Toxic.Industrial.Waste

Note to my Readers:
Wow. It's been almost a year since I've really done anything with this.
Let's pick up where we left off.

My Kat'wen
(she used to have an account on here, but she is still my greatest artistic friend)
x3

I am 16-years-old going on 40, at times. Other times I still find myself saying I am 11 when asked. I have a horrible habit of spelling errors and I do try my hardest to proof read and use spell check -but that can only do so much! I have a fear of perfection and a want for it at the same time, as well as growing up. Hair color- not exactly sure what it is anymore. When the roots grow in it looks like an ashy brown. My eyes change from yellowish-brown, to a slight green, or simply brown depending on the weather and my mood. It's not any too obvious, though. I'm not going to lie like everyone else who has brown eyes and say, "I have hazel eyes. They pretty much change all the time." Psh -you wish. So, I will honestly say they change but it is very subtle and hardly noticeable.I like clear nail polish and I am an ex-nail bitter. I still have lapses and want to get my fix and bit sometimes. If you ever see me do that there is your opportunity to punch me in the left tit. Congrats for you.

I write about real issues & am not afraid to push the limit.
I want to cross it.

R.I.P. Kyle Kelley
5.29.07
I'm so sorry we never got to make up.
I only can hope you forgive me now.
I will always be your little biter.

Last Update
7.17.08
8:51 pm, Thursday

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Sort: Category . Published . Updated . Title . Words . Chapters . Reviews . Status .

1. Brainsick reviews

Mind racing, Feet pacing, Dead willows on the floor. Arms embracing, Life replacing, Talking to a corpse. Cruel behavior, my savior, simulated gore.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-21-08 - Published: 7-21-08

2. Most Of the Time reviews

I don't make sense most of the time, I'm the most indecisive person you'll ever meet. I know that there is beauty and ugliness in everything, & we are all part of anything.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-21-08 - Published: 7-21-08

3. Family: much assembly required »

A little thing called life. Vented. chapter 2 up. "Shopaholic Father"

Biography - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,261 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-2-08 - Published: 3-2-08

4. Our nolonger love song reviews

It may be overIt may be overBut it’ll never be goneAnd this will always be: our nolonger love song.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-12-08 - Published: 1-12-08

5. Aural Borealis reviews

So beautiful and deceiving dancing rainbows in the sky

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-12-07 - Published: 10-12-07

6. My Views and Opinions reviews

I decided to start posting my views and opinions on here. 1st chapter up, On Gay Marriage

General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 557 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-22-07 - Published: 9-22-07

7. The child with the wild eyes reviews

She is wary to the butterflies Twiddling like fairy ballerinas Just beyond her reach.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-17-07 - Published: 9-17-07

8. Armageddon reviews

This time it’s personal.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-27-07 - Published: 8-27-07

9. Tragedy

The fragile little girl, who broke her fragile little neck.

Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-20-07 - Published: 8-20-07

10. Forever reviews

I hate that I believed you, And I hate that I never deceived you.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-20-07 - Published: 8-20-07

11. Had It reviews

Just for fun.

Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-17-07 - Published: 8-17-07

12. Just The Same reviews

I hate what you've became & you hate that I'm the same.

Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-15-07 - Published: 8-15-07

13. Sweet Aberrational NicOTeen reviews

Cosmic prepicked lovers where the strangest things seem suddenly routine

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-3-07 - Published: 8-3-07

14. Whispering Willows reviews

Tracing white daisies with my fingers on thebluegreen wall, I sigh.I'm looking for a boy with a wilted rose in his left hand...Have you seen him?

Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-25-07 - Published: 7-25-07

15. Who am I reviews

I am the sinner and the rebel I am the girl you never dreamed of wanting

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-24-07 - Published: 7-24-07

16. Diamonds & Untold Fairy Tales reviews

Inspired by The Beatles When the horizon is of ghostly gallows...

Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-18-07 - Published: 7-18-07

17. Whirlwind Angel reviews

6.17.07

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-27-07 - Published: 6-27-07

18. Subliminal I Hate You reviews

I hope maggots crawl at your scalp...

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-13-07 - Published: 6-13-07

19. Good Girl Gone Bad reviews

I'm bad bad bad.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-13-07 - Published: 6-13-07

20. Christmas Run Kisses reviews

Tiptoe up the spine And get under my skin Rip through my ribs And scratch at my mind.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-11-07 - Published: 6-11-07

21. Dear ExInfidel

I am very confused. It kills me to know I can never say these words to you because if I do I may push you away, and if I don't I might never get a chance. I can't win anything.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,402 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-10-07 - Published: 6-10-07

22. Flaws reviews

Go ahead & 'take my breath away'

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-6-07 - Published: 6-6-07

23. Plague reviews

...I think I have the plague...

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-6-07 - Published: 6-6-07

24. Beat of Retreat reviews

I hate myself for wanting you but I hate you more for knowing I do

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-5-07 - Published: 6-5-07

25. My Suffragette reviews

Inspired By Alive, by Teenage Tragedy

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-4-07 - Published: 6-4-07

26. Blood & Bile reviews

I’m sick of your stale seasoning...

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-4-07 - Published: 6-4-07

27. My Desolated Chances reviews

It kills me to know, it takes two to tango.

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-31-07 - Published: 5-31-07

28. The 1st date reviews

A summary of my 1st date since being heart broken. It was wonderful.

Complete - Biography - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,466 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-30-07 - Published: 5-30-07

29. Nostalgic Adolescent Sufferance reviews

I will hold your hand through a tornado.....complete. One 'chapter'. Nothing long but true.

Complete - Biography - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 899 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-30-07 - Published: 5-30-07

30. Rebound reviews

...too unaware of memento mori...I shall never waste ink and tress on you again

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-30-07 - Published: 5-30-07

31. Venus Flytrap reviews

...Entrap me in enchantment....

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-18-07 - Published: 5-18-07

32. Ordinary Teenage Disappointment reviews

...So let’s go kill some time & save the world today.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-18-07 - Published: 5-18-07

33. Jump

Star gazing, love crazy, fools.Written for my Dannyboy.

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-1-07 - Published: 5-1-07

34. Anywhere But There Street reviews

...Never knowing how far is too far, Let’s make our own love song, Or listen to the Sunray's hypnotic silent voice...

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-30-07 - Published: 4-30-07

35. Fuck it

Very Angry poem. I don't advise it if you don't like the f word then don't read it. Plain & simple.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-26-07 - Published: 4-26-07

36. So Many Doors

I'll dive deep with a perfect form into waves of obstructions...

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-23-07 - Published: 4-23-07

37. A Thousand I Love You's reviews

I’m sorry X I’m sorry X I’m sorry...

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-18-07 - Published: 4-18-07

38. So I guess she’s perfect reviews

...She’s the girl you’ll always forget

Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-17-07 - Published: 4-17-07

39. About Me and I Suppose I Should Say reviews

A bit about me fallowed by a short poem.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 572 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-07 - Published: 4-16-07

40. secondhand ecstasy reviews

old poem renewedSomebody save me form this downcast, abstract, countermanded, colorcast, question of fact...

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-2-07 - Published: 4-2-07

41. A Walking Fraction

Written for my brother's band. I hope I can meet him someday.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-2-07 - Published: 4-2-07

42. My Mother Told Me

...&my feet were floating off the ground...&you promised me an ivory gown...

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-29-07 - Published: 3-26-07

43. ToxicIndustrialWaste

The introduction to my new pen name.

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-29-07 - Published: 3-29-07

44. Dear Heart, reviews

I had an epiphany today...

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-23-07 - Published: 3-23-07

45. The County Fair reviews

Complete, short narrative essay for English on last years fair.

Complete - Essay - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 837 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-13-07 - Published: 3-13-07

46. I Will Always RemeberRIP reviews

R.I.P Great Grandpa. I love you and miss you. You were the best dad I could ask for.

Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-2-07 - Published: 3-2-07

47. Down with the Sun, Up with the Stars reviews

Let's Shoot Down the sun & out of the sky. Let's Bring Up the stars & light up the night.

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-28-07 - Published: 1-28-07

48. Beautiful Black Raven reviews

A thought on death

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-7-06 - Published: 11-7-06

49. Perfect Imperfection reviews

Not exactly sure where I am going with this yet. This isn't my usual format for poetry, as well as lower vocabulary standards. I wanted something every one could understand, and trsut in. I may add more poems such as this onto this area as chapters. Who k

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-23-06 - Published: 10-23-06