“Am I supposed to believe you, because you just told me NOT to?”

If I told you I lived in a huge pink frilly land within a candy covered world and I spent my day frolicking with the pixies and jumping across the clouds, would you believe me?

If I told you I lived in a huge castle like mansion, with the most perfect guy, with millions of dollars and the perfect life, and then yet I spent my life typing here, again would you believe me?

I’m guessing no, for both of the above, but believe what you wish, and those unfortunate enough to know me can just smirk their faces off because they, the ‘brilliantness’ ones, know what is true and the facts, and love me for who I am. So HA world, I CAN rule myself. cough.

“You call this a life? This isn’t a life. It never will be. All it is money, greed, and power. That’s all, nothing more, nothing less.”

Name: raises eyebrow does it matter? What life will it save?

Age: Older than some, younger than some.

Gender: I write romances for plots and sub-plots. Take a guess. You’ll just need to shoot yourself if you can guess wrong.

Nationality: Chinese/American

Looks: 5’11”, black hair, hazel to dark brown eyes, moderate build.

Favorite things: For the moment, it’d be the breath that enters my body for if not for that, the world would have suffocated within the first minutes of its existence.

“Hey I’m looking. But I really don’t like what I see.”

Some dedications... ahem

First of all... My parents. Without them, I wouldn’t have 1) a life, and 2) and computer to type on. You taught me so much on love and hate and how there is such a thin line in between them.

Second, let’s see... one of the ‘bestest’ of my best friends, who here I’ll just call Kitty Katty. It’s from her that I have to say, every chance you get smile, every chance you get laugh, and every moment that passes cherish those you love. Lylas forever.

Third, Crispee. Not much to be said... you’re the best. Life comes at you fast; I’m truthfully still grasping that concept. But we live on, leaving things not understood behind. Sometimes we wish life could go on forever, sometimes if it could end on an instant.

Fourth... Andrew. You taught me about true friendship and how rare it is, so rare that it can just pass you by and you’d never know. You don’t know how many times I could thank you and it still wouldn’t be enough.

Fifth, Dan. You taught me to smile and live all over again. Thanks; it was one of the best lessons of my life. And for once there was no brainwork involved. Crazy, a rebel and wild (and incredibly stubborn) you had my back when I needed it.

Sixth, Ra. You showed me how to love. To truly love someone and be able to bear through the worst of everything. I love you, never forget it. =3

And lastly, seventh, to Mariah, aka Shattered and Shadowed. She’s made my stories what they are, and though we’ve had our ups and downs, she’s still one of my most trusted friends. A shout out to you dudett.

“Life is hell short so just tell me the truth today so I can forgive you today and not have a reason to murder you tomorrow.”

The C2 I run is FireBird Productions. It’s in the fantasy genre and there are a lot of great writers there. Feel free to ask if you would wish to add something to the archive.

Also, check out the forums, run by me as well (community forums). So yes, there are good topics in there that may peak your interests.

“If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.”

A short disclaimer to all that care to read:

First off. All my characters and plots, unless otherwise stated, are mine and mine alone. If you wish to use something for god knows WHAT reason, please ask permission. And please don’t ask to steal a whole plot line, because you already know the answer to that.

Second thing. Please don’t rant at me for writing the way I write (too much complete nonsense, why is she/he so bizarre, why is it in first person, why is it in third person, etc). I will purely, probably, ignore you, unless you are one of my editors, but most likely, since there is only a few of those out of the 6.4 billion people on the world, it’s not you. Feel free to leave a review though with editing stuff I missed (I do that a lot) or possible suggestions to further the story without insulting the way the story is formatted to sound.

"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up."

I'm special and I know it, thanks. Jk. We're all individuals and have emotions. Treat everyone the way you want to be treated. (This paragraph was really actually a filler paragraph... nothing was meant to be here)

"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow."

All of my actual stories are on HOLD. I am working on a series of one shots and will begin posting them in a book format SHORTLY. Thx all!

“When life fails you, death comes to the rescue.”

"Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within."

"Enjoy life. There's plenty of time to be dead."

"Live every day as if it were your last, because one of these days, it will be."

“If you aren’t living life on the edge, you’re taking up too much room.”

“If at first you don’t succeed then bungee jumping definitely isn’t for you.”

Contact – hmmmmmm….

Hotmail account is angel-of-demons@hotmail.com. AIM is darthchaosangel… but I don’t check email on that. If you want to just PM me, that’s also all right. Cheerio. That’s sounds weird oO…

“This is my world you’re talking about. The reign of organized chaos that never falls.”

NEWS from ME…

10-30-07 MY GAWD. It has been a WHILE. I'm tearing down a few things, and I finally have changed my profile. I WILL be updating soon. Watch for that. Thx to all of you. =3

5-21-07 Everything up is on HIATUS until further notice. I have so many exams coming up, and other crap that I don't need, that there is just no time to do anything else. I'm sorry to my very few readers that care.

5-21-07 Changed my penname from The Angel Demon to Tragic and Devastated. The TAD will forever stay though.

5-07-07 Put up the one shot Touch the Sky - Dedicated to my friend Mariah.

5-04-07 Might be posting a new story… called Drowning in Fire/Saying Sorry.

5-02-07 Updated Fallen. Chapters 9 and 10 up.