, angsty or trajic it is...Thank you. All of my writing is made from, or inspired by my personal experiance...If you don't like that please go away. Thx and Ja ne! | |||||||
1. Reality reviewsWhen all of my beauty is gone, and I don't have masks anymore, You'll be surprised at what you find. The reality of the hideous me....Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-1-09 - Published: 10-1-092. Imperfect Prince Charming reviewsI've found my prince in the most unlikely of places....Problem is....He's DEFINITELY NOT perfection. :Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-6-09 - Published: 5-6-093. Clueless Blue Skies reviewsThis is just a poem I wrote while I was thinking about human nature and our innate sense to taint and destroy ourselves......enjoy? Please R&RComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-12-09 - Published: 3-12-094. The hardest Lessoneven though you ripped my heart, bleeding and beating from my chest...I guess I should thank you...In your untimely passing I have learned lessons that I never would have...had you stayed...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 615 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-22-09 - Published: 1-22-095. Unvirgin heart reviewsBeen ravaged and beaten...Frozen and thawed...But you love my heart...My dirty, filthy, unvirgin heart...Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-086. To ForgetTo forget: To overlook disreguard...Just forget it. But it's not that easy to forget...The dictionary makes it sound so easy...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-087. Mistress reviewsI have a date with my mistress, She'll be the death of me. My mistress is my razor, She will set me free.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-4-07 - Published: 11-4-078. Twisted Lullaby reviewsDaddy is supposed protect you, love you...Sing you a lullaby so that you can forget about your nightmares and go to sleep...But to some daddy IS their nightmare...Their daddy sings a twisted lullaby...Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-29-07 - Published: 10-29-079. You Chose Me reviewsLaying here with you it's hard to belive...That you chose me...And two and a half years later...You're still here....Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-16-07 - Published: 9-16-0710. Soldure reviewsMy soldure marches into battle..Just for a child he doesn't know...He didn't have to leave...He didn't have to go.Complete - War - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-16-07 - Published: 9-16-0711. Free reviewsI have so many questions as to why you left..But in the end I know the answere...You left for the same reason I wanted to...To be freeComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-28-07 - Published: 8-28-0712. On My Own reviewsI can't let them see me cry..I am the strong one...So I will bleed for you..But only in the silence that surrounds me...And I will greive for you...But only on my own...Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-27-07 - Published: 8-27-0713. Broken Hero reviewsIt's a grave, only a place for your body to rest throughout it's eternal slumber....I used to be the hero, but on October 2,2006, the hero broke...A true story: he committed suicide, and this is about my first visit to his grave alone.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,138 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-26-07 - Published: 8-26-0714. As The Ivories Run Red » reviewsJasmine always thought Julliard would be an easy goal...But when she doesn't get in she turns to her sister for help, and is sucked into a world she never knew existed.Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,438 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-10-07 - Published: 7-5-0615. Final GoodbyeI never got to say goodbye to you...And now that I have the chance I can't say anything...So I leave this note on your grave to say it for me...This is my final goodbyeComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-10-07 - Published: 7-10-0716. FadeI'm slowly fading away into the dusk....Beacause the sun will not accept me....Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-10-07 - Published: 7-10-0717. In the mirror reviewsThat woman in the mirror...She can't be meComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-19-07 - Published: 6-19-0718. Even I cry reviewsYes I am human..No, I'm not always a pillar of strenth..I cried at his grave..But if you see me crying just leave. I'm the one who's always helped you...You don't need to see me like this......rhyming poem Dedicated to all of my friendsComplete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-7-07 - Published: 6-7-0719. Too Blind reviewsYou are too blind to see me now...I'm invisable...It won't be any different when I'm gone...Except then you won't be blind...I just won't be there.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-11-07 - Published: 3-11-0720. Frozen Rain reviewsThe November wind freezes my tears as I stare at your grave. They drop to the ground...They freeze on my cheeks...Can't you see how you hurt me. You chose this...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-7-07 - Published: 2-7-0721. I wish we still had love reviewsI wish our family still had the love we had...Before you left...Before you died...Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-30-07 - Published: 1-30-0722. Living reviewsI suppose you saved me from myself...Now I'm two years gone from what I once was..Thanks to you.Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-14-07 - Published: 1-14-0723. Boy that I Knew reviewsThe boy that I knew would have never done this...But you weren't a boy any more...You were a man I would never come to know...Because of your sadness...And a twenty two gauge rifle...Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 566 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-2-07 - Published: 1-2-0724. Might reviewsYou've left me by your own hand...But even though you have...I was hoping you might not be gone...I was hoping..That you hadn't really pulled the trigger...Maybe...You might not...? Maybe..It was just a nightmare..? Please...Let that be...Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-19-06 - Published: 12-19-0625. Left Behind reviewsA little rant I wrote. People say that no one cares...But I know for a fact that they do. The ones left behind hurt more than the dead...I know...I've been on both sides.Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 732 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-19-06 - Published: 12-19-0626. The one to leave reviewsI thought I would be the one to take my life...But now I have come out of my depression and it is you who fell in...And now your gone...dedicated to Micheal LoybleComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-4-06 - Published: 11-4-0627. Dead As Your World reviewsWe were so close...You where like the brother I never had...You left...I healed...Now you left again...For the last time...By your own hand.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-9-06 - Published: 10-9-0628. Just Existing reviewsI wanted to die...I wanted to live...I didn't really care which one...I guess I just wanted to do more than just exist.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-7-06 - Published: 7-7-0629. That's why they call it friendS reviewsI've held your burden for 10 lonely years...But you have always refused to even hear my problems. You say that's why they call it friendS...Oh yeah that's what they call it, isn't it?...Huh...Idiots.Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 553 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-7-06 - Published: 7-7-0630. Haunting Smile reviewsYour smile said that you accepted me...You said you would be a friend...Remember? It was four years ago when you became one of them...When you hurt me...And that smile still haunts me...For my stupidity in thinking you where different...Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-5-06 - Published: 7-5-0631. Bittersweet Solace reviewsSometimes one will make any trade...Or pay any price for solace...But every bit of that solace is bittersweet...General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-27-06 - Published: 3-27-0632. My Fall From Grace reviewsI am sure to fall...From the grace that I once had...The grace I once loved...I once wanted...The grace that I do not deserve.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-2-06 - Published: 3-2-0633. Through My EyesBeing a demon in a human in a human world isn't easy...When you have the problems of both races...Tea knows that all too well...Through her own eyes.Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,975 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-12-06 - Published: 2-12-0634. I Remember reviewsNomatter how well you hide it...Or how much you think I don't understand...I do...I can see the look in your eyes...The same look that I once gave...Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-25-06 - Published: 1-25-0635. A battle with my heart reviewsYou have found your way into my life...When I never thought it was possable...Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-24-06 - Published: 1-24-0636. Written Thoughts reviewsEveryone thinks that my writing is just scribbling..But to me it is so much more.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-18-06 - Published: 1-18-0637. Teardrops reviewsYou hurt her, and she came back, but now you're hurting her again. Can't you see what it's doing to her? It might take her life!Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-0638. Evils reviewsI'm tired of living with your lies! I don't want to hear them anymore! Let the tears of scorn flow freely!General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-10-06 - Published: 1-10-0639. Someone New reviewsYour turning your back on your friends for a love that is wilting before your eyes. What does that say to us?Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-10-06 - Published: 1-10-06
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