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Author has written 43 stories for Love, Life, Song, General, Horror, Religion, and Friendship. a little about me: name: sam age: too young to drink/drive location: earth year: 21st century music: a little heavy meatal, emo, punk rockish, alternitive...I HATE all rap...or so i thought, untill i heard fort miner... FORT MINER!!!! smile empy soul, silverstine, flyleaf, rise against, mcr, nickleback, linkin park, alcoline trio, vast, pod, soad, some vg music (ie ff7), all american rejects, green day, three days grace...you get the idea books: tom clancy, harry potter, pen dragon movies: day after tomarow, dare devil, da vinchi code, avp, evolution, matrix (1st one is best!), mr deeds (all adam sandles movies), flight of the fenix, born identity, 6 days 7 nights, 6th scence (i see dead people too ;-), starwars (# 1, 2, and 3), dodge ball (grab life by the ball)...LOTS of others, too many to name And I think I have to respond to what my brother, The Angry Ursadon +2, put on his account about me: That was funny, how you said I always made you look good. Ha ha ha ha ha... good joke... Glad to be of assistance. Good to know that under that shell of...summin...that you realise just how much i am needed. no, im just joking, but im glad that all the s* you have put me through has been hepful to ya. Always here for ya, Bro! (arnt ya over due for another name change? okay. so i do take happy pills, and most of the lime im pretty stable, but most of my stuff is sad, caz i write as an outlet for sadness, anger, and whatever else Id like to thank Ben, my brother(The Angry Ursadon +2) for his support when i really need it. i know i can tell him anything, and he won't judge me or think any less of me. he is the persion i know i can turn to when i need help (about anything, including fictionpress, cuz the way its formated is so damn confusing!!! my parents, for 1) tolerating me all these years 2) listening to me, especily when i know they have better thing so be doing. Cat (Black and White Dreams) for listening to me, and alway being honest with me (at least, as far is i know =) ) and trusting me. im sure she has no idea how much she has influenced me. if your reading this, cat, and im sure you will eventualy, i just want to tell you how truly greatful i am to you. you know me in a way that no one else does...god, that sounds dirty, but its not ment that way. glad your feeling better, and not depressed any more. , /,/ ROCK ON! love ya to! Amber (jessa faerie) for being such a great friend. ifinallyread ´its nothing' . im sorrrrry it took so long, can you evey for give me? i feel so ashamed...you are great. did i ever tell u that the thing you sent me, that i forwarded to all my friends, really worked? its kinda kreepy, but it was really cool. i´ll tell ya about it l8er. oh yeah, and WRITE MORE. i love your poems! Amanda, for being willing to forgive me, and being such a good friend. you are still the only one i can talk nonstop to. you really need to get a fiction press!!!!! you are a great writer, and you should let people read it! love you muchly! Ashley...we have such a weird friendship, but i love you none the less. even thought you think your work isnt good enough to post on this site, it IS! and i would never leave you, i dont know why you were worried, but know i will love you nomatter what (even if you do marry Bri (lol)) well i am getting kicked off the computer now, so i gotta go, but i may add more latter... loves o_O !! Evey one in my "group" of friends, for not nailing me to the wall yet, and their encouragement with my writing, and everything else. you guys are all that kept me going on more than one occasion. i love you all. in a compleatly non-gay way (for the guys in my group) Black and White Dreams 2.castelgard 3. CrazyTurtles 4. Deliciously Evil 5. DynamicEquilibrium 6. jessa faerie 7. LightofShadows 8. mindOFdeliriousUNREST 9. SilverIsamu 10. The Angry Ursadon +2 Light and Dark Flowers blooming all around Wilted roses in a pile on the ground Sunshine and happiness everywhere Thunderstorms and depression in the air Young children smiling all day long Grief in the hearts of everyone The light is what you see outside The dark is what you’ll never find You think you know just what I feel But you don’t know that I’ll never heal You think I’m happy and I don’t need a shrink But that is only what you think You think my face the sun has caressed You’ll never know that I’m depressed © Copyright 2006 Black and White Dreams (FictionPress ID:511675). All rights reserved. Distribution of any kind is prohibited without the written consent of Black and White Dreams here is a poem i found that i really liked so to decided to put it on my bio thing A Life Half Lived A broken smile A fading dream An eternity of pain A life half lived A thought not spoken An empty meaningless look A year gone by A friendship shattered An unfulfilled promise dies A raging conflict A torn heart An awful empty void A feeling of confusion A soul lost An untold story discovered A smile fixed A dream revived An eternity ended A life fully lived A thought said aloud An empty look filled A brand new year A friendship patched up A once forgotten promise fulfilled A conflict resolved A torn heart mended A void filled with meaning A confused mind put to rest A lost soul found A story told, to set things right Writing in Ink, Not Blood and Tears I’m through with cutting; The depression’s gone. I’m done with crying; There’s no reason anymore. I’m going to live my life today, And not worry about tomorrow. I’ve come out of the past, And I’m here right now. I don’t need to be afraid Every time I pick up a knife, Because I am in control. I’m still here on this earth, Not in the ground, With a gravestone at my head. I’m here writing, And finally I’m using Ink. Not Blood and Tears. | |||||
1. So far from free reviewsoppression….i guess...point of focus changes throughout the poem….its really deep….if only I understood it…R/RPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-9-062. One last night reviewsi tryed to cut it off, and get out, but found i was more tied down that i thought...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-8-063. Your lies and my pain reviewsthis is an old peace, revised. it was originaly 'written by your hand' but that one sucked. the site didnt even let you read it. im trying to figure out how to get it down...any way, here ya goPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-1-064. Let me go reviewsYou can only help someone so much, befor it gets to a point where both of you are going to get hurt. so just let me goPoetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8-1-065. Is there a God? reviewsI wrote this a while back. at first, i didnt wanna post it, but i finaly did. here ya goPoetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-1-066. The Crow reviewsAsh starts hearing noises at her back door, and notices crows watshing her. Then her parents are murdered, and she is blamed. Ash and her friend Rose want to find out what happened, but once they know, they wish they didnt.Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 6-21-067. Think of letting go reviewsyou kept me going. i dont think you realised just how series i was when i told you how much you ment to me.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-14-068. Withered rose reviewssuicide is perminant. it cant be taken back. think of the people who love you, how wolud they feel...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6-14-069. Again reviewsI wrote this a while ago, on the back of my laguage folder. i revised it, and am noe posting it. R&R, pleasePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-14-0610. Breaking down again reviewsdont lean to heavily on a single persion, because then when they are gone, you're screwed. its also about depression.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-29-0611. And so we reviewsI use to be the one running from you. now the tables have turnedPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-29-0612. Your love is reviewsI had to write a poem using a metaphor for lang arts class. this is what i got. i thought it was pritty good, so i posted it.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5-29-0613. Back to cause more pain reviewsi donno... just read it and find outPoetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-29-0614. The worst kind of friend is the best kind of enemy reviewsYou thought you had won, but... you hadn'tPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-17-0615. Lessions Through Pain reviewsI donno... For my friend...Read and find out...(doo dee dooo)Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-17-0616. Drowning reviewsSometimes I feel like you are just in to deep over you head...This was one of those timesPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-17-0617. You were here reviewsYou were here, but everything you did was fake, madeup. Then when you fell, you took as many of us down as possible... Please note that in the third stanza, it should be 'a good thing', not 'a god thing'Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-1-0618. Words can reviewsbefor you say something, next time, think about itPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-1-0619. Trusting you is like what? reviewsIf you manipulat enough, soon no one will trust youPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-1-0620. So what? reviewsI just dont carePoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-1-0621. Scars reviewsLife would be so much easier without you...Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-1-0622. The War Of The Realms reviewsWhen Zaks parents are assassinated, he has to find ouf why, and by who.Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,526 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-1-0623. This Mask, I do not need reviewsYou freed me of the weight of my mask, that I thought I neededPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-1-0624. Like me reviewsI will be there for you, don't worryPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-1-0625. Just another reviewsJust another...It doesnt mater to you, so stop telling me whats wrong with me!Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-1-0626. I did for you reviewsWould you return the favor? I helped you, would you help me?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-1-0627. For you reviewsI will give some of myself, but not everythingPoetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-1-0628. How can I trust reviewsThis if for my friend, and his, so far, not-so-good love-lifePoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-1-0629. Can't Sleep reviewsIf you couldn't guess from the name, I couldn't sleep, and so I wrote this.Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-1-0630. My Thoughts reviewsIf you can't tell by the name, I was thinking, and came up with this...Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-24-0631. So Precious reviewsWhat would I do without you, Precious?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-24-0632. Manipulation reviewsThis is not from my point of view. I wrote it for/about someone else... who you more than likely don't know.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-23-0633. Now That I Know, Am I Any Better Off? reviewsSometimes, even if it is best to know, it feels like it isn't.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-23-0634. I Never Know reviewsAm I supposed to have any idea what's going on, how to act, or what you are doing? I don't. This is not about Madi either.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-23-0635. I Love You, I Loath You reviewsLove must be the most confusing emotion there is... and no, Tayler, this isnt about Madi!Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-23-0636. Outcast reviewsI was tired, and bored... this is the product.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-17-0637. Untitled reviewsI have problems, I know, so if you are going review just to 'let me know', don't bother.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-17-0638. My Secret Love reviewsIf you read this, madd, no, I am not cheating on you. I wrote this a long time ago, for you.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-17-0639. Love Is Blind reviewsLove is blind, something new every day. Is it worth the pain it will cause?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-17-0640. Lets Give Them Something To Talk About reviewsThis is for you, Madd, about the song you told me about.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-17-0641. Love Is Just The Knife reviewsI have determined that love was created to serve two purposes: To ensure the continuation of the human race, and to cause as pain as possible.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-17-0642. I'm Okay, No Thanks To You reviewsYou cut me down, too low, too much. But I built myself back up.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-17-06
