Cet Amour Me Tue
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since: 03-22-06, id: 517908, Profile Updated: 06-03-09
country: USA
Author has written 58 stories for Love, General, Friendship, General, War, Life, Romance, Family, and Young Adult.

There's really not much to say about myself. I have a variety of names, but you may call me Fee, as it is my most commonly used alias. I'm an eighteen-year-old college sophomore.

The majority of the things that I posted are from my emo high school days, while a few are from my post-emo-but-still-in-high-school days.

"Dans le jeu de la séduction, il n’y a qu’une seule règle: ne jamais tomber amoureux."


1. The Happy reviews
Exemo kids have terrible writer's block.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-12-07 - Complete
2. Forever reviews
A short poem written in a moment of fear.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-6-07 - Complete
3. Wishing for Nothing reviews
I don't want you to leave, but I won't ask you to stay.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-3-07 - Complete
4. The Bridge reviews
Short story, about 2 people and confessions. It's rather selfexplanatory, I suppose.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 878 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-22-06 - Complete
5. Our Story » reviews
A three part poem, telling you how this felt, and still feels.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 470 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-6-06 - Complete
6. Saturday at Midnight reviews
A poem about a memory, and learning what true happiness feels like.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-6-06 - Complete
7. Yes and No reviews
Asking out a musician. A marching band kid, in specific.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-9-06 - Complete
8. Thank You reviews
Oh, if only I could fly...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-9-06 - Complete
9. Fairy Tale World reviews
Prince, or math homework? I think I'll go with the prince...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-9-06 - Complete
10. Footsteps reviews
The only way to describe this is to say that it's based off Blink182's song
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,907 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-6-06
11. Like An Artist reviews
And so a writer, who has lost his touch with words, falls amongst his fellow struggling artists...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-5-06 - Complete
12. Nineteen Months reviews
Guy breaks girl's heart, and when she finally has a chance of a new love, he comes back trying to get another chance.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 764 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-20-06 - Complete
13. Walking Away
Oh, how she had formed a false belief about the feelings of love...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 7-19-06 - Complete
14. Look At Me
If I hadn't messed things up, he might still look at me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 7-19-06 - Complete
15. Saving the Caller » reviews
Twins seperated at birth, princesses, magic, romance, murder plots... this takes all of the overly-used story ideas and mixes them into one odd little creation.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,998 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-5-06 - Published: 5-10-06
16. Index Card Voodoo reviews
Arren has always been viewed as the oddball of the school. Tired of being harassed by the popular kids, she decides that she's finally going to get her revenge.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 477 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-4-06
17. Her Eyes Will Tell You reviews
Written after reading something my friend wrote, it's basically about a girl stalking her friend, or at least, I think it is...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-4-06 - Complete
18. The End reviews
The end is always sad, no matter what form it comes in
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-4-06 - Complete
19. Closed Eyes
Inspired by a picture, it's about two secret lovers sharing a kiss, before she runs back to reality.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Published: 6-1-06 - Complete
20. Breaking through the Wall, but not the Fear reviews
You know you love him, but you're afraid to let him know...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-31-06 - Complete
21. Infinite Moment reviews
Looking back, and missing him...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-21-06 - Complete
22. Killed Their Own Creation reviews
They never let him think for himself, until he made a fatal decision that was out of their control
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-20-06 - Complete
23. Stalking the Stranger reviews
Apparently I'm obsessed with people falling in love with strangers, so here's another poem about that...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-20-06 - Complete
24. Five Minutes reviews
Just a few more minutes until you can see himher again... let the countdown begin.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-17-06 - Complete
25. Je Ne Te Dirai Jamais reviews
Un poème pour la fille qui est tombée amoreuse d'un garçon qui ne l'aime pas...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - French - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-17-06 - Complete
26. Carried Away reviews
I wrote this about the Holocaust for a school assignment... obviously, it's not the most cheerful poem.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-17-06 - Complete
27. Butterflies reviews
Very short, cute little thing about a secret crush.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-17-06 - Complete
28. Small Gestures reviews
It's the small things that can give you the most tingling fuzzy sensations in your stomach
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-17-06 - Complete
29. Game of MakeBelieve reviews
Even if he doesn't love you in reality, he can still love you in your mind...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-17-06 - Complete
30. Hidden Behind Closed Doors reviews
Depressing, basically. I don't know how else to describe it...
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-12-06 - Complete
31. Things Left Unsaid reviews
Two best friends that could never say the words trapped behind their lips... contains suicide and death
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,104 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-10-06 - Complete
32. Solace In A Stranger reviews
The classic one night stand, only completely and utterly different... or something like that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-10-06 - Complete
33. Watching
Have you ever felt like you're not actually living, but merely watching your life from someone else's eyes? I have...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
34. To Be Myself reviews
People try much to hard to kill the dreams and selfesteems of others, hence this poem
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
35. Waiting reviews
You're never coming back, and I hate being alone
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
36. Unappreciated Release reviews
Oh, the wonderful things that words can do for the tragic soul of an artist
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
37. Those Words reviews
No matter how hard you try, you can't bring yourself to just say I love you
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
38. These Eyes
Your eyes will give you away, and betray your emotions to the world...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
39. Their Fear
They're afraid of me, and I hate myself for it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
40. Sometimes reviews
For those times when you just want to kill yourself rather than live through another day
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
41. Ocean Floor reviews
Sure, you're slowly dying, but at least they know that you love them...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
42. Illusion reviews
She'll never let you see the real girl inside of her...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
43. Ignored
Ah, the joys of being a teenager please note the sarcasm
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
44. Hate Me
If you hate me, then I can't hurt you, and I don't ever want to hurt you
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
45. American Flag reviews
Just something I wrote one day in history class, thinking about the war in Iraq instead of paying attention...
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
46. Escape reviews
Even if you love someone, you can't just let go of your dreams...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
47. Hard Decision
After all they put you through, they come back for another chance... what can you do?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
48. Cry Myself To Sleep reviews
No matter how hurt you may be, at least they're happy, and that's all that really matters
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
49. Bowling Is Such A Soap Opera
Because someone had to write a poem about bowling, triangles, and soap operas...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
50. Addictions reviews
Obsessions can kill, no matter what form they come in
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-21-06 - Complete
51. Flying Words reviews
The classic tale of someone hurting another person, throwing away lovefriendship, and then trying to gain forgiveness
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-06 - Complete
52. Love's Betrayal reviews
Contains suicide, so don't read this if that subject will offend you in some way.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,151 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-26-06 - Complete
53. Haunted reviews
It's sad, how fast people forget each other, and it's even more painful when your best friends forget about you.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-26-06 - Complete
54. Cloud reviews
I wrote this for a friend it's basically about being really happy, hence the expression floating on a cloud
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-26-06 - Complete
55. Pretenders
Too many people pretend to be your friend, but really don't care about you.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 3-26-06 - Complete
56. I'm Sorry reviews
Sometimes, sorry just isn't enough.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-26-06 - Complete
57. There They Go reviews
Ah, lost love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-26-06 - Complete
58. Thoughts On Love reviews
Just something that I randomly wrote one day
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-26-06 - Complete