Hello, stranger.

I absolutely cannot get along with people to save my life.

I cannot talk to them, be around them, "mingle," you name it, I can't do it.

I have ideas, visions, a perspective that is vile to the senses, yet I often long for some innocent soul to be exposed to it.

And so, I write. Here it is!

http://www.myspace.com/toloveistosurrender

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1. Dystopian Utopia reviews

A community deathly bent on perfection...and removal of all that does not fit its description.

Complete - Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,712 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-19-08 - Published: 2-19-08

2. Hello reviews

One of those 2am sudden inspiration scenarios where an idea will not escape unless written on paper. Rather melancholy.

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-14-07 - Published: 10-14-07

3. The Cracked Globe reviews

A child, brought into a laboratory to be used for unapproved scientific endeavors, unwillingly becomes a menace to all he interacts with. This was basically made up of obscure ideas that wouldn't quit leaving my head until they were all on paper.

Complete - Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,630 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-7-07 - Published: 10-7-07

4. Unfortunate Infatuation reviews

Yes, I've been getting sappy lately. Sigh. Wish I didn't have a reason to.

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-22-07 - Published: 8-22-07

5. Impossible Confession

Inspired by people, events, nothing that you aren't familiar with. It is deliberately vague, rest assured that the motive is not.

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-1-07 - Published: 8-1-07

6. The Contended Contemptuous

They didn't want me, so they sent the machine to get me, kill me. And ever since, I have wandered about, as someone who am unfamiliar with, mourning the death of the vanished void that was my identity.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-1-07 - Published: 5-1-07

7. Deadweight

It's still there, waiting for me to journey with it into the depths of finality.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-28-07 - Published: 3-28-07

8. Confession from a Blindfold

This poem conveys the guilt one feels or doesn't, when in a state of bliss due to the needless suffering of othersit can be interpreted several different ways.

Complete - War - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-17-07 - Published: 3-17-07

9. The Languished Curse

I thought of this as I walked along a local, small town, witnessing family after family, joyous and lively. It was then that I realized how alone I was, and that as I grew older I would only be shunned more. Honestly, I think it's the best I've written.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-5-07 - Published: 2-5-07

10. Bleeding Tears from a Desperate Corpse reviews

This is about a victim who is about to be murdered undeservingly, without any way to stop the horrific, pending fate. A break from the normal murderer's perspective most of my poetry revolves around.

Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-18-06 - Published: 12-18-06

11. Sebastian's Final Photograph reviews

I had the original version of this story previously, but I made major revisions, adding background details, gore, and hopefully clarification. Revenge, murder, mercilessness. Please enjoy.

Complete - Horror - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,637 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-9-06 - Published: 12-9-06

12. Nightmare Grotesque

Time does not heal wounds. That's what the guilty would have you believe, to protect themselves, but they are wrong. Let revenge lead every last tormented soul to justice!

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-11-06 - Published: 10-11-06

13. The Joyous Slaughter of Child reviews

Nothing's going to cure misanthropy, and nothing should. It is nature's population control mechanism!

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-9-06 - Published: 10-9-06

14. Our Blind Generation reviews

Humans are so overwhelmingly superficial and horrid that I don't WANT to refer to them as viable living beings.

Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-10-06 - Published: 9-10-06

15. Remember Deadface

For all those who are self righteous and fail to help the living because they are too busy remembering the dead... this is for you.

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-6-06 - Published: 9-6-06

16. To Love the Hurt One

We love martyrs because they are hurt, we love them because they feel pain, and WE LOVE THEIR SCARS ALMOST AS MUCH AS OUR SELFISH THINSKINNED SELVES.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-06 - Published: 9-5-06

17. Running to Death and Laughing

Reality stamps out our dreams, stifles our voices, and eventually kills us. In a word, it bites. So, here's a poem about it.

Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-31-06 - Published: 8-31-06

18. The Day We Rose to Power reviews

Kein Mitleid...

General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-27-06 - Published: 8-27-06

19. When They Saw Me Last reviews

Too often one is never appreciated until they are dead.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-20-06 - Published: 8-20-06

20. Only Once

Karma and aging are the two greatest things to happen to abominable humankind.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-10-06 - Published: 8-10-06

21. The Flame that Engulfs Innocent Souls

The one who takes action is destined to defeat the one who hopes.

Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-10-06 - Published: 8-10-06

22. Oliver »

Set in the 19th century. 12-year old Oliver has witnessed a brutal murder that plagues his mind day by day... what will he do to alleviate the suspicions in his mind?

Horror - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,284 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-6-06 - Published: 8-3-06

23. Solitude has Bled its Enemies

Society itself, in becoming the shelter for the fearful ignorant, has become my disease. It is destroyed in this poem with utmost brutality, as it should be in reality.

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-30-06 - Published: 7-30-06

24. Red Justice

Time never heals, never induces forgiveness... although the guilty love to think otherwise. This is dedicated to all who have come under my evil thoughts.

Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-24-06 - Published: 7-24-06

25. Mannequin reviews

A mannequin comes to life and attacks the worthless humans surrounding it.

General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-17-06 - Published: 7-17-06

26. The Lie and the Letdown reviews

This poem reflect s my thoughts about the stupidity of theism, using christianity as an example. However, the idea can encompass a variety of spiritual beliefs.

Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 396 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-15-06 - Published: 7-15-06

27. Why I Decided to Murder You

This is my take on the human race, it is based on observations of myself as well as others, written as a death trheat.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 939 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-3-06 - Published: 6-3-06

28. The System Will Not Save You reviews

A story of what happens when conformity takes higher priority over safety.

Horror - Fiction Rated: M - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,993 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-26-06 - Published: 5-26-06

29. The Gratitude of a Murderer reviews

This was written from the perspective of someone who has just hanged their most odious enemy. It is their song of triumph. An action worth doing is an action without regrets. I am not religious, and do not believe in a deity, any spiritual/religious ref

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-24-06 - Published: 3-24-06