Hello organisms that roam my world! I am the all powerful Sk8tr BunnY a.k.a St. Nothing. I've been on here for like...a half ayear i think. Many people have questioned my ways of writing, so because I can't fit it all into the summaries, I will specifically tell you what each and every poem/story means, and where the inspiration came from.
"Gaping Holes and Snapping Joints" and Inspiration-- A random subject that came to my mind. I seriously am scared that I'm going necro...
"Delusional Ink"-- A man, who's lived happily with his impregnated girlfriend, is cheated on for a guy that thinks he can bang anything with a vagina. He is left alone to mourn over his issues and over the years, he wishes for a bloody revenge. Inspiration- I hate when there's a good relationship going on and one of them has to fuck it up from being greedy or just being plain out bitchy. When you have something good, don't ever risk losing it because you may never find that same happiness again.
"The Sweet Sound of Nothing"-- The summary explains alot of the main stuff, but here's the rest. Toumas Derwich, of 5 parentless brothers, are forced to live under a veteran's wing after the death of their parents during World War II. Toumas is 18 and is falling sinfully in love with his younger feminine brother, and is mentally harassed by the spirit of his mother, but it's more like the way his guilt has imagined her. His sins during the war are confiscating his thoughts as every sound is a reminder. Silence is the only way to break from it, but even then there's a whisper. Inspiration- I too wanted to be deaf to the sounds of cries and screaming, so this has some of my personal touch. I kinda messed up on the timeline though. In the beginning I mentioned speakers, radios, and alarm clocks when they probably never exsisted back then...I was kinda thinking up a plot as I went and I didn't know how to change it to a better perspective.
"Neverland Deprivation"-- Humans are like fresh snowflakes. If you touch one it's never the same and the innocence melts away to reveal a bitter cold. Mainly presents how untouched our souls and minds are until we fall into the web of reality. This poem shows how it basically falls apart and that its almost impossible to truly escape reality. The only ones that get that luxury are in the asylums locked away in their white rooms. Inspiration- As a growing young women in highschool, I am constantly challenged with reality checks. But I say fuck that! I never want to grow up and be a lifeless dummy of society. I want my childhood to live strong and I fear for it to go away everyday. I want my imagination and creativity to hold fast. Without it, my mind is just as dull as the next person's.
"You Don't Know Me"and Inspiration--The struggle placed behind my eyes never leaks out and must be restrained. Just a little 'I have enough problems' kinda thing to shove into the classmates faces. I took this assignmentas the greatest opportunity to do just that.
"Tribute to the Catacombs"--A freshly buried corpse's point of view. As it stares through the living dirt, he waits patiently for his killer's death and the killer just happens to get buried next to his victim. The catacombs are used as an underground gathering of death and sins. Inspiration-I was watching too many hannibal movies, including Silence of the Lambs...that's all I'm sayin.
"Pretensious to the End" and Inspiration-- A beautiful girl and a handsome man spend a one night stand together. I express my anger at this imputent display of lust and humanity.The summary tells you the same.
"Lovelorn Heart-Hate" and Inspiration-- This is the second of the Lovelorn Heart series and expresses the emotion hate. Hate is formed in the bowels of one's soul. I have suffered through the final stages of pure self-hate and hate for another, one of my makers. I can only dream of when my suffering will end and I can be free. But as the american flag implies, freedom is usually covered in streams of blood. Sometimes that way seems like the only way. Thank goodness for self-restraint.
"Lovelorn Heart-Revenge"-- The first actual poem I ever made at will. Also the first Lovelorn Heart chapter. About a girl who is left in the realm of darkness and is left to fester by the god she had faith in. She is beaten to death by a man who has stripped her of everything she ever loved and cared for-everything that made her a human. She is reborn at the devil's will, but her will for revenge overthrows the devil's deal to let her have his way with her for a new life. So, with a half made body, she sours to where the man is laying in her bed, living in her house, as an innocent culprit. She kills him and as soon as his blood spills, her living pulse returns and her 'god' cries as he falls at her knees along with the body of the man. So in a twisted sense, she kills her own god as revenge for leaving her in the darkness. Some of this isn't specified in the poem, so I decided to make a series to eventually explain it...but sadly I haven't gotten around to that either.Inspiration- I had been flipping through the bible to find a good story to twist around. I had found a mixture of biblical tales but I can't remember which ones.
"Caught in the Tide"-- About a more mythological perspective then you may think. Think of the night sky as a women wearing a sparkling, seducing dress. And the deep ocean as a mistress in dark blue almost black. A man loves to gander at the night sky by the beach, but is suddenly taken in by the tide. It is truly one of my more beautiful poems that would be hard to explain if you haven't read it. Inspiration- Nightwish-a Finnish rock band that has recently broken up- is the main inspiration since all of their songs refer to the ocean at some point. The lyrics are very beautifully written and are made by their keyboard- Toumas. I hope they find a new vocalist soon!
"Blood Flowerz" and Inspiration--In Japan, the paling white is the color of death, and I couldn't help but think of the elegant cherry trees there at the same time. This is the result. The reaper is the one who really controls the prescious things in our lives. Because it is not eternal, life remains beautiful. We have death to thank for that.
"Black Haze" and Inspiration-- I was uber depressed in the duration of my boyfriend breaking up with me...It seems pretty dumb now when I look back on it. I don't even know what I was specifically thinking when I made this, so it may be confusing.
"Checkerboard Eyes"-- About how the colors black and white are portraid daily in society. Inspiration- Another freakin Pinochio inspired poem...omg im weird!
"Sentencer"--About a girly slut letting her father take advantage of her. Someone gets sick of it and slowly makes them 'repent' and they end up dying from blood loss.Vampiress Novelist has said this is very good poem because of how easily you can picture certain things...which will be a downfall for some of your feeble minds. Inspiration- I dare not say...BUT IT SURE AS HELL AIN'T ABOUT ME!!
"False Hope"--ummmm.....the summary says it all on this one.
"O B-session"-- An asylum captive has to let out some cramped feelings on his nurse. Very sadistic. Very gory. Very scary. Inspiration- Listened to a song about porn and then switched to a song about an asylum...I'm veryyyyy resourcful.
"Garden of Ghosts-Staying With You"--I speak of my everlasting feelings to my best friend. I was a withered soul. The perfect image of the word pathetic...until she came to me.
"Hipokrit Lamb"--A sadistic tale of how we are born white lambs, only to be dyed red for the rest of our lives. A strange twist in the main idea of "Neverland Deprivation" with the reality tainting us, except here it reveals that it is the people around us that specifically morph us into the monsters we grow into. Inspiration- I was very pissed off at these preppy cunts at school and they would not stop bitching about why I'm not 'normal'. So in dedication to those CUNTS...I give you a Hipokrit Lamb.
"Dreams of Eternia"-- Since I was little I've contemplated my exsistense and my perspective. I wondered what would happen to my body when I died. I would get scared and cry wondering if Ieven had a soul to have in the after life. Iwas 8 years old, and I stand proud knowing what the end will bring, not just for me, but those around me.I have written a little piece of what I might put in my will in the future.
"Crumbly Mess"-- About the effects our government can do, especially when we have a dumbass like Bush to command it.Mainly about the Iraqi war. I bid farewell to the innocent lives that have been cast away by my country's guns. I hope you've found peace in the afterlife. Inspiration- BUSH AND ALL HIS CAMPAIGN ARE ASS LICKERS!! THERE'S MY FUCKING INSPIRATION!!
"Inner Hobo"-- When you are suffering and are forced to live, the only thing you can ask for is a quick death. Inspiration- Mainly a background poem of a character in a huge story I'm currently working on.
"Wish Upon A Star"--About putting all your broken hope into a sparkle in the black endless sky. Wishing to accomplish things you can't physically do. The next morning, though, the feeling of death fades. Inspiration- I was watching Pinochio with my sister and I suddenly got an idea for a poem when the "When You Wish Upon a Star" song came on...it's amazing where I come up with these things.
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