whatsLefTof.me
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since: 12-31-05, id: 507360, Profile Updated: 10-14-09
country: Philippines
Author has written 40 stories for Haiku, General, Song, Love, Life, and War.

"Life of a teenager, life of a someone no one better." -defunct elegy

i suck at poetry, probably why I like to write. (ironic) -in the process of l.e.a.r.n.i.n.g.

all I write are random thoughts, or so that's how I see my works...

i write for myself & not because i want to be a poet... - nope, no l.a.b.e.l.l.i.n.g. pls

i love angst & tragedy kinds of poetry.

i am sadistic.

yet i confess to be a hopeless romantic.

i prefer being considered as an it.

often my works deals with the concept of death tragedies & love.

i'm actually 18 now.

i love tall, white, lean-bodied guys my age or a bit older. Haha.

(Don't get me wrong, pure admiration here - nothin' suspicious. Heh.)

i cannot live without PS2, PSP & computer.

i love debating on the concepts of life. - I never seem to get s.a.t.i.s.f.a.c.t.i.o.n.

eating & nibbling bananas give me the drive. - hey, don't get me wrong, p.o.t.a.s.s.i.u.m. is great

AND your reviews are greatly appreciated.

they give me strength & dedication to keep writing.

And yes, I am a devout C.h.r.i.s.t.i.a.n.


A/N: I've been off the world wide web's radar for about more than a year already. Blame it all on facebook... lol. I've been studying (yeah, right). More of forced studying, no choice kind of studying but I want to graduate so better finish what I started. I've been lost since I wrote a lot of poetry before during the more than a year I was away - BUT our PC got busted so everything was erased. So I lost the drive to write (heck, I wrote a lot of GOOD poems back there). I'm still in the mode of soul searching... gah.

P.S. Oh, yeah. Question: Why do the poems I write out of boredom come out pretty sweet but when I write out of my true feelings - they suck?

Please help me start over guys. Thanks for reading this, I LOVE .YOU. ALREADY. xoxo


1. l o v e notes reviews
...exactly why action speaks louder than mere words & empty promises ?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-7-09
2. Open Stage
...wrote this long ago, when I just recalled how unfair life can be - reality itself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Published: 11-7-09
3. time & again reviews
i wrote this long ago, i was hesitant to post but here it goes... r&r, much appreciated :
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-14-09
4. i decided to die
I wonder what would happen if I one day forget to live & as I watch myself leave my haven - would I be betraying all who believe?
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 10-9-09
5. why I think we are so possible reviews
...it only takes a moment to think - nothing's impossible babe...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-13-09 - Complete
6. checkered reviews
checkmate.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-29-08 - Complete
7. sentient dreams reviews
...being sentimental keeps our feelings intact...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
8. being near you must feel like heaven
...you're so beautiful, a w o n d e r f u l portrait of l.o.v.e.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
9. your guardian angel reviews
angels don't just guard, they can l.o.v.e. too... simply yet truly...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-23-07 - Complete
10. just waiting reviews
TRUE LOVE accompanied by WAITING. . .
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-23-07 - Complete
11. try again reviews
...failing is one step closer to success...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-15-07 - Complete
12. it will never end reviews
...sometimes, even if we say they do... they actually don't...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-15-07 - Complete
13. captured in a photograph reviews
...a song for those in a longdistance relationship... yeap, bummer
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-3-07
14. shards of a broken heart reviews
...left pieces for you
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-3-07
15. PRWR reviews
painting roses with ribbons
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-07
16. late night assiduous nightmare reviews
but I never seem to get over that feeling...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-18-07
17. imperfection at its best reviews
the beauty of imperfection...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-13-07
18. decayed masterpiece » reviews
...play the role of the canvas...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-15-07 - Published: 12-4-06
19. external reviews
maybe when you see what's in my insides, then perhaps, you'll finally understand...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-6-07
20. internal reviews
sumtyms, believing in what we see is never enough...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-6-07
21. random thoughts » reviews
a series of random thoughts i thought & formed into short poems...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-3-07
22. cry out to me, my heart is yours reviews
...please tell me lies of you never leaving...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-1-07
23. sarcastic romance reviews
...your words of 'I love you'... brings the death of you...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-1-07
24. photograph reviews
...captured in a lie...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-1-07 - Complete
25. Damnation reviews
...my own definition of damnation...
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-28-06
26. seraphim reviews
...an angel without wings...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-26-06 - Complete
27. the mad cycle of reality reviews
the tragic truth of life... of the human race, to be exact...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-19-06
28. unchained rose reviews
...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-18-06
29. heaven here in the middle reviews
harsh murmurs of my breath suffocates the night, keeping the moon & the stars from giving off their light...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-10-06
30. disguise reviews
"The flame around me starts to die down, but I can still feel the heat - burning and melting my insides, leaving me senseless & obsolete."
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-25-06
31. plummet reviews
"unconscious of the shadow surrounding me, taking me by surprise and swallowed me whole" -fallen
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-25-06
32. heartbreaker reviews
her crimson tears tainted his soul... her screams made him whole.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1-27-06
33. stained glass reviews
beyond the window..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-22-06
34. beneath reviews
stared at the dark sky today
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-22-06
35. the ghost of you reviews
death becomes us [sequel to saint sinner]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-22-06
36. grey reviews
and black isn't even a color..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-22-06
37. sway reviews
with me...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-20-06
38. defunct elegy reviews
forget me not - i whisper to the wind...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-20-06
39. saint sinner reviews
and as I feared, the lesson I had to teach you was for forever...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-13-06 - Published: 1-8-06
40. sinners & saints » reviews
random thoughts...
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 7 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 1-5-06 - Published: 1-3-06