I have masks...
They try to hide me,
But sometimes I b-r-e-a-k out.
I come here to express myself and my surroundings. This is my only way anymore to say what I feel. Sometimes it's very hard to. Sometimes it's simply easy. Sometimes you won't get it, and sometimes you will. I will take no offense if you do not like my work. Because if you don't, I learned to just not care anymore.
;.If you review me, then I will most certainly look at yours and review yours. Keep that in mind.;
Quotes&Sayings:
"It doesn't matter how many times you've fallen, as long as the Lord picks you up, that's what matters." --Monica on TBAA
"Reach for the stars, or you'll never get there." --Me
"My (lucky) bamboo is dying, so I guess that means my luck is dying (out) too."--Me
"You wanna know what I think? Of course not, no one ever does."--My friend
"Isn't life just hell? But...that's just what makes the good times all that much better."--A friend
"You should be proud of your vest. Wear it with pride." --My GS leader
"Wow. Look at you...You should be proud to be a Girl Scout. I know I am now, just have faith...and it'll work out for the best. People made in fun of me in high school for being one, but I stuck it out, all the way, and look where I am...successful, with a wonderful, loving husband, and two beautiful children, and look where they are, pregnant at 18 and high school drop-outs. I wonder if my life would have been like theirs' if I didn't stick with it. But, too bad I don't have any girls...We're wishing for one. We're trying for one. Well, I wish you good luck and God bless you."--An inspiring stranger buying cookies from me
"I really want a girl, I've already got a boy, but I am blessed with what ever God blesses me with. I just really want a girl."--My fashion teacher
(a couple days later)
"It's a GIRL!!"
"'Good Morning' is an oxymoron."-My friend
"You have to love yourself before anyone else can." --Many people
"God loves anyone and everyone, no matter what..." --Unknown
"Well you never truly understand love and if you understood life you would be crazy."--My friend
"God has chosen your path, now you just have to follow it." --Unknown
"For God so loved the world, he gave his only begotten son..." --John 3:16
"Take the road less traveled." --Robert Frost
"Follow your heart's desire, and you will always get what you want." --Unknown
Movie quotes:
"Jenna: Dear Baby, I hope someday somebody wants to hold you for 20 minutes straight and that's all they do. They don't pull away. They don't look at your face. They don't try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms without an ounce of selfishness in it." --Waitress
"Jenna: (singing) Baby don't you cry, gonna make a pie, gonna make a pie with a heart in the middle. Baby don't be blue, gonna make for you, gonna make a pie with a heart in the middle. Gonna make a pie from heaven above, gonna be filled with strawberry love. Baby don't you cry, gonna make a pie, and hold you forever in the middle of my heart." --Waitress
"Dr. Pomatter: I want to talk to you, somewhere outside of here. Maybe we can have a coffee or something?
Jenna: I can't have coffee, it's on the bad food list you gave to me. What kind of doctor are you?" --Waitress
"Dr. Pomatter: (gazing at Jenna and smiling) God, you're so beautiful...
Jenna: (sighs with disagreement) No...no...I'm not, I'm pregnant.
Dr. Pomatter: Yes, you are...One, you have a human being growing inside of you, and there's nothing more beautiful than that. (smiles at her, then they kiss)" --Waitress
"Novalee Nation: It's too late, isn't it, Forney?
Forney Hull: Too late for what?
Novalee Nation: I lied to you, when you asked me if I loved you, and I said no. Remember?
Forney Hull: Yes.
Novalee Nation: I lied. It wasn't true, I-I love you. It's just I lied because...I thought you deserved something better.
Forney Hull: Something better than you? Novalee, there isn't anything better than you.
(they kiss)" --Where the Heart Is
"Novalee Nation: You tell them that our lives can change with every breath we take... and tell 'em to hold on like hell to what they've got: each other, and a mother who would die for them and almost did... You tell them we've all got meanness in us, but we've got goodness too. And the only thing worth living for is the good. And that's why we've got to make sure we pass it on." --Where the Heart Is
"The Emperor of China: The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all.
Shang: Sir?
The Emperor of China: You don't meet a girl like that every dynasty. " --Mulan
"The Emperor of China: A single grain of rice can tip the scale. One man may be the difference between victory and defeat." --Mulan
"Shan-Yu: I tire of your arrogance, old man. Bow to me!
The Emperor of China: No matter how the wind howls, the mountain cannot bow to it.
Shan-Yu: Then you will kneel in pieces!" --Mulan
"Shang: (nervously struggling to tell Mulan he loves her) Um... You... You fight good.
(a disbelieving look crosses Shang's face)
Mulan: (disappointed) Oh. Thank you." --Mulan
"Fa Zhou: My, what beautiful blossoms we have this year. But look, this one's late. But I'll bet that when it blooms, it will be the most beautiful of all." --Mulan
"Captain Li Shang: No one should marry a person they don't love." --Mulan II
"Captain Li Shang: (to Mulan) Will you do the honor of marrying me?" --Mulan II
"Captain Li Shang: M'Lord, I love Mulan. And I don't care what the rules say. If she'll have me, I intend to marry her right here.
(Takes Mulan's hands)
Captain Li Shang: Right now." --Mulan II
"Fa Mulan: (sighs after seeing 'forbidden love')
Captain Li Shang: Oh, Mulan...just because our world is perfect, doesn't mean everyone's is. (takes Mulan's hands)
Fa Mulan: (smiles) I know...I just wish it was.
Captain Li Shang: But, you can't change it. Let's just enjoy our beautiful love we have together, okay?
Fa Mulan: (stumbles, out of shock of his words) O...okay..." --Mulan II
:and oh so much more:
Lyrics:
I was searching nearly all my life/For something I could feel inside/Walkin’ through a world of pain/And then I called His name/And I heard a voice inside my heart/One I never heard before/Then His spirit opened up my eyes/Down on bended knees I cried/And../I thank God He found me/Now Heaven’s all around me/Sweet Jesus…/gave His love to me/Sweet Jesus…/died and set me free/Once I was lost and in doubt of it all/But now I believe in…/sweet Jesus…/Like a sparrow on a windy day/I was tryin’ to fly in vain/Didn’t know if I could make it home/Not until I saw Him calm the storm/Now my shelter is His endless love/Standing on the rock of blood/Now my life is living proof/Of what the Son of God can do/They gathered at the gravesite/Just to find an opened stone/And they all rushed in to see/But He was risen and gone!/Now He’s living on and on!" --Sweet Jesus by True Vibe
"Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?/(Jordin) If I should die before I wake/It's cause you took my breath away/Losing you is like living in a world with no air, oh/(Chris) I’m here alone, didn’t wanna leave/My heart won’t move, it’s incomplete/Wish there was a way that I can make you understand/(Jordin) But how/Do you expect me, to live alone with just me?/‘Cause my world revolves around you/It’s so hard for me to breathe/(Chorus-Both) Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?/Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air/That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there/There’s no air, no air/Got me out here in the water so deep/Tell me how you gon be without me?/If you ain’t here, I just can’t breathe/There’s no air, no air/No air air, No air air/No air air, No air air/(Chris) I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew,/Right off the ground to flow to you/There’s no gravity to hold me down, for real/(Jordin) But somehow I’m still alive inside/You took my breath but I survived/I don’t know how but I don’t even care/(Both) So how do you expect me, to live alone with just me?/‘Cause my world revolves around you/It’s so hard for me to breathe/(Chorus-Both) Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?/Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air/That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there/There’s no air, no air/Got me out here in the water so deep/Tell me how you gon be without me?/If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe/There’s no air, no air/No air air, No air air/No air air, No air air/No more/No air/Baby/There's no air, no air/Hey, oOoOo/Oooooooooooooh/(Chorus-Both) Tell me how I’m supposed to breathe with no air?/Can’t live, can’t breathe with no air/That’s how I feel whenever you ain’t there/There’s no air, no air/Got me out here in the water so deep/Tell me how you gon be without me?/If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe/There’s no air, no air/(Jordin) (Do you expect me, to live alone with just me/Cause my world revolves around you, It's so hard for me to breathe)/(Both) Tell me how I'm supposed to breath with no air?/Can't live, can't breathe with no air/That's how I feel whenever you ain't there/There's no air, no air/(Outro-Both) Got me out here in the water so deep/Tell me how you gonna be without me?/If you ain’t here I just can’t breathe/There’s no air, no air/No air air, No air air/No air air,/No air..." -No Air (Duet) by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown
"Tell me his name/I want to know/The way he looks/And where you go/I need to see his face/I need to understand/Why you and I came to an end/Tell me again/I want to hear/Who broke my faith in all these years/Who lays with you at night/When I'm here all alone/Remembering when I was your own/I let you go/I let you fly/Why do I keep on asking why/I let you go/Now that I found/A way to keep somehow/More than a broken vow/Tell me the words I never said/Show me the tears you never shed/Give me the touch/That one you promised to be mine/Or has it vanished for all time/I let you go/I let you fly/Why do I keep on asking why/I let you go/Now that I found/A way to keep somehow/More than a broken vow/I close my eyes/And dream of you and I/And then I realize/There's more to love than only bitterness and lies/I close my eyes/I'd give away my soul/To hold you once again/And never let this promise end/I let you go/I let you fly/Now that I know I’m asking why/I let you go/Now that I found/A way to keep somehow/More than a broken vow"--Broken Vow by Josh Groban
"If love was a crime/Then, punish me/I would die for you/Because I don't want to live without you/Oh, what can I do..? --Selfish by N'Sync
"You can call me selfish/But, all I want is your love/You can call me hopeless, baby/'Cause I'm hopelessly in love/You can call me unperfect/But, who's perfect?/Tell me/What do I got to do, baby/To prove that I'm the only one for you.../So what's wrong with being selfish...? --Selfish by N'Sync
"I see something in you/Something nobody sees/I see yellow and blue/And sunshine/And the sea/When I think of love/I think of you/Yeah, it's my favorite thing to do/You're my missing puzzle piece/Yeah, you are/Perfect for me/You walk into the room/All eyes are on you/Everyone wants to know your name/Baby, you make 'em swoon/Yeah, baby, you're so smooth/You take every breath I breathe away, yeah/Just wanna tell you, baby/How much I am feelin' you/You, you, you, you, you/Yeah, you got your own rules/I'm done playing my way/Baby, take me to school/And I'll pay attention to every word you say/Yeah.../You walk into the room/All eyes are on you/Everyone wants to know your name/Baby, you make 'em swoon/Yeah, baby, you're so smooth/You take every breath I breathe away, yeah/Just wanna tell you, baby/How much I am feelin' you.../I'm right where I wanna be/Next to you/Standing next to me/Oh, baby/Why don't you take my hand?/And we'll walk to the other side/Where all we see is that love is blind/I think by now you understand.../Just wanna tell you baby/How much I'm feelin' you/Just gotta tell you/How much I am feelin'/Just wanna tell you, baby/How much I am feelin' you." --Feelin' You by Jesse McCartney
"You're like a roller coaster/But, I'm afraid of heights..." Just Can't Let You Go by Jesse McCartney
"Who can say for certain/Maybe you're still here/I feel you all around me/Your memories so clear/Deep in the stillness/I can hear you speak/You're still an inspiration/Can it be..?/That you are mine/Forever love/And you are watching over me from up above/Fly..me up from where you are/Beyond the distant star/I wish upon tonight/To see you smile/If only for awhile to know you're there/A breath away's not far/To where you are/Are you gently sleeping/Here inside my dream/And/Isn't faith believing/All power's can't be seen/As my heart/Holds you/Just a beat away/You're still an inspiration/Can it be?/That you are mine/Forever love/And you are watching over me/From up above?/Fly../Me up from where you are beyond the distant star/I wish upon tonight/To see you smile/If only for a while/To know you're there/A breath away's not far/To where you are/I know you're there/A breath away's not far/To...where..you...are..." --To Where You Are by Josh Groban
“No matter what you say about love/I keep coming back for more/I keep my hand in the fire/Sooner or later I get what I'm asking for/No matter what you say about life/I learn every time I bleed/The truth is a stranger/soul is in danger/I gotta let my spirit be free/To admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind/Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind/I can't waste time so give me the moment/I realize nothing's broken/No need to worry 'bout everything I've done/Live every second like it was my last one/Don't look back/got a new direction/I loved you once, needed protection/You're still a part of everything I do/You're on my heart just like a tattoo/Just like a tattoo/I'll always have you/(I'll always have you)/I'm sick of playing all of these games/It's not about taking time/When I looked in the mirror/didn't deliver/It hurt enough to think that I could stop/Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind/Sorry but I've gotta be strong and leave you behind/I can't waste time so give me the moment/I realize nothing's broken/No need to worry 'bout everything I've done/Live every second like it was my last one/Don't look back/got a new direction/I loved you once/needed protection/You're still a part of everything I do/You're on my heart just like a tattoo/Just like a tattoo/I'll always have you/(I'll always have you)/If I live every moment/Won't change any moment/It's still a part of me and you/I will never regret you/Still the memory of you marks everything I do/I can't waste time so give me the moment/I realize nothing's broken/No need to worry 'bout everything I've done/Live every second like it was my last one/Don't look back/got a new direction/I loved you once/needed protection/You're still a part of everything I do/You're on my heart just like a tattoo/I can't waste time so give me the moment/I realize nothing's broken/No need to worry 'bout everything I've done/Live every second like it was my last one/Don't look back/got a new direction/I loved you once/needed protection/You're still a part of everything I do/You're on my heart just like a tattoo/Just like a tattoo/I'll always have you…” --Tattoo by Jordin Sparks
"If diamonds could buy love/if laughter could buy the stars/If wishes were more than what they are/What I wouldn’t do just to buy the dream I had with you/And give it all up, you know it ain’t much good I can go on pretending/But I know I’d do it all again/‘Cause without love I’m no one/Without love what would I do/Without you in my life/Nothing would ever be right/I’d be alone with nowhere to go/Without love/Without love/It felt like you were gone/somehow the dream goes on/Baby, you’re where I belong/Everything’s changed and I know I’ll never be the same/But something’s inside/I feel it tonight/(I can’t go on)/Don’t you know I need you?/(I can’t go on)/What would I do, baby, without you baby/‘Cause without love I’m no one/Without love what would I do/Without you in my life/Nothing would ever be right/I’d be alone with nowhere to go/Without love/Without love/Baby, there’s nowhere to run/Nowhere to go/Nowhere to hide/I know what’s done is done/But we can make it right/I need you in my life/(I do, I do, baby I do)/‘Cause without love I’m no one/Without love what would I do/Without you in my life/Nothing would ever be right/I’d be alone with nowhere to go/Without love/Without love/‘Cause without love I’m no one/Without love what would I do/Without you in my life/Nothing would ever be right/I’d be alone with nowhere to go/Without love/Without love..." --Without Love by True Vibe
“So many words, so many lies/Funny now there's nothing left to say/We had our share of days in the sun/But we let the clouds get in the way/Who knew how high we could climb/˜Til we got to the top and we saw how far we could fall?/Now that you're gone, it's all I can do/To keep from losing it all.../Tell me, what do we wish on now/Now that our star has fallen from the sky?/Where did we go so wrong in this love/And how do I kiss you goodbye?/Letters and cards, pictures of you/I never thought they would look so old/Must have been fools, we had it all/But it fell apart when our love grew cold/Standing with you in the rain/Only now in the end, can we drop our guard and be real/Wishing you well, watching you go/I don't know how I should feel/˜Cause lately my heart keeps telling me to run to you/I still can't believe that you're gone/But, baby, my mind keeps telling me that we are through/And telling my heart to move on.../Tell me, what do we wish on now/Now that our star has fallen from the sky?/Where did we go so wrong in this love?/Tell me, what do we wish on now/Now that our star has fallen from the sky?/Where did we go so wrong in this love?Tell me, what do we wish on now/Now that our star has fallen from the sky?/Where did we go so wrong in this love...?"--What Do We Wish On Now by True Vibe
“Let me fall/Let me climb/There's a/moment when/fear/And dreams must collide/Someone I am/Is waiting for courage/The one I want/The one I will become/Will catch me/So let me fall/If I must fall/I won't heed/your warnings/I won't hear them/Let me fall/If I fall/Though the phoenix may/Or may not rise/I will dance so freely/Holding on to no one/You can hold me only/If you too will fall/Away from all these/Useless fears and chains/Someone I am/Is waiting for my courage/The one I want/The one I will become/Will catch me/So let me fall/If I must fall/I won't heed/your warnings/I won't hear/Let me fall/If I fall/There's no reason/To miss this one chance/This perfect moment/Just let me fall…” --Let Me Fall by Josh Groban
:More to come.:
What I am trying to live up to and make my beliefs:
Believer
I believe
life is more than survival
I believe the heart is more than a muscle
I believe we can know right from wrong
I believe in hope and freedom
I believe my life makes a difference
I believe in the message of the cross.
What do you believe?
--Rom. 10:9-13 and Eph. 2:8-10
:More to come
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