Heyo Stranger... possibly

So ... wow, it's April 11th, 2008 today and as anyone can see, I have been pretty detached (and not only on this account); Anyway, I think I'll post up a few things soon(er) or later, hopefully.

Neh, if you want to know a bit about me, i'll enlighten you with some ramblings of mine

To start off, I am a she

Me =

.brown eyes. &
.black...dark brown i suppose
.vertically challenged

Randomly Before and Still holds: I hate people who try to invade someone's personal space.

Oh wow, there are some really inspiring authors/fictions/poetry out here on fictionpress. There are some really amazing people/writers out here. Hats off.

Ehh...I'm horrible in explaining myself (or just explaining actually)... I have a tendency to ramble and babble a lot... Basically, I'm inarticulate.

And to warn you in advance, I've been told that I'm a strange and random person.

If I want, I have a way to sidetrack from the main issue and talk about out-of-the-blue topics. (often or rarely, depends)...i'm a "digresser" (not a word, but i do digress)

Most likely, my logic and the way I see things is probably very different from yours. Really, I don't expect you to understand me... I have a very "off" logic to many or I don't have logic and common sense at all... very different perspective...actually, not really -_-"...Depends on how you look at it, I guess.

I have "split personalitites"...or I have different sides to me. Lol, if you noticed from my profile. (Full of eh different things) My mood varies here and there. Again, all these things depends on the factors such as... who I'm talking to and whom I'm with. I started to notice that when I talked to people online, because I really did change personas. (Overall I guess,...I'm very cheerful, I like making people smile or laugh to any measure... sure...Mm, lol and I tend to get pretty hyper, lol)

I'm a procrastinator. (but really, who isn't) ... My sleeping patterns are not normal, well especially for my age

(And...in joking terms I think O.o, my sister says I'm a maniac xD Yea, the other day or so, my aunt asked ni hsi fa fong ma?)

Uhm, so if you were to label me or box me with a stereotype, I wouldn't really care, or so I hope, I guess. Eh, I don't deny the existence of labels and don't get worked up about them either. Labels are there and will probably be here for a while.

I hang out with people over there and over here..I get along with many...and not so many(kinda) "Loved by many, hated by plenty"

If you ever meet me, you'll probably think I'm too much for you as in being "hyper" and ...very strange...loud...stuff. Lol, but don't be afraid- ._. I'm harmless enough

From my poems, if you were to base it off on me... I guess I'm like the others... And I guess, what some would say, I'm in that teenage angst phase.but am i teen? (and a common fallacy- parents and adults, other teenagers commonly mistake those who are depressed in being in that "phase" Some people really do and are diagnosed with clinical depression)..

Back to the cliches... mask, facades, i'm not really this and that, pity me... well don't

I’m a poser,

I'm a hyprocrite

I act I judge

(and really, I’m oh, so freaking cliché)

I hate it;

and yet I can change it,
but I don't

But you know what,
I’m just like everyone else,

a work in process

Despite

what I say
my actions
and anything else I do
and how everyone I know underestimates me

Try not to get caught in my web of lies

...don't get too sucked in

Lol, actually...I'm possibly a somewhat depressed teen, just in denial, but what can you do. Humans, Earth, us. Meh

I'm a pretty good actor Well actually .-. i have stage fright, lol

Change is inevitable and constant...
but can we really change?

Happiness.. What's that?

...Can't you survive without it

- Are people capable of finding happiness or are they always searching for more?

loveableness is a curse

Thinking random much? Yeah, I know.

And also, inspiration comes...occasionally. It just bursts out... and comes or goes. Or, honestly, I'm not really much of a writer. I probably try too hard to get the perfect poem for an audience, when poems should really be just about expressing oneself or something... Ah, well I'm working on it.

just flowing with the creativity

she was the girl who always carried
around a camera to capture the
memories because she was always
afraid that people might forget them

(photography~ \o/)

dance in the rain just to get soaked,
call a friend just because you care,
smile just because you can
and laugh just to make people stare. :3 definetely

Blending in the crowd is normal,
But being yourself is beautiful

“We build too many walls and not enough bridges.”

Isaac Newton

contacting me: I do have messengers, such things as aim, msn, ym, gmail but.. E-mail address is up there, so feel free to write me.

updated: April 11th, 2008 ... It's a work in proccess, as always.

Should be posting some things soon

just been thinking here and there

trying to busy myself

have been busy

improvements.