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IlfirinEstel
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since: 05-13-06, id: 524509, Profile Updated: 09-20-09
country: United States
Author has written 54 stories for Friendship, General, Love, Life, Religion, and Family.

"I'm only this far and only tomorrow leads the way"

newest poem: elusive

highlights:

something beautiful
star-crossed
Devotion
Horatio
stay or leave

familiar
wake up
Liar, Liar
could have been

Reviews on anything would be amazing. I try my best to return them.

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1. elusive reviews
On art. I can't stop trying to catch you.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-20-09 - Published: 9-20-09
2. eowyn reviews
she is light. should I tell the world?
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-27-09 - Published: 8-27-09
3. it's still unspoken reviews
the truth is I am glad I missed your birthday. it never would have made a difference.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-27-09 - Published: 8-27-09
4. liar reviews
he presses his thumb against the pulse point of revulsion.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-27-09 - Published: 8-27-09
5. denial
for now you can be my white knight on a steel mustang.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 476 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-1-09 - Published: 5-1-09
6. til now reviews
I have never hated this way.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-21-09 - Published: 1-21-09
7. backward
I struggle to understand the man I call father.
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-8-08 - Published: 12-8-08
8. blind reviews
six words reduced to three words reduced to nothing. i loved you.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-8-08 - Published: 12-8-08
9. my fingertips » reviews
stain Your hand. -letters to God-
Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-17-08 - Published: 2-24-08
10. familiar reviews
I won't tell you what to be
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-18-08 - Published: 8-18-08
11. stay or leave reviews
I want you not to go, but you should.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-17-08 - Published: 7-17-08
12. limelight baby reviews
I am way too young to be wrapped up in that.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-25-08 - Published: 6-25-08
13. starcrossed reviews
you could teach the torches to burn -femslash-
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 4-30-08 - Published: 4-30-08
14. subtlety reviews
whichever way the wind blows, I really couldn’t care less
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-16-08 - Published: 4-16-08
15. ruin us reviews
we're better off this way
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-16-08 - Published: 4-16-08
16. burnt bridges reviews
whoever said “blood is thicker than water” never met you and your girlfriend and me
Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-17-08 - Published: 3-17-08
17. the problem reviews
I never got a single damn kiss.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-16-08 - Published: 3-16-08
18. wake up reviews
we couldn’t stop the wind from blowing
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-9-08 - Published: 3-9-08
19. grey street reviews
you can’t hear me through your shoulder
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-4-08 - Published: 3-4-08
20. swallow reviews
i hope the aftertaste reminds you of me.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-4-08 - Published: 3-4-08
21. kindred reviews
to my reviewers
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-29-08 - Published: 2-29-08
22. letter to a boy reviews
it's not your fault I'm backward.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-26-08 - Published: 2-26-08
23. girl reviews
that boy doesn't deserve you -slight femslash-
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-11-08 - Published: 2-11-08
24. remembering reviews
we were too afraid to even brush hands or bump knees
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-10-08 - Published: 2-10-08
25. like this reviews
get your fingerprints off my heart [rant]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-30-08 - Published: 1-30-08
26. autophobia reviews
I know a boy who fears nothing -rant- -mentions of femslash-
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-08
27. in the window reviews
she is silent in the face of their feigned apathy.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-7-08 - Published: 1-7-08
28. Horatio reviews
you're not the only one drowning in Denmark's gilded cage. [companion to ophelia][femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-31-07 - Published: 12-31-07
29. Ophelia reviews
don't you know you're beautiful [slight femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-22-07 - Published: 12-16-07
30. bitter reviews
I don’t know who I loved, darling, but I know it wasn’t me.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-7-07 - Published: 12-7-07
31. Forgive Me reviews
I cannot help being what I am
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-26-07 - Published: 11-26-07
32. Devotion reviews
I would write you love letters
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 11-26-07 - Published: 11-26-07
33. save me reviews
you make me complete[ly miserable]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 11-3-07 - Published: 11-3-07
34. echoes reviews
they say the opposite of love is apathy
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-23-07 - Published: 10-23-07
35. Liar, Liar reviews
Darling, intoxication can only last so long. [femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 9-23-07 - Published: 9-23-07
36. mirrors reviews
when she looks inside her all she manages to find is distorted mirrors. [previously on profile]
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-30-07 - Published: 7-30-07
37. the answer is no reviews
i am the pawn that turned into the queen.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-22-07 - Published: 7-22-07
38. irony reviews
i used to write songs
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-8-07 - Published: 7-8-07
39. the new age reviews
even in death they smile.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-8-07 - Published: 7-8-07
40. empress reviews
honey, you remind me of sunshine.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-11-07 - Published: 6-11-07
41. if not for me reviews
... who would you be?
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-2-07 - Published: 6-2-07
42. late vs fate » reviews
if i taped these words to my fingers, would they make me your bloody rock god?
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-2-07 - Published: 6-2-07
43. could have been reviews
sometimes i lie awake, close my eyes and picture it: you and i as we could have been. [femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-1-07 - Published: 6-1-07
44. made that way reviews
i'm spitting your words and apologizing in the same breath: 'do forgive me, it's an old habit, honey.'
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-30-07 - Published: 5-30-07
45. complications reviews
there is no simple answer to this question: you or him? ::pre 'boy'::
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-25-07 - Published: 5-25-07
46. boy reviews
you dreamy eyed boy i thought i wanted: i won't believe in you, never again.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-25-07 - Published: 5-25-07
47. something beautiful reviews
i just want to hold something beautiful. [femslash]
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 5-21-07 - Published: 5-21-07
48. another day reviews
i can only wait for you.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-18-07 - Published: 5-18-07
49. I'd Rather Burn than Fall reviews
Tearing myself apart over the memory of you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-14-07 - Published: 3-14-07
50. Paranoia reviews
My Helen, my potential Trojan horse, I fear that you will break me again.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-17-07 - Published: 2-17-07
51. And It's A Funny Thing reviews
... how I dream of you two years after it doesn't matter.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 814 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-15-06 - Published: 9-15-06
52. If You Bothered reviews
If you bothered you’d know that these are my words, from my heart, hidden by my laughter.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-25-06 - Published: 5-25-06
53. Fear reviews
A thousand miles away... a phone call gap between you and I and yet I still can't reach past the pain you caused.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-17-06 - Published: 5-17-06
54. The Breaking of a Friendship reviews
Missing you even though you're still walking next to me.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-17-06 - Published: 5-17-06
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