for all my readers (who are actually reading this): all of my stories are on hold right now - sorry you guys! I just feel like I really need work on my writing. after dropping off radar for a few months, I finally reread my stories...and saw so many problems. when I improve, I'll rewrite them or start new stories. I'm not deleting my stories now because I want to be able to read them and see my improvements a year or however long later. Thanks everyone!
p.s. I might come back with a new penname and everything. but I'll be back eventually, promise!