helpless-pretender
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since: 12-23-05, id: 506547
Author has written 67 stories for Friendship, Life, Love, Family, General, General, Song, Religion, Nature, Haiku, Young Adult, and Play.

Hey my name is Laurana Schultz. Helpless pretender is my common pen name. and um i guess thats it.

WARNING:I haven't gotten to the final draft on most of my work as of yet (actually I havn't gotten like any to a final yet _ tehe im a slacker), and am working hard to refine it. If you see errors in any of my writings please let me know..


Memroes, I used to live on them because I figured I could't forget the person or ever forget the feelings for them, now, it's remember them, then forget them, but the memories isn't what makes me love them. I can be very outgoing at times, and at others, I am the shyist person I know. I go to Lincoln high school in manty.I'm totally into music, i pretty much love it, i could care less if I'm writing it or listening to it or playing it, it's just amazing. I'm not one of those girly girls who doesn't leave the house without make up and like millions of it. If i wear any, its eyeliner. It's always fun to play with eyeliner and decorate things. Make shapes out of it on ur eyes. I have a job at a supper club and there i do pretty much everything, I clean, dishwash, buss tables, waitress, and even tho im not supposed to cuz im not 16 but i cook when the normal cook is busy. Hates: Fakes, preps, posers, talking on the phone, mean people, people that make fun of other people, people who read your notes, people who judge before they get to know you, family that's never around, people who think they know more than everyone else, people who try for attention just for the sake of having it even if it takes it away from someone else, sound of eating/drinking, people who make fun of my friends. likes: thunderstorms, writing, friends, guitar, music, texting, wieghtlifting (ya im a girl and i like it!)walking, lighthouses, reading/writing poetry...I think thats petty much all there is to me...ya

Special note:PleaseR&R(Read and Review), I like to repay the favor too _ . ...So sne me a review, and I'll hit ya back with one or a few.... I like constructive criticism. I've had over 175 reviews! Thank you all so much! God bless

1. Patrick
A widows husband was murdered and the murderer comes to the wife's humble home.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 999 - Published: 6-8-08
2. To Live and Obey reviews
A story about a mother who hates her daughter. It's told mostly through diaolgue.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 756 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-8-08 - Complete
3. Can it Last?
It's a fibonachi sonnet. It's about friends who become enemies and try to become friends again in the future.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 6-8-08
4. Faith and Nothing More
A ScreenPlay I wrote. It's kinda short but it's still intresting I think. It's about a girl who gets kidnapped and finds herself joining many other people who were kidnapped as well.
Fiction: Play - Rated: M - English - Horror/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,135 - Published: 6-8-08 - Complete
5. Bring me to Life reviews
A story about a girl who has selective mutisim disorder who loses the disorder and has many soical problems happen to her through out the story because of having and/or not having the disorder
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-8-08
6. Hand in Hand reviews
Just a haiku. my first one actually.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-8-08 - Complete
7. Envy Killed Her
I found a annonymous piece of paper with a secret written on it. The secret inspired the idea for this piece.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Published: 6-8-08
8. Alone reviews
In a bit of medophores..but thats otay cuz i love them and talk in them all the time..oh yeah..its about my family..kinda i guess
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-11-06
9. Without you reviews
You were here one day, then you were gone. and now I'm just alive
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-11-06
10. Pacman reviews
The pacman, he eats away her heart, and while he does, he tears her away
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-30-06
11. History Repeats reviews
Is history repeating it's self, or am I making it happen?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-23-06
12. Birdie reviews
I got this birdy thing on a keychain for easter and I fell absolutely in love with it, but my brothers broke it. I am heart broken! lol, yeah, I felt as though I should write something for the thing I love so much. here is it's story...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-21-06
13. Nature's course reviews
Through the coruse of nature people live and act upon the nature though themseleves, or is it that the nature acts upon us and make us reveal ourselves?
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-17-06
14. Forcing reviews
The forcing must come to an end, and it will, so I hope
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-7-06
15. Pure Love reviews
The absolute Pure Love of God...The struggles of walking with him, self worth
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 816 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-7-06
16. Rocks reviews
No special pattern...See if you can find the secret message in the 3rd stanza
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-7-06
17. The rope reviews
It's more of a story, but it's in a rhyming poetry format so I put it in poetry...anyways, it's about a girl and the struggle of being tossed back and forth by darkness
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-2-06
18. Gone to nothingness reviews
A poem I lost and refound...I wrote it last summer when my ents where fighting alot...joy
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-1-06
19. Failiure and dissopointment reviews
My failures, and the dissopointment that comes with them
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-29-06
20. I long reviews
Well, it's hard to put a good summary to it. I guess the most I can say for it, is I long
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-21-06
21. Slipping away reviews
To understand, or ask for that helping hand?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-14-06
22. Music reviews
That one source (It's not a song, but it's the closest thing to music as a catogory)
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-13-06
23. Meaning reviews
The rhyme scheme is a bit strange, and no particular reason for writing this...i think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-12-06
24. Regret reviews
Regret, is one of the hardest things to deal with
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-11-06
25. I am reviews
I am beautiful
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-11-06
26. Thanks reviews
It's for a really good friend of mine...Love ya!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-1-06
27. What has society come to? reviews
It is what the title says...It shows you, and gets you thinking, what have we become, and dont just laugh and say haha cuz guess what, it is not at all in any way funny...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 435 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-26-06
28. The Nameless Diary
My short Story for English, please note...Names were chosen by friends, and this IS NOT my life
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,531 - Published: 2-23-06
29. No matter the cost
well, the title pretty much explains it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 2-21-06
30. Jesus
I had to write about something I love in my Compy class. And I wrote this..the letter x doesnt start w/ x cuz I couldn't think of anything w/ x so we could just have a word w/ x in it...enjoy!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 2-20-06
31. My Family reviews
Well, I wrote this about a year ago, I have a guitar part for it too. It is a song. Enjoy
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-16-06
32. You reviews
eh, not really a poem, also something I wrote a long time ago.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-16-06
33. Maybe she's right reviews
I wrote this a long time ago..very long time, like 2 years ago. Mrs. T in this poem, is pretty much my imaginary physiatrist ..enjoy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-16-06
34. Just for you reviews
I wrote this awhile ago...I had some help with my sister and her friend on this poem...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-16-06
35. Pretend reviews
Must take off the mask..I must do it, for the sake of myself, for the sake of others.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-16-06
36. Thinking of thought reviews
Have you ever got lost inside your thoughts?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-16-06
37. Rights reviews
I should be allowed my rights, but sadly, I am not allowed them. Sometimes I just wish that it would all stop.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-16-06
38. Dear Lucifer reviews
Just read it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-11-06
39. Those words reviews
Those words I said I never ment. Please forgive me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-06
40. Questions reviews
Questions from me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-11-06
41. Sick reviews
Sick...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-11-06
42. My raindrops reviews
I wrote this while stairing out my window...My parents were fighting again...I don't really consider it a poem because it doesn't really flow all that great. Maybe more of a story or prose shrug Enjoy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 693 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-8-06
43. What have we become? reviews
Just a bunch of random questions about what we have become in this fallen world, and what we must do to save it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-5-06
44. Don't worry my friends reviews
Well, this is dedicated to all of my friends, Mostly to Chris and Kevin...(love you guys so much) This poem is abour friendship
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-2-06
45. The gates are open reviews
Just remember he is there and he is waiting...God loves you all so much
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-28-06
46. Why him out of all? reviews
I wrote this because of a friend of mine. I am so extreamly woried and I care about them so much. I love you Kevin...I hope everything is going okay
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-25-06
47. Fake smile reviews
Each day I put on this "fake smile"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-10-06
48. Standing alone reviews
It's pretty much self explainitory
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-10-06
49. Please don't kill me again reviews
People have tended to take this the wrong way...This is about a person who has been emotionally killed...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-10-06
50. Look Deeper reviews
This is dedicated to my best friend and life link, Chris...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-10-06
51. Please reviews
My parents fought alot, when i started to write this one, so its about them fighting
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-10-06
52. Lana reviews
Tada! it's me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-8-06
53. She's the one reviews
She is the girl
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-8-06
54. All is lost reviews
All has been lost once again
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-7-06
55. Him reviews
Just about someone special to me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-4-06
56. Being lonely reviews
Being lonley and afraid of love and life is one of the hardest things that i have found to have to deal with
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-31-05
57. My every night reviews
In my every night, I have this reoccuring dream that I want to end, but when I wake, I do not wish to be awake anymore
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-31-05
58. Time to end reviews
Sometimes friendships need to end, no matter how hard it may be to get over them, they still ocasionally need to happen
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-31-05
59. Death's eyes reviews
Through deaths eyes I see her, my twin...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-31-05
60. In the shadows reviews
My life
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-29-05
61. Do you remember? reviews
Do you remember when you were still my sister?
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-29-05
62. If only reviews
Missing someone I did care deeply about
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-29-05
63. Disappear reviews
Life is hard sometimes, and we do tend to feel alone, even more so when your best friend and love turn away and never speek to you again
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-29-05
64. Tears they fall reviews
Tears fall and sometimes its hard to realy truely know why they do
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-29-05
65. The inner us reviews
Look past the other outer parts of people and see the inner them, no one wants to be known for what they look like, but for what they are
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-29-05
66. Wake up reviews
About pretending and my way through life, it can be related to alot of other people
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-29-05
67. Down to the grave reviews
A poem dedicated to my sister Sami...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-27-05
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