alternate account: http://www.fictionpress.com/~ikissmyloveforyougoodbye

you don't want to know me. i'm a mess, a mistake, a girl whose laugh is raw like edges of glass, a girl who smiles and you realize she could kill you. you want h o n e s t y?

i use double-edged razor blades to make myself bleed
i fuck on bathroom floors and golf courses (so romantic)
i think i'm ugly
and i'll never stop loving him

(even if itk i l l s me)

i had an abortion in october
i miscarried two christmas's ago
i have a fondness for cocaine and kahlua
i whisper promises that sound sincere but i never mean them

"well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say...."

"i'll keep you my dirty little secret
(dirty little secret)
don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret
(just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
my dirty little secret
who has to know"

about my work:

and learned: is my main focus, a chaptered story, each chapter on a different person who learns something without realizing it. all of them are connected in some way or another.

Rating: Hard T, M for safety reasons (swearing, sexuality, pregnancy, death, rape, drugs, self-destructive behavior)
Main two genres: Drama, tragedy
Two secondary genres: Romance, agnst

if this is how a heart breaks: simple, really. boy meets girl. boy loves girl, girl loves boy. oh, i forgot. boy and boy's twinbrother are in quite the relationship. and boy's twin brother is very jealous.....

Rating: M (swearing, sexuality, violence, mild non-consensual situations, drinking)
Two main genres: Romance, angst
Secondary genre:drama