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IlfirinEstel
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since: 05-13-06, id: 524509, Profile edited: 07-18-08
Author has written 49 stories for Love, Family, Friendship, Life, Song, Romance, General, and Religion.

some devil (some angel) is stuck inside of me

seventeen.
known as a "bi-lesbian" to some
(but that's probably not important)


newest poem: stay or leave
newest chapter:
12th of AS
current WIP: lesbian short story; 13th chapter of AS

highlights:

main prose
Accidents and Screwups-- my baby, my project, my main labor-of-love.
any constructive criticism or input or reviews at all would be greatly appreciated.

poetry
(my top five)
something beautiful
star-crossed
Devotion
Horatio
stay or leave

Reviews on anything would be amazing. I try my best to return them.




1. stay or leave reviews
I want you not to go, but you should -experimental-
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-17-08 - Published: 7-17-08
2. Accidents and Screwups » reviews
His eyes told me that he was all wrong for me. All wrong for anyone. But a vampire's heart can only beat for one person... and he was the one for me.
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 12 - Words: 32,167 - Reviews: 56 - Updated: 6-28-08 - Published: 5-25-06
3. limelight baby reviews
I am way too young to be wrapped up in that.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-25-08 - Published: 6-25-08
4. starcrossed reviews
you could teach the torches to burn -femslash-
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 4-30-08 - Published: 4-30-08
5. subtlety reviews
whichever way the wind blows, I really couldn’t care less
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-16-08 - Published: 4-16-08
6. ruin us reviews
we're better off this way
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-16-08 - Published: 4-16-08
7. burnt bridges reviews
whoever said “blood is thicker than water” never met you and your girlfriend and me
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-17-08 - Published: 3-17-08
8. my fingertips » reviews
stain Your hand. -letters to God-
Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-17-08 - Published: 2-24-08
9. the problem reviews
I never got a single damn kiss.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-16-08 - Published: 3-16-08
10. wake up reviews
we couldn’t stop the wind from blowing
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-9-08 - Published: 3-9-08
11. grey street reviews
you can’t hear me through your shoulder
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-4-08 - Published: 3-4-08
12. swallow reviews
i hope the aftertaste reminds you of me.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-4-08 - Published: 3-4-08
13. kindred reviews
to my reviewers
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-29-08 - Published: 2-29-08
14. letter to a boy reviews
it's not your fault I'm backward.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-26-08 - Published: 2-26-08
15. girl reviews
that boy doesn't deserve you -slight femslash-
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-11-08 - Published: 2-11-08
16. remembering reviews
we were too afraid to even brush hands or bump knees
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-10-08 - Published: 2-10-08
17. like this reviews
get your fingerprints off my heart [rant]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-30-08 - Published: 1-30-08
18. Never » reviews
He’d come to her again tonight, hoping that the guilt she was feeling would make her give in to him. Tonight, she decided she’d let it happen. But tomorrow she would leave him. [rough]
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,709 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 1-21-08 - Published: 6-24-07
19. autophobia reviews
I know a boy who fears nothing -rant- -mentions of femslash-
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-08
20. in the window reviews
she is silent in the face of their feigned apathy.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-7-08 - Published: 1-7-08
21. Horatio reviews
you're not the only one drowning in Denmark's gilded cage. [companion to ophelia][femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-31-07 - Published: 12-31-07
22. Ophelia reviews
don't you know you're beautiful [slight femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-22-07 - Published: 12-16-07
23. bitter reviews
I don’t know who I loved, darling, but I know it wasn’t me.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-7-07 - Published: 12-7-07
24. Forgive Me reviews
I cannot help being what I am
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-26-07 - Published: 11-26-07
25. Devotion reviews
I would write you love letters
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 11-26-07 - Published: 11-26-07
26. save me reviews
you make me complete[ly miserable]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-3-07 - Published: 11-3-07
27. echoes reviews
they say the opposite of love is apathy
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-23-07 - Published: 10-23-07
28. Liar, Liar reviews
Darling, intoxication can only last so long. [femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 9-23-07 - Published: 9-23-07
29. mirrors reviews
when she looks inside her all she manages to find is distorted mirrors. [previously on profile]
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-30-07 - Published: 7-30-07
30. the answer is no reviews
i am the pawn that turned into the queen.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-22-07 - Published: 7-22-07
31. irony reviews
i used to write songs
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-8-07 - Published: 7-8-07
32. the new age reviews
even in death they smile.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-8-07 - Published: 7-8-07
33. empress reviews
honey, you remind me of sunshine.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-11-07 - Published: 6-11-07
34. if not for me reviews
... who would you be?
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-2-07 - Published: 6-2-07
35. late vs fate » reviews
if i taped these words to my fingers, would they make me your bloody rock god?
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-2-07 - Published: 6-2-07
36. could have been reviews
sometimes i lie awake, close my eyes and picture it: you and i as we could have been. [femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-1-07 - Published: 6-1-07
37. made that way reviews
i'm spitting your words and apologizing in the same breath: 'do forgive me, it's an old habit, honey.'
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-30-07 - Published: 5-30-07
38. complications reviews
there is no simple answer to this question: you or him? ::pre 'boy'::
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-25-07 - Published: 5-25-07
39. boy reviews
you dreamy eyed boy i thought i wanted: i won't believe in you, never again.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-25-07 - Published: 5-25-07
40. something beautiful reviews
i just want to hold something beautiful. [femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 5-21-07 - Published: 5-21-07
41. another day reviews
i can only wait for you.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-18-07 - Published: 5-18-07
42. I'd Rather Burn than Fall reviews
Tearing myself apart over the memory of you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-14-07 - Published: 3-14-07
43. Fifteen reviews
I don't live for today, I live for tomorrow.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-11-07 - Published: 3-11-07
44. Paranoia reviews
My Helen, my potential Trojan horse, I fear that you will break me again.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-17-07 - Published: 2-17-07
45. And It's A Funny Thing reviews
... how I dream of you two years after it doesn't matter.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 814 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-15-06 - Published: 9-15-06
46. If You Bothered reviews
If you bothered you’d know that these are my words, from my heart, hidden by my laughter.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-25-06 - Published: 5-25-06
47. Your Beloved Fool reviews
More than hating you, I hate that you don't care enough to hate me.
Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-22-06 - Published: 5-22-06
48. Fear reviews
A thousand miles away... a phone call gap between you and I and yet I still can't reach past the pain you caused.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-17-06 - Published: 5-17-06
49. The Breaking of a Friendship reviews
Missing you even though you're still walking next to me.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-17-06 - Published: 5-17-06
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