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since: 07-31-06, id: 535137, Profile Updated: 07-27-09
country: United States
Author has written 54 stories for Love, Friendship, Life, Haiku, Family, Religion, Supernatural, and Politics.

GUARDRAIL

About Me: Hey, Guardrail here. I'm eighteen years old just finished my last year of high school here on the East Coast of the United States. I'm attending community college this fall, where I'll take Liberal Arts courses before I transfer. I'm not sure where yet, and I have no idea what for. My future is a blank slate. As for my free time, I like being outside, skipping school, being barefoot, and smelling the flowers. I don’t watch much TV, and I desperately wish I knew how to make more time to read. I love music and art, especially anything progressive or abstract.

About My Writing: I write mostly poetry, but I've been attempting some novels... all of which have gone unfinished. But I'll get there one day, once I form a story I feel I can dedicate myself to. I'm inspired by the people in my life, and usually write about my relationships with them, both good and bad. I like looking for metaphorical parallels in the physical world that reflect the bonds we share and experiences that we have in our lives. I try to incorporate those into my poetry as I find them. Expressing myself in this way helps me keep my thoughts and feelings, which often scatter, in order (see where my penname comes from?). I also find it easier to do so if I know I'm going to have an audience- hence why I'm here on FictionPress.

My Review Policy: That being said, I appreciate and acknowledge any and all reviews I get. I also believe in paying dues, so I'll review your writing if you review mine; one for one, two for two, etc. So you get what you give. And I hope for the same policy from other people, although for some reason, you don't see it too much anymore.


Writing Updates:

Venomous Design: An experimental piece. What I have of it is currently being rewritten, and then possibly re-posted. The changes I had to make were too much to just leave be.

5/9/08- My focus was Venomous Design for a while, so I wasn't really writing any poetry. But I've started again, and I'm trying to regain my standing with it. My style is changing, as am I.

9/26/08- Wow, I haven't posted anything in a while. But I have some new poetry finally. I just wasn't feeling all that inspired for a while there. I'm still writing Venomous Design, slowly but surely. I'll make the changes here on FictionPress when I'm ready.

1/13/09- I usually only post one new poem at a time, but I just posted six. They were all related, so I did it. And a bit of a tragedy happened. For some unknown reason, my flashdrive deleted ALL THIRTY PAGES of my Venomous Design file. Oh technology can be soooo unfair. Even if I copy and paste from what I've uploaded here on FictionPress, it still doesn't recover the progress that I had made with the story. It was incredibly devisating.

2/19/09- I posted a new collection of poems called Steady. And good news! I'm not sure how, but the Venomous Design file that disappeared has REAPPEARED! It just suddenly popped up on my flashdrive, out of nowhere. Weird stuff. But I'm happy that happened. Now I can continue my editing, so expect the changes here eventually.

4/7/09- Four new poems up today. I had some stanza issues again though. For some reason, I can't seem to sparate the stanzas right. So if the flow is off, that's why. Two new collections coming soon.

7/27/09- Back from vaca to Maine, with the collection "Acadia" to show for it. I now have three new collections, as well as five new solo poems. All of them need reviews, so feel free.


I appreciate all reviews I get for ANY of my poems, no matter how old,

So...

I ALWAYS REVIEW BACK- REVIEW FOR REVIEW!!

Excluding Review Game reviews, of course, because those are returned by others


Sort: Category . Published . Updated . Title . Words . Chapters . Reviews . Status .

1. Nighttime Flight Into Aching Hands reviews
Longing.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-16-09 - Published: 9-16-09
2. Invasions reviews
Struggle
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-16-09 - Published: 9-16-09
3. Authoritative Fate reviews
Admiration & lust
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-16-09 - Published: 9-16-09
4. Withering reviews
Loving someone who doesn't love himself.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 8-26-09 - Published: 8-26-09
5. Weight of the World reviews
Longing in a time of darkness.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 7-27-09 - Published: 7-27-09
6. Acadia » reviews
A small collection of poems I wrote while on vacation in Maine. Naturally, the imagery is inspired by the nature I saw up there.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 4 - Words: 521 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 7-26-09 - Published: 7-26-09
7. The Bird Keeper reviews
Afraid of trapping him.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 7-8-09 - Published: 7-8-09
8. Unsteady » reviews
Another collection, opposite and adjacent to Steady.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-4-09 - Published: 7-1-09
9. Sun Mare » reviews
A collection, horse themed in imagery
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-4-09 - Published: 7-4-09
10. Tinted reviews
Become the sky.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 4-7-09 - Published: 4-7-09
11. Rogue Cloud reviews
Disconnected.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-7-09 - Published: 4-7-09
12. Quantify reviews
Keeping busy and keeping sane.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-7-09 - Published: 4-7-09
13. DeEvolution reviews
Changing back to an old self.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-7-09 - Published: 4-7-09
14. Steady » reviews
A collection.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 8 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 2-16-09 - Published: 2-16-09
15. One Day the Dock Shall Rot reviews
I waited for him.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 1-13-09 - Published: 1-13-09
16. Rotting Peaches & Your InnerCity Smell reviews
Memories of you.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-13-09 - Published: 1-13-09
17. Abyss Diver reviews
He could never get over her, even when he had me.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-13-09 - Published: 1-13-09
18. Volcanoes In Spring reviews
When you kissed me, was it her in your mind?
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-13-09 - Published: 1-13-09
19. Tainted Stripes reviews
Healing.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-13-09 - Published: 1-13-09
20. Constriction reviews
Loving a person who could have been better to me, and wanting him back.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-13-09 - Published: 1-13-09
21. Warm Madrigalism reviews
Chemistry from across the room.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-23-08 - Published: 11-23-08
22. Thank You Paul reviews
Thanking a dear friend of mine. He told me what I had been needing to hear for a long time, and he gave me the confidence to go for what I want.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-26-08 - Published: 9-26-08
23. Coping With The Load reviews
A lot of things were on my plate, and I was feeling stressed and cornered. Hence, this poem.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-26-08 - Published: 9-26-08
24. You Are The Lion, The Lamb reviews
About a boy with a lot of pride who isn't afraid to cast it away.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-13-08 - Published: 5-13-08
25. There's Nothing In That Black Bag For You reviews
Isolation.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-9-08 - Published: 5-9-08
26. Oil Through the Veins of Greyhounds reviews
Sold to the man in the blue dress.
Complete - Politics - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-7-08 - Published: 5-7-08
27. Don't Ever Listen To A Word The Mirror Says reviews
Inspired by a Norman Rockwell painting entitiled "A Girl At the Mirror."
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-5-08 - Published: 5-5-08
28. Venomous Design » reviews
[The Ebony Affair] God is not who anyone thought He was, but his creations, maybe, are the true evil. There's more to it. Full summary on profile.
Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,605 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 2-6-08 - Published: 11-4-07
29. The Ice Around My Limbs reviews
A prayer for global warming.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-24-07 - Published: 10-24-07
30. AbsenceImaginationMemory reviews
The past, an imagined memory. The future, a fantasy.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 7-22-07 - Published: 7-22-07
31. Astrology In Simplest Form reviews
It's not as bad as it seems.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 7-5-07 - Published: 7-5-07
32. The Dance of Life reviews
About a party I went to.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 6-28-07 - Published: 6-28-07
33. Springtime reviews
A new season comes with new needs.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 5-17-07 - Published: 5-17-07
34. Iron Cricket reviews
Until I get a little more courage, all I can do is dream.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 4-19-07 - Published: 4-19-07
35. Industrial Black Evening reviews
Sometimes to truely live, we have to let go of ourselves first.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 3-8-07 - Published: 3-8-07
36. Gravitational reviews
It's hard to find your own purpose in life, and sometimes you have to take risks to get to where you want to be. But that doesn't mean that those risks are always going to get you all the way there.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 2-10-07 - Published: 2-10-07
37. Nautical » reviews
An expanding collection of haikus, nautically themed. COMPLETE. Reviews still welcome and will be returned!
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 13 - Words: 395 - Reviews: 85 - Updated: 2-4-07 - Published: 8-30-06
38. Fall of Stagnancy reviews
Love is one of those things that won't just come to you. You have to go get it.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 1-19-07 - Published: 1-19-07
39. Such Is I reviews
About the rough past month in my family and how it's left me.
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 739 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 12-31-06 - Published: 12-31-06
40. God Monster reviews
Religion as I see it.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 12-1-06 - Published: 12-1-06
41. Sound reviews
Being painfully shy is hard when you want to get to know the most beautiful person in the world.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 11-9-06 - Published: 11-9-06
42. Dear Kathryn reviews
How I feel about me and my best friend growing apart.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 11-3-06 - Published: 11-3-06
43. Blackbird reviews
About that one person I've never talked to before, but think is the most beautiful person I've ever seen.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 10-28-06 - Published: 10-28-06
44. True Nobility reviews
[Full title inside] This poem is about how sometimes you have to be brutal to get where you need to be in life. I don't like it, but sometimes you just have to, and then move on.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 522 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 10-19-06 - Published: 10-19-06
45. Nighthawks and Deathstars reviews
Alcoholism and other family issues, my feelings about them
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 10-6-06 - Published: 10-6-06
46. At the Edge of the Grasslands, A Hollow reviews
When you first fall in love, your whole life seems perfect and beautiful... until you step back and really look at things as the way they are. Reality checks suck. About what I went through about a year ago with this guy I thought I was in love with.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 569 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 9-29-06 - Published: 9-29-06
47. Equinox reviews
About how even though I want love, it seems scary sometimes because of my inexperience. But even through longing and fear, I have standards for myself as for who I want to be...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 715 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 9-22-06 - Published: 9-22-06
48. Blood, Bones, and Salt reviews
Torn between wanting comfort and love and wanting to be alone despite hating it. About how I sometimes feel that my best friend and I are drifting apart.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 542 - Reviews: 17 - Updated: 9-10-06 - Published: 9-10-06
49. Pride and Virginity reviews
About a friend of mine who's in over her head. She is a girl, even though the poem is not written that way, and this poem is about her and some of the guys she has been with.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 9-3-06 - Published: 9-3-06
50. Lunar Cycle Crucifixion reviews
Guilt always makes you see the light
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 8-26-06 - Published: 8-26-06
51. There's No Safety After Dusk reviews
About a friend of mine who is beginning to show some dangerous habits. If she'd listen to reason, this is what I'd like to say to her. Her real name isn't Evelyn, as it is in the poem...
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 31 - Updated: 8-20-06 - Published: 8-20-06
52. Junebug Tigermoth Tigermoth Junebug reviews
About anger, myself, lonliness, God if he's there...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 739 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 8-7-06 - Published: 8-7-06
53. Judgment reviews
A poem I wrote about my friend's now exboyfriend who wasn't being as truthful as he could to her.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 8-3-06 - Published: 8-3-06
54. The Wax Begins To Drip reviews
About this guy I used to really like, but I didn't know why. He was... gross to say the least. A nice very guy and a great friend, don't get me wrong, but he was just really gross in a very guy sort of way.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 8-3-06 - Published: 8-3-06
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