1. Some days I wonder reviews
about something going on in my life where there's a lot of questions being asked and a lot of barriers being put up, often by me, to stop those answers being found, but i still wonder... Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-9-08 - Published: 5-9-08
2. There's nothing wrong with me
This one, again, is about something going on in my life. it's sort of like a defensive poem. i say there's nothing wrong with me, even though i know there is. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-9-08 - Published: 5-9-08
3. Clarity reviews
something's going on in my life right now that is pretty difficult to overcome. i think that this expresses how hard it is for me to see clearly in all this mess and figure out how to make things right again. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-9-08 - Published: 5-9-08
4. Remind us
Written about a girl i used to be friends with but haven't spoken to in a good two years or so. i don't regret not speaking to her, we were too distant in the end and too much had happened between us, it's just sad i guess. Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-20-08 - Published: 3-20-08
5. Eyes shut tightly
sometimes i feel like i'm walking around with my eyes shut and not listening to what people are telling me, though i know they're trying to do it for the best, i just don't listen. sort of about some stuff i'm going through at the minute Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-6-08 - Published: 3-6-08
6. Dying slowly reviews
This is kind of reminscent of the times when i was really depressed and unhappy with my life, but it's also sort of about how you want to die when the person you love the most, doesn't love you back - it's really heartbreaking Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-6-08 - Published: 3-6-08
7. Wherever you are
Someone was singing something in science one day, and i guess it just sparked a romantic poem in me. This one's about how you can love someone so much, you feel like you're a part of them, always... Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-6-08 - Published: 3-6-08
8. Empty reviews
I guess this is about all the times that i feel like i'm not good enough and i won't live up to everyone's expectations, so i feel empty... Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-6-08 - Published: 3-6-08
9. Conclusion
Written in response to a piece of writing my friend sent me about how he felt about a huge argument between me and some girl. The argument was a couple years ago, but the effects are still felt. Contains swearing and talk of self harm. Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 961 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-2-08 - Published: 3-2-08
10. Cure reviews
I think I wrote this when I was at a very low point in a long period of depression and unhappiness, possibly while I was under the influence of that sweet poison called alcohol, I'm not sure. Talks quite a lot about being depressed and wanting to die Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 677 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-2-08 - Published: 3-2-08
11. Therapy
This gives a little insight into what happened between me and a person I used to know. It was a bitter friendship, and we parted on bad terms. I imagined what it would be like talking to someone who cared, so I wrote about imaginary therapy. Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,266 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-29-08 - Published: 2-29-08
12. Home
Written quite a while ago when I had been experiencing a very dark time. I guess I was afraid that this might come true. Talk of suicide - do not read if you aren't comfortable with it. Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 790 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-29-08 - Published: 2-29-08
13. Irish Shores
This was written, sort of to peeve a friend off because she couldn't write lyrics for her folk song, and I'm churning songs out like mad. It's an Irish folk song, telling of how the person loves his/her homeland. Enjoy... Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-29-08 - Published: 2-29-08
14. Stranger to myself
I guess this is another one of my philosophical pieces with a strange view on things. not really sure i understand this myself, but i guess that's how it goes when i get deep in thought and write Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 593 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-28-08 - Published: 2-28-08
15. When words don't come easily reviews
Well, they obviously did when I wrote this. I think i was thinking about how you don't even need to say anything to let people know how you're feeling... Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
16. What became of you?
I think I wrote this when I was deep in throught about my position in life and what i'm good for, like i'm staring at myself in a mirror, but I don't know what become of the person I used to be. I guess I don't know. Take it as it comes to you... Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
17. The world I live in
Another one where I was feeling philosophical about things. This time, the world. I think it was written at a time when there was a lot of political unrest or fighting in the news, so maybe that's what got me thinking. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
18. Reflections
Do you ever get the feeling that you're never good enough, not even for yourself? like everything you do is inadequate and substandard and you just want to be someone else for a change... i get that feeling all the time Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
19. Confusion
Not quite sure what to say about this one, since i wrote it so long ago. I was obviously confused about something, but in a particularly throughtful mood. Take it as it comes to you i guess Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
20. Just a memory
Written when I was feeling inspired and philosophical about how things that are in the past can still hurt you, and even though it's just a memory, it still seems so real. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
21. Who we were before
Feelings about how a friend and i have changed so much over the years, and where once we were close, we're kind of like strangers now. we don't talk anymore, and we're definatly not who we were before... Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
22. When you think about it
Wrote this quite a while ago when i was feeling a bit philosophical about life and how i felt about who i was, and how things were at the time. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
23. Tempus Fugit
A song I wrote for my music integrated assignment. It sounds much better when it's recorded etc, as there is acompaniment and some lyrics are repeated. simply tells of how time seems to fly, and there's never enough. Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
24. I lost my sorrows
Doesn't it hurt when you try to drown your sorrows with drink, but it just hurts more afterwards, and things seem even more messed up. Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
25. Just as I was begining reviews
An old friend shoved the knife in deeper when she cause a relationship of mine to end. She feels that i ruined her life, so that's a good enough reason to ruin mine. Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
26. As this road
A song I wrote during a music class while my friend was struggling to write lyrics, I managed to pull this from my head. It's about how it feels when you love someone and it kinda sucks 'cause they don't feel the same. Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
27. Why do my eyes
Just a little something I wrote a while ago and never got round to submitting at the time. Tells of how lonely and vacant life seems without someone i once cared for dearly. Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
28. Lost reviews
Just a little piece i wrote to try and put into words how i feel about a recent the distance that has developed between me and a friend. we used to be so close and because of arguments and incidents, we've drifted away. it's kind of mystifying Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-22-08 - Published: 1-22-08
29. Don't wanna loose you reviews
Written about being afraid of loosing a friend after something so stupid happened. Talk of depression and self harm Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-20-07 - Published: 7-20-07
30. A Year Later
Just a little monologue kind of thing, about feelings that still remain a year after an attack. It talks about feelings in the aftermath of the attack, and the strength found in a year. Some talk of self harm. Complete - Biography - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,089 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-20-07 - Published: 7-20-07
31. This is the mind of a madwoman
I wrote this from the heart, and even i'm not sure what it means. Opinions on it are welcome. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 788 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-15-06 - Published: 7-15-06
32. Stay in the dark all alone in the dark reviews
This is about the pain of heartbreak, a while after something you thought was so good, ended abruptly. Read and Review please. Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 798 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-23-06 - Published: 6-23-06
33. Lonely Day
Something i wrote a little while ago to express some feelings. Contains mention of suicide so if you're not comfortable with suicide and death, please don't read this. Horror - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 577 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-23-06 - Published: 6-23-06
34. Move as One
Just something i wrote while feeling quite philosophical about the world and what's happened in the past few months. Maybe it will make people think... Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-4-06 - Published: 6-4-06
35. Welcome to my Life reviews
This was written to get some feelings out and to tell people that i was ready to listen to them because i'd been dealing with some things. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-19-06 - Published: 5-19-06
36. My Love reviews
just a short poem i wrote on valentines. Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-14-06 - Published: 2-14-06
37. Alone, alone
This one's about being alone, not just phsyically but emotionally and feeling that nobody's there for you. Poems from a Black Heart. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-6-06 - Published: 1-6-06
38. Lost Love reviews
About a girl who loves a guy but the guy has no clue. Poems from a Black Heart Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-6-06 - Published: 1-6-06
39. Heart reviews
The second poem of Poems from a Black Heart. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-6-06 - Published: 1-6-06
40. Real Me
The first of many poems written a long while ago. From my poetry series - Poems from a Black Heart. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-6-06 - Published: 1-6-06 |