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since: 07-05-06, id: 531503
Author has written 58 stories for Life, Fantasy, Love, General, Haiku, Nature, Religion, Family, and General.

May 31, 2007--I just re-read some of the poems I wrote long ago. They were so horrible...but thanks to everyone who reviewed me before. I'm sorry I probably didn't reply; just know I'm sorry and I always will be sorry, because despite the time passed I'm still the same person in these poems.

And dear god, I hope to change but probably never will.

This account is utterly complete and preserved.

Thank you.

-11:11 P.M.


Stories Authored: (58) . Favorite Authors: (0) . Favorite Stories: (2) . C2 Communities (0) .


1. Words That Should Have Been Mine
Cliched lines from a cliched life. That's all there is to it in the end. Polish it up with grace and style and call it mine.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-14-06 - Published: 11-14-06
2. Sirens and Pills
A short story I had to write for English class. It involves suicide and goths. School appropriate anyone? I held back on this for the school not my best writing.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 807 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-27-06 - Published: 10-27-06
3. The Winter Collection » reviews
A collection of poems for the coldest and most beautiful and fragile of all seasons.
Nature - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-17-06 - Published: 8-17-06
4. Absolute Zero
Meaningless. Nothing from nowhere. When everything stops.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-17-06 - Published: 10-17-06
5. Infernal
Praying for something different, something better. Wishing and wondering in vain, destined to the same place again. Rhyming&Angst
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-29-06 - Published: 9-29-06
6. Empty, So Empty reviews
Tainted feelings, tinted glasses. It's so beautiful. Of course it won't last.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-24-06 - Published: 9-24-06
7. Duck Pond
A short poem, I don't expect reviews. Written during a science class outing on the grass behind Duck Pond, we were making sound maps in the dead quiet. It was nice.
Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-20-06 - Published: 9-20-06
8. Another
This poem is about school and my mom...how much I detest being like everyone else, but I can't change it.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
9. Smothered reviews
You know the feeling. Being smothered by your rights. To my mom.
Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
10. Themes
This poem is full of them.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
11. Extant
I was so confused when I wrote this...I don't know what to do, who I am. And I don't know how to find out either.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
12. Religion Reflection reviews
I'm sorry to everyone and anyone I offended by this, but it's so hard having an extremely Buddhist grandma when you want to be an atheist...
Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
13. ME
Summary inside, this is just a long piece of me that I wrote a looong time ago, but I'm still posting it up because it IS a part of me, however badly written.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 549 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
14. Cliche Save Me
I feel like so many others, as much as I try to be different, I fear it's not working.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
15. To Someone Out There Reading This reviews
Help me. I know I'm cold but all I need is someone to be there for me. Written when I was in a quite desperate mood, as you can see...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
16. Demention reviews
I want to be deranged...experience life in an untainted way, see through other twisted lenses, feel the love writhe all over me...
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Mystery/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-13-06 - Published: 9-13-06
17. This Night
One night. One place. Two bodies. An abundance of feelings. Feelings that are just begging to be destroyed. And the night is still young...
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-8-06 - Published: 9-8-06
18. Catoptrophobia reviews
Catoptrophobia: Fear of mirrors. What could be the feelings behind it?
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-3-06 - Published: 9-3-06
19. The End of The Earth
Now we've done it. Destroyed it from the inside out. Doesn't really give a description, more like a summary of our failure and how we will never be forgiven.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-3-06 - Published: 9-3-06
20. The Writer reviews
Write to escape, write to find a new place. Write and always come back to where you started.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-3-06 - Published: 9-3-06
21. Elusive reviews
Beautiful, yet so hard to describe. We only use our feelings to relate.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-3-06 - Published: 9-3-06
22. School and The Lies
A telling of how school really is, with a plea for help at the end.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-3-06 - Published: 9-3-06
23. Something Not reviews
Swirling and tumbling and falling and breaking by will. Overcoming and oversailing over it all. Broken by want to be like you. Now I'm falling alone by choice.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-3-06 - Published: 9-3-06
24. My Own Hell reviews
It just plain isn't fair. This is my life, this is my hell, but it's all beyond my control. A badly written poem but I'm posting it up nevertheless.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-21-06 - Published: 8-21-06
25. L O V E reviews
Three words, so simple, so yet complex...why can't I say them? To my dad but could be perceived to be for anyone.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-21-06 - Published: 8-21-06
26. Wonder reviews
...about everything, alone in your bedroom that isn't really yours.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-20-06 - Published: 8-20-06
27. Epics of Ever Collection » reviews
A collection of somewhat long (though hardly epic length) poems I have put together. Some old, some new...more is always coming.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,181 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-20-06 - Published: 7-18-06
28. Broken Can't Repiece reviews
She doesn't know who she is, but she's beautiful and has seen more. Beauty in eternal rest. Broken can't repiece.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-17-06 - Published: 8-17-06
29. Forever is Never reviews
I'm pale and unreal and I'm here at the end of the world. It is so damn beautiful. Should I jump into the fog? I'm quite proud of this poem.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-17-06 - Published: 8-17-06
30. I Care reviews
Some days we feel so unwanted, we just need someone to tell us they're here for us, they care, they'll listen, even if it's not true, even if it's all a lie. Sometimes we just need it so bad we'll take less.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-17-06 - Published: 8-17-06
31. My Beautiful One reviews
You are my demon and I'm destroying myself in anticipation of the worst. I enchant you in my beauty but you know what they say: The most beautiful lie in eternal rest.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-17-06 - Published: 8-17-06
32. Keep The Silence Tainted reviews
This is us. And there is where we want to be. Let's use our imaginations and bring us to that imaginary world where we'll anticipate death TOGETHER.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-06 - Published: 8-9-06
33. Not Real Anymore
What happened to that carefree feeling you used to nurse when you were younger? Where did it go, what happened to you?
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-6-06 - Published: 8-6-06
34. Forever Incomplete reviews
...as is this poem. My first attempt at haiku.
Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-6-06 - Published: 8-6-06
35. She
A day in the life of a prostitute. Warning, some 'mature content', hint hint.
General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-6-06 - Published: 8-6-06
36. The Melody of Sorrow Collection » reviews
A collection of my favorite somewhat angsty poems I have written, each chapter (poem) is probably going to have a different theme.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,036 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-6-06 - Published: 7-19-06
37. Untitled reviews
There really isn't a title or summary that can describe this poem. Or rather, there might be, but I'm too lazy to think of it. My usual angst, maybe slightly different.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-6-06 - Published: 8-6-06
38. Glass Teardrops reviews
Would it be the same if you hadn't left?
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-6-06 - Published: 8-6-06
39. My Bedroom
We all need a special place to be our own ugly selves...Blah I only won honorable mention for this in fifth grade! I edited it a little since then.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-06
40. Death's Party
There's a party going on inside...you want to be one with the sweaty bodies, drinking shot after shot and forgetting...'Some Mature Content'
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-20-06 - Published: 7-20-06
41. Break Her reviews
Lust, and that barbaric urge to suddenly kill...it always becomes too much in the end. Vampire hints
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-20-06 - Published: 7-20-06
42. Winter White
Where can we run to? Our homes are burning, we are alone...an abstract-ish poem that tells a sort of a story.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-20-06 - Published: 7-20-06
43. I'm Not
Watch me suffer, watch me die. Watch me become just another lie. (rhyming&angst)
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-20-06 - Published: 7-20-06
44. Only Perfect
Is she really someone I can't hate? You fit each other so well, she's true. But I still wish it was me, soulmates.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-06 - Published: 7-19-06
45. Not Enough
I'm not enough, I don't deserve something this good, why are you doing this to me? Let me go...You deserve better than me.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-06 - Published: 7-19-06
46. Chalice of Broken Thoughts
You're always here, you're my devil and I can't escape you.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-06 - Published: 7-19-06
47. Glass
You just want to be one with the glass...Warning, suicidal hints.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-06 - Published: 7-19-06
48. Wishing
We all know that feeling...wishing you could be someone you aren't, not jealousy, just wanting to be like the reality they display...
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-06 - Published: 7-19-06
49. The Key
I'm like a lock, who is my key? A poem I wrote a long time ago when that ONE PERSON left my life.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-06 - Published: 7-19-06
50. No One's Here
No one's here to save me...abuse me...understand me...No one's here.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-06 - Published: 7-19-06
51. Pink Bubble
This is a poem based on a meditative exercise my mom does, only it takes on a darker tinge. Read for more info inside.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-18-06 - Published: 7-18-06
52. Insane Sanity
Contains multiple themes in this rather short poem...I wrote it while thinking of a couple of very different things all at once.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-18-06 - Published: 7-18-06
53. Silence
I wrote this a long time ago...I don't really like it, it sounds cliched...
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-18-06 - Published: 7-18-06
54. The Best Are Broken
This is like an overdramatized version of when I tripped on my stairs and gave myself a twisted ankle, bruised stomach, and dislocated elbow joint...ow.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-18-06 - Published: 7-18-06
55. This is Me
This is me. Take me as I am or leave me be.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-18-06 - Published: 7-18-06
56. Black All Around
Dreams, nightmares, visions all combine...what if they're too much? IT RHYMES FOR ONCE
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-18-06 - Published: 7-18-06
57. Apocalypsal Hymns
I'm the one who turned out wrong...I'm not going to be okay.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-18-06 - Published: 7-18-06
58. Deathgrip
You spiral down, down, in self-revelation...
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-17-06 - Published: 7-17-06
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