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Author has written 78 stories for Song, General, and General. Hey everybody, I'm Ben! I am a 22 year old 1L (first year law student) at Duquesne University in Pittsburgh. I have been writing songs since I was 15...but it took until about age 17 or 18 to really find my rhythm. The bands that have inspired my writings are many and diverse.. From Alkaline Trio to the Dave Matthews Band... From Greenday to Garth Brooks From The offspring to Counting Crows...From The Clash to Saves the Day...you get the idea. I think exposure to such a variety has significantly helped me grow as a writer...if you wanna know anything else...AIM name is B Lew8609 I.hope to hear from you soon I used to be "Mourning Radio", but I thought of this name, which I like better It's been awhile...but I intend to being posting more regularly again I am a devout Catholic, although my writing doesn't always reflect that, just bear that in mind before you get too upset over some things I write I appreciate all those who take the time to read and review my work! I will return said favor Peace. love, rock and roll: Ben | |||||||||||
1. A DrinkLet's have a drink my friend...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-09 - Published: 9-14-092. Amsterdam reviewsAnother night in this damned apartment...Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-21-09 - Published: 8-21-093. Think of You reviewsI shouldn't think of you that way...Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-21-09 - Published: 8-21-094. Burning Moonlight reviewsthe moonlight is burning, hot enough to make us sweatComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Friendship/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-10-09 - Published: 3-10-095. An Artist reviewsAre you an artist?Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-28-08 - Published: 7-28-086. Virgin BleedingDesire, pain, and the need to let it all out.Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-12-08 - Published: 6-12-087. Sunday Night Feeling reviewsLiving for the moment, knowing it can't lastComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-22-08 - Published: 4-22-088. Wednesday reviewsSome things we just don't say...Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-28-08 - Published: 3-28-089. Witch reviewsSimply put: About loving the imperfect person despite what people sayComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-15-08 - Published: 3-15-0810. Infection reviewsI'm immune...Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-8-07 - Published: 12-8-0711. Relive and Regret reviewsDrinks to kill the pain and ragePrayers for strength to take the stageComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-14-07 - Published: 9-14-0712. Sandcastle reviewsI don't deserve a second shot...but I'd sure like oneComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-16-07 - Published: 8-16-0713. Cashmere Fog reviewsAre you sure?Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-8-07 - Published: 7-8-0714. Hang With Me reviewsFriends to the end....and I do mean the endComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-2-07 - Published: 7-2-0715. The After PictureBoth a swan song and a call to armsComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-7-07 - Published: 6-7-0716. Night Terrors reviewsJust my attempt at a good ol' fashioned punk song...Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-23-07 - Published: 4-23-0717. Goodnight reviewsMany relationships don't end dramatically or worthy of a song. Many just kind of fade awayComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-16-07 - Published: 3-16-0718. Hathor's Hymn reviewsThey may take almost everything, but they won't take our songComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-19-07 - Published: 2-19-0719. Miss Scarlet in the Bedroom With the Cyanide reviewsIt's the deadly pressure of a heart attack....when he talks to you that way.Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-13-07 - Published: 2-13-0720. Dancing in the Lightning reviewsJust read....its one of my longer ones, but may be the best I've written in awhileComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 412 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-9-07 - Published: 2-9-0721. Stockholm Syndrome reviewsSomething I'm sure goes through everyones mind, when they feel an unrequited lovelustComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-5-07 - Published: 2-5-0722. Masochist Ball reviewsA metaphor for the way I see the dating scene among my peersComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-6-07 - Published: 1-6-0723. Pink Tiger reviewsEver wonder about that innocent girl? I haveComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-21-06 - Published: 12-21-0624. December Cocktail reviewsBoredom, Winter, AlcoholComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-19-06 - Published: 12-19-0625. She's a Cancer reviewsI love double entendras..Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-28-06 - Published: 11-28-0626. Stethoscope reviewsI was told I'm a good listener. Combine that with a night of flirting, a case of Vault, and the music of Hot Hot Heat & Franz Ferdinand, and this is what I come up withComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-25-06 - Published: 10-25-0627. Fallingstar reviewsThe fast start, misadventures, rapid destruction, and aftermath of a oncefamous rock band. A story told from the point of view of one of the band members in a narrativereminiscent style, please check it out....and check back often for new chaptersGeneral - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,955 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-24-06 - Published: 10-24-0628. Perfect Gray reviewsMy first stab at regular poetry...I'm used to writing songs...about how people constantly make excuses for themselvesGeneral - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-8-06 - Published: 10-8-0629. Hurricane Melissa reviewsNot all angry people are bad...some are just in a lot of painSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-4-06 - Published: 10-4-0630. Dragons and Doves reviewsI really can't summarize it...see for yourselfSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-2-06 - Published: 10-2-0631. Purgatory Sun reviewsOne of my very first works...it is once again meaningful in my lifeSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-28-06 - Published: 9-28-0632. Midnight Blue reviewsGiving up, repeating mistakes, and a pain that seems to only strike at nightSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-27-06 - Published: 9-27-0633. Jill Of Spades reviewsI'm tired of playing gamesSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-20-06 - Published: 9-20-0634. Cherry Flavored Death reviewsWhy is death always such a dark thought?Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-30-06 - Published: 8-30-0635. Sunburned Sex reviewsLust, confusion, and the somehow melancholy feel of AugustSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 8-12-06 - Published: 8-12-0636. Reinventing the Cliche reviewsWhen it's wrong, why hide it?Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-26-06 - Published: 7-26-0637. Needless Absolution reviewsMy newest one...I;d been on creative hold for awhile...title pretty much says it allSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-12-06 - Published: 7-12-0638. Island Party reviewsI really hate people some days...plus I really want to go to the beachSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-13-06 - Published: 6-13-0639. Kamikaze reviewsNever go down in flames alone...Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-9-06 - Published: 6-9-0640. Our Song reviewsSongs...permanent reminders of every relationship we haveSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-2-06 - Published: 6-2-0641. Warrior Princess reviewsAbout seeing through a girl's tough frontSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-30-06 - Published: 5-30-0642. Combustible reviewsIt's not you, it's me...reallySong - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-25-06 - Published: 5-25-0643. Russian Roulette With A Zombie reviewsNever gamble with someone who's get nothing to loseSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-16-06 - Published: 5-16-0644. Whiskey Rose reviews"You never make me numb enough/that I can't feel your thorns..."Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-15-06 - Published: 5-15-0645. A Vagrant Getaway reviewsA love song about two social outcasts, and the tough decision to run away...dedicated to another one of my fansSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-13-06 - Published: 5-13-0646. Burn Crimson reviewsFunny how relationships with the most intense fights have the hottest love sometimesSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-4-06 - Published: 5-4-0647. You Put The Hopeless In Romantic reviewsLooking for love in all the wrong places...rated M for violent, sexual and drug referrencesSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 4-26-06 - Published: 4-26-0648. Vultures reviewsSometimes, we just have to play the villainSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-22-06 - Published: 4-22-0649. Kiss of Death reviewsShe was going to leave...I had no choice...Recommended for fans of my darker worksSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-20-06 - Published: 4-20-0650. Papercut Patty reviewsFunny how sometimes the smallest things hurt the most..Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-19-06 - Published: 4-19-0651. Routine Operation reviewsThe story of my dating life in a nutshell...and a tribute to the friends who helped me throughSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-17-06 - Published: 4-17-0652. Losing Sleep reviewsA bitter, vindicated lullabySong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-11-06 - Published: 4-11-0653. Sorry reviewsYou knew I was a screw up from day one...Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 4-1-06 - Published: 4-1-0654. Drown reviews"When this ice melts, I'll drown..." ,ore about a figurative death than a literal oneSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-21-06 - Published: 3-21-0655. Eight Minutes Fast reviewsNothing lasts forever...so make the most of the time you haveSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-18-06 - Published: 3-18-0656. Undercover Ambulance reviewsA song about HEARING that thing's will get better...but not SEEING itSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-13-06 - Published: 3-13-0657. Halfhearted Apocalypse reviewsBreakups have started to wear me quite thin...Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-28-06 - Published: 2-28-0658. April Showers reviewsNot about anyone I know...both sexual and romanticSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 2-24-06 - Published: 2-24-0659. Judas Complex reviewsDefinetly the deepest thing I've ever written...Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 2-23-06 - Published: 2-23-0660. Bleeding Is So Uncool reviewsAn ironic title...about how it gets hard to keep pain insideSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 2-20-06 - Published: 2-20-0661. Poinsettia Blue reviewsAbout a match made in hell...Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-17-06 - Published: 2-17-0662. Ashes reviewsSome mistakes just can't be undone...Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 2-15-06 - Published: 2-15-0663. Suicide Romance reviewsA song about knowing that a new relationship will fail...and trying anywaySong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-11-06 - Published: 2-11-0664. Before I Forget reviewsRevenge is sweetSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 2-10-06 - Published: 2-10-0665. Laura reviewsSecond thoughts over a breakup ( I know at least 6 girls named Laura...this is about none of them)Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-30-06 - Published: 1-30-0666. Fade reviewsAn old one I found in one of my notebooks...For anyone who's ever felt they've been living a lieSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-27-06 - Published: 1-27-0667. Mercenary Angel reviewsI think every guy has probably met a girl like this...This is a brand new one, so please tell me what you thinkSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 1-24-06 - Published: 1-24-0668. Gallo Road reviewsA strange love song, named after a narrow two-way street near my house R&RSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-23-06 - Published: 1-23-0669. Mourning Radio reviewsDespite my pen name, this one's actually a bit out of character for my writing R&RSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-22-06 - Published: 1-22-0670. Last Bullet reviewsA song about the homicidal/suicidal thoughts of a jilted loverSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-21-06 - Published: 1-21-0671. Ode to Insanity reviewsSanity is overrated anyway..Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-21-06 - Published: 1-21-0672. Painkiller reviewsI wrote this after I learned my girlfriend was cheating on me with my best friend...Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-20-06 - Published: 1-20-0673. Freeway reviewsLet the freeway play one more song...Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-20-06 - Published: 1-20-0674. My Dearest Enemy reviewsA song about a girl who spent half our timetogether flirting with me and the other half fighting with meSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-20-06 - Published: 1-20-0675. Black and Purple reviewsA song a wrote for my most recent (now ex) girlfriend...she had a lot of problems, which I think is what attracted me to herSong - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-20-06 - Published: 1-20-0676. Just Another Girl reviewsIt will only hurt for so long...Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-19-06 - Published: 1-19-0677. Cocaine Cologne reviewsLove on the rebound and one night standsSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-19-06 - Published: 1-19-0678. Graveyard Waltz reviewsA song about the bittersweetness of a relationship's endSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-19-06 - Published: 1-19-06