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since	: 04-26-06, id: 522198, Profile Updated: 01-21-10
country	: USA

Author has written 56 stories for Family, Life, Fantasy, Love, Humor, Religion, Friendship, Spiritual, Young Adult, General, General, and Essay.

Name: call me Kitsu or Kyra whichever you prefer
Age: 19
Gender: Female

I must say that it is a great temptation to just take all my poems down because they suck. But I will fight it, you can only learn from the past and grow as a writer. So let’s see a little about myself then. Well I’m 19, writing runs in the family. A few of my dad’s works have been published. My mom has written a book and is in the process of getting it published. I would love to write a book but I do not have the patience, so maybe I will collaborate with my mom. But for now it is short stories and poems for me. My ideal life would be marry rich have a huge, wonderful library and just read all day. But of course that is only a dream. We common people have to work now don’t we. So for now I will go with my second dream which is to own a bakery. I love to bake so it seems like the best job. But still like all women I will dream and hope for my prince on a noble steed to steal me away to his castle. I have a very over active imagination, I’ve been told. I’m not proud of some of my work. We’ve all went through the teenage angst phase. I am thoroughly ashamed of my work in that time period. But whatever.

http://www.yondaimehokage4.deviantart.com (also posted some pics)

http://www.fanfiction.net/u/978557/ (must warn you MAJOR YAOI FANGIRL) don't like em' don't read.

Here's some interesting stuff that's on my fanfiction profile.

If you believe that preps travel in packs then place this on your profile.
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If you think that being unique is better than being cool then put this on your profile
If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for no reason put this on your profile.
If you have ever slapped your self on the head and/or banged your head on a table for no reason put this on your profile.
If your friends are WEIRD (But not as weird as you) put this on your profile.
If you are really random put this on your profile.
92 percent of american teens would die if Abecrombe and Fitch told them it wasn't cool to breath. If your one of the 8 percent that would be laughing your asses off as you watch the others copy this to your profile.

If You...

If you have said something that had nothing to do with the current conversation, copy and paste this on your profile.
If you know someone who should be run over by a bus, put this on your profile.
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If you have ever had a mad laughing fit for absolutly no reason, put this on your profile.
If you don't watch Laguna Beach, O.C., or The Hills religiously, never have, never will, and you are proud of it, put this on your profile.
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READ THIS AND REPOST IF YOU THINK THE SAME WAY I DO!!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

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1. A lovely thought
A sudden fleeting thought about you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Published: 7-11-10 - Complete

2. The Songbird reviews
He sits on my shoulder singing, and guiding.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-22-10 - Complete

3. My muse
Everyone has one, they come in any shape and any form, they picked you specifically, for a daunting task. If you don't do a good job they leave you until they have something else to say. But we love them nonetheless
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 6-3-10 - Complete

4. The runaways reviews
I have left everything for you. Please do not just throw me away. Keep me, and love me, til death do us part.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-23-10 - Complete

5. The Ballerina
The love of the music. The love of dancing. She dances for herself. For love.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 1-19-10 - Complete

6. The day her mom found out
She didn't want her mom to find out, but she did anyway. She cried in her mother's arms. This was the day her mother found out she was raped.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 10-4-09 - Complete

7. The Outsider
I wrote this for my college english class. The prompt was to write about a time you felt like an outsider. I was happy with the result so i decided to post it here. I hope you enjoy a little snippet of my life. Feedback is welcome.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 555 - Published: 8-24-09 - Complete

8. Endless Night reviews
When we experience our darkest night thats when the sun will shine brightest the following day. There is always light after the dark, just as there is always dark after the light. It's a neverending cycle.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-21-08 - Complete

9. What is in a name?
What is in a name, that which we call a rose By any other name would smell as sweet. What does your name say about you, and what have you made your name say about you? I know what mine says
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Published: 5-22-08 - Complete

10. Gods above
Gods I worship in the heavens please answer my question. Does he love me? Can you make him love me? I will forever worship you if you bring him to me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 1-29-08 - Complete

11. Phone Call reviews
You had to call me now. you had to torture me one more time. You killed me, you ripped my heart out and threw it away. It's your fault I died, you killed me because you lied, you didn't love me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-18-07 - Complete

12. The Demon in me
Do you have a demon? I do, is it strange that I love this demon, that I killed my family and friends just to be with him. Is it strange that i giggle while being surrounded by corpses, splashing in the blood of the ones i loved. I'm not strange I'm in lov
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 11-18-07 - Complete

13. Hate
Hate, there's a thin line between love and hate. Did i cross it? Do I love my enemies? Do I hate my friends? I know one thing for sure, I hate myself and that's never going to change. 2nd in my 'emotions' series
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 10-13-07 - Complete

14. Love reviews
From my 'emotions' series. more will come. Love is unexplainable, why do i love these things? I can't help it, some people fall in love with men, some fall for women, i fall in love with death, why can't i ever be normal.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-13-07 - Complete

15. Dirty Little Secret
I have a secret, do you want to know what it is? Will you regret you asked if I told you. Will you look away and forget, my dirty little secret
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 8-30-07 - Complete

16. Memories that Kill reviews
I wanted to forget and I did, but I remembered, I remembered the horrible memories and those are what killed me, my memories killed me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-30-07 - Complete

17. Kill or be Killed
my friend wrote a very deep journal on deviantart and i wrote a response and one line just stuck out. We of this generation became assassins
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 8-26-07 - Complete

18. The Brink of Insanity
I sit here in this hell called an asylum. No one around me, they're scared, as they should be. This poems old but I wanted to put it up here.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 7-19-07 - Complete

19. Permanent Park
You used me, defiled me. In the form of a savior you are a demon. Back to hell with you, rot, and may the poor souls who you used like me, find peace in heaven. Because i certainly won't. not when i'm stuck between both worlds
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Published: 7-3-07 - Complete

20. The World
My outlook on the world. have fun reading
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 7-3-07 - Complete

21. Weird reviews
Who's weird? me, or you. You laugh at me because I'm different, I laugh at you because you're all the same.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-3-07 - Complete

22. Myself in a Mirror reviews
WARNING: DISTURBING! what do you see when you look into a mirror. This is what i see, and i don't like it. So I 'fix' the problem. by breaking it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-4-07 - Complete

23. Ramble 2: Life, Reality, and Dreams
my ramble on life, reality, and dreams. How do you know you're alive, that this is real, that you are somebody? You don't
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Published: 6-1-07 - Complete

24. Ramble 1: Facades reviews
Just me rambling on, read if you want. If not I appreciate you taking time to read this summary even if you're not going to read my ramble on facades.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-21-07 - Complete

25. For Virginia Tech reviews
My heart goes out to those who lost loved ones and I count my blessings that my friends are okay. As a Virginian I feel immense pride for VT and the Hokies, we will prevail. 41607 a day that will truly live on in infamy. Go Hokies
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-24-07 - Complete

26. My story, My sin, My sacrifice reviews
An eternity of guilt, shame, and misery with the devil as only company
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-17-07 - Complete

27. They left reviews
I wrote this last year. I edited it and put it back up. My English teacher said a simile on the first line and a metaphor by the 6th line. so it took a while but this was the end result
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-7-07 - Complete

28. Death reviews
seeking comfort where it can only be found...the darkness
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-7-07 - Complete

29. The monster reviews
It only goes to show you that the real monster in the mirror is the one looking in it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-18-07 - Complete

30. The Broken One reviews
the forsaken one, the broken one, the unloved one
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-18-07 - Complete

31. Building Up and Falling Down reviews
a sinful heart, a country of lies, dueling emotions.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-16-07 - Complete

32. Hell reviews
A little poem about how I imagine my last moment to be. warning: one little curse word, if you're offended by the word 'hell' don't read the bible.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-12-07 - Complete

33. Moonless night, fading stars reviews
I have nothing to write. But i'm really proud of this poem. XD
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-22-07 - Complete

34. Why do the leaves die? reviews
revised version. added more. Why do leaves commit suicide when they feel yellow, and why do humans commit suicide when they feel blue.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 557 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-4-07 - Complete

35. Shadows that hide the real me
Hiding in the shadows, an open book, a fake me, someone read my emotions.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Published: 12-26-06 - Complete

36. Angel wings as black as night reviews
mentions of suicide. you have been warned. An angel shunned for being different. No one can save her
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-11-06 - Complete

37. My broken Angel reviews
broken and forgotten but healed with a memory
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-3-06 - Complete

38. Fallen Angel reviews
An angel doomed to a life of loneliness because she has sinned.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-3-06 - Complete

39. How much it hurt reviews
Warning cursing. One little curse word. I wrote this when my friend said i was just like my dad. you people won't understand how much that hurt me but I put this poem up anyway. (My real dad not my stepdad)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 614 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-7-06

40. All alone
Old poem. I know it sucks but bear with me
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 10-7-06

41. My best friend vow
This is a poem for my best friend Mandie. I wrote it a while ago.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Published: 10-7-06

42. Spirituality
I wrote this while the math teacher was going over the test for the next day. haha
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 10-7-06

43. possessed by a shadow reviews
kinda sucky but like they say "you are your own worst critic"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-17-06

44. My heart of stone reviews
an old poem i hope ya'll like. it was supposed to be for valentines day. oh well
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-17-06

45. As I look into your eyes
haha more sucky poetry from me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Published: 5-17-06

46. to look and not see
wow. sucky poems. but these are my feelings so oh well
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Published: 5-17-06

47. Without
weird poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Published: 5-15-06

48. Fly Away
its about a girl. okay i hope ya'll like it
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 5-11-06

49. An ode to school
haha this is a funny rhyme I thought of a while ago. haha
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Published: 5-5-06

50. My love reviews
This was made a while ago. I apoligize for saying ya'll in this poem. its my country accent
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-5-06

51. Broken reviews
I just wrote this and got positive reviews on my other page so okay.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-4-06

52. my breaking heart
this I made a while ago. I got over him a long time ago. yes this poem was for a person
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Published: 5-1-06

53. A cave of loneliness reviews
Sorry that its so short. oh well enjoy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-1-06

54. The riverbed reviews
this is a poem I made up for the school open mic.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-1-06

55. in cold blood reviews
I made this poem while I was at my moms friends house. oh well. i hope ya'll like it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-30-06

56. As I look at old photos reviews
this is a poem I made for my grandma whom we lost to cancer January 1st 2005
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-30-06