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since: 03-29-06, id: 518683, Profile Updated: 05-11-11
country: USA
Author has written 78 stories for Young Adult, Song, Life, General, Love, General, Friendship, Humor, Supernatural, Religion, and Essay.

I changed my pen-name again. It was just time for something new. I'm also thinking of taking everything down for a while. Maybe. We'll see.


Everybody, everywhere... they're all afraid of something.

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female
I'm a pretty bitchin' person, most of the time.


"In the beginning the Universe was created. This has made a lot of people very angry and has been widely regarded as a bad move."

~Douglas Adams

"It has been said that man is a rational animal. All my life I have been searching for evidence which could support this."

Bertrand Russell


Word of the Whenever:

Turbid-

1. not clear or transparent because of stirred-up sediment or the like; clouded; opaque; obscured.

2. thick or dense, as smoke or clouds.

3. confused; muddled; disturbed.


1. Facsimiles of Ted reviews
-"Things were never what they seemed, and the repercussions of that reached far and were subtly frightening. People changed and places did too; they mutated until they were nothing of what they once were..."-
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 934 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-12-09 - Complete
2. Pot Calls Kettle Black Everyone Shocked reviews
-"Isn't that the pot calling the kettle black?"- Is it? Is it REALLY?
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 625 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-6-09 - Complete
3. lost reviews
You love until you don't want to anymore, but only because it hurts too much in all the ways you know best.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-2-09 - Complete
4. ten reviews
-I've got ten bucks and a tire, and it's all I've ever had- YOU'RE the only insane one here, my friend.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-12-08 - Complete
5. Smolder and Burn reviews
-You sound excited now, giddy. 'That's what I'm on about! All the other girls... nah. Just begged for their lives...'- We wait, and we wait... and we are never who we think we are, in the end.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Crime/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,651 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-12-08 - Complete
6. last thoughts
-"This shouldn't be funny. It is. It is horribly, viciously, insanely hilarious, and I'd be laughing more if I wasn't choking."-
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 526 - Published: 8-2-08 - Complete
7. Watching reviews
I'm not watching the television, the television is watching me.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 501 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-31-08 - Complete
8. three years reviews
- I spent three years watching my best friend destroy herself. - mentions of anorexia and bulimia. vignette.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-14-08 - Complete
9. non
i'll be gone in a few days time. -English with some French.-
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Published: 3-10-08 - Complete
10. full of reviews
Oh, you're full of something all right. -Possibly offensive to extremely religious people.-
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-9-08 - Complete
11. Hail Mary
I'll destroy you if you let me get too close. Maybe I already have. -Hail Mary, full of Grace. The Lord is with thee.- ONESHOT
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 652 - Published: 3-8-08 - Complete
12. girl warfare reviews
Poison words like pretty things...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-3-08 - Complete
13. Dear Selfish Boy reviews
We hurt one another in the best way we know how, with bruised lips and unkind words. -Proceed with Caution-
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-27-08 - Complete
14. Questionable Taste In Men reviews
She's got her finger on the trigger, and the barrel's at her head...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-6-07 - Complete
15. alone reviews
...with your ghost singing, you are not alone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-19-07 - Complete
16. better reviews
Jesus had a 'love me' complex and Judas was a jealous bitch. Not as angry as it sounds, believe me.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-17-07 - Complete
17. walk on reviews
It's a reminder, a warning that I'd do well to heed before I explode and bring everyone down with me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-16-07 - Complete
18. layers reviews
you're stupid. you're ugly. you're not good enough.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-4-07 - Complete
19. fire eyes reviews
my misguided broken thoughts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-31-07 - Complete
20. blind reviews
one plus one does not equal one.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-29-07 - Complete
21. contagious reviews
i'll wake up in the morning with a fever.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-29-07 - Complete
22. loss reviews
A dance with the devil...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-28-07 - Complete
23. in my head reviews
she wears her scars like shameful tattoos.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-27-07 - Complete
24. beginning reviews
For every start I've ever had.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-27-07 - Complete
25. For You, With Love reviews
I'll paint these walls with ghosts of memories...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-25-07 - Complete
26. cellophane girl
hey cellophane girl, did you find a way home?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 9-15-07 - Complete
27. become reviews
...and i'll let you move me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-11-07 - Complete
28. darkness
...an inverted light to guide you home.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 9-9-07 - Complete
29. warning reviews
It's love, or lack thereof.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-1-07 - Complete
30. run reviews
Girl, don't you run away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-30-07 - Complete
31. knives and butterflies reviews
You took that undiscovered darkness in my heart and made it bloom.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-25-07 - Complete
32. Throwing Stones reviews
You throw your words like holy stones...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-21-07 - Complete
33. roads to nowhere reviews
sometimes she forgets her own name...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-20-07 - Complete
34. armor reviews
see, my skin belongs to everyone i've ever loved.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-19-07 - Complete
35. collage reviews
and those tiltawhirls spun in my head for years...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-19-07 - Complete
36. Reflection reviews
Everything you do betrays your shame.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-29-07 - Complete
37. light reviews
Let Sunday morning come like a flood of empty hearts...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-20-07 - Complete
38. Truth reviews
Things aren't always what they seem, and sometimes the simple answer is more complicated than you can even begin to imagine.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 659 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-9-07 - Complete
39. heartsick reviews
she hangs on chains of guilt laughs in the face of pity...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-9-07 - Complete
40. ender » reviews
They killed the God in me a long time ago. [Complete]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 1,949 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-29-07 - Published: 4-17-07 - Complete
41. relentless
...like photographs of something I never knew...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 5-27-07 - Complete
42. remember
There were skies forever. Blue and grey and everywhere inbetween.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 5-25-07
43. disease number 3 reviews
I'll be your sin, I'll be your dream...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-25-07 - Complete
44. together reviews
there you were, your heart so open, written on your chest...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-21-07 - Complete
45. sucker reviews
My sucker punch is mandatory, for those willing to contend...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-21-07 - Complete
46. Sympathy for the Devil reviews
Trager was the man who murdered me. I still see it in my nightmares.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,217 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-20-07 - Complete
47. Wings reviews
You had wings once. I saw them form the heart upon your back, the black and cracked one that settles in soft skin.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-18-07 - Complete
48. proof
I've fallen without grace.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Published: 5-18-07 - Complete
49. Battle Cries reviews
We hide our bitter hearts behind a glow...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-18-07 - Complete
50. in absence of reviews
There were signal fires, people walking on wires, And we saw everything there was to see...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-17-07 - Complete
51. Pieces reviews
And it's a strange condition...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-17-07 - Complete
52. smile reviews
Her mouth is filled with stars...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-15-07
53. LOVEMUFFIN reviews
The heartrending tale of a boy and his breakfast.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 632 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5-8-07 - Complete
54. for Anthony
those fumbling, awkward kisses in the waning light...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Published: 5-3-07 - Complete
55. poison reviews
Once again, I find that I am unexpectedly bitter.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-1-07 - Complete
56. spin reviews
nobody really felt the spin like you and i.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-30-07 - Complete
57. The Question reviews
And it was a valid question.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-30-07 - Complete
58. Senseless
It's inscribed in the mausoleum wall...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 4-30-07 - Complete
59. my misfired neurons reviews
I wrote you with my eyes closed...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-21-07 - Complete
60. abort reviews
We wish them well, and send them off to war.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-19-07 - Complete
61. Some Days
Perhaps it's the heaviness of the sky that's weighing me down.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Published: 4-19-07 - Complete
62. what is mine reviews
A long awaited answer.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-18-07 - Complete
63. float reviews
How do we bend these things into shapes that we can understand?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-18-07 - Complete
64. touched reviews
Were you moved, love?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-17-07 - Complete
65. holy reviews
Your picture hangs like a holy rosary over my bed.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-16-07 - Complete
66. sweetie reviews
Hey... She sounds a lot like me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-16-07 - Complete
67. paper napkins reviews
I drew my hearts on paper napkins, burned them up to see the smoke...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-16-07 - Complete
68. miss you reviews
I must be diseased, or obsessed, or something. ...I miss you.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,325 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-16-07 - Complete
69. Dirty Water Love reviews
The sad thing is, I'd do it all again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-12-06
70. not like you
-I'm not like you... I can't just turn it on... And you'd see through... All the masks I've worn... If you wanted to- To those who feel run-down: This one's for you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 7-8-06
71. Broken Sublime reviews
And another one out of the game... Pleas R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-26-06
72. Reject Perfection reviews
-Though I reject perfection, I'm open to suggestions; I'm hoping to be more than I am- I've got nothing left to hide.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-23-06
73. Prognosis
-Oh, cancer, take me over; Let it just be done.- This is where we get serious. Seriously.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 5-14-06
74. Projection reviews
It's really sad when you look at somebody you thought you knew, and find someone else. -They say that when we hate, we only hate ourselves...-
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-8-06
75. She's a Tiger
-The girl is a tiger, she lives life out loud.- The Chinese Zodiac is fun. And, as it turns out, inspirational. Please R&R.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 5-7-06
76. Chocolate reviews
Remember kids: chocolate solves EVERYTHING.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-23-06
77. Growing On Me reviews
-He's growing on me (just like cancer).- Give it a read. You might like it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-15-06
78. bestfriends reviews
Sometimes you wish you could say what you need to, feel how you feel, and not have to justify it to anybody. But sometimes you have to, and if you never do... nothing gets solved. This is the 'what-if'. What if you said everything? What if I'd said someth
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,226 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-14-06