Ahaha, I laugh at myself. Just to clear the air, I'm a natural dreamer perfering to daydream/dream about things for hours on end than do anything else in the world. Though I absolutely love reading and watching anime (both of which provide ample inspiration for daydreaming). The story I have up was started for my creative writing class but finished with fiction press in mind. Though it is far from finished. Being as I had a deadline for the story, it may seem rushed at times, however, I believe the concept is good but needs some major polishing. That's where the lovelies reading this come in. They can give me straight out criticism (without insulting comments meant to hurt because I've seen those thrown in with a pointless review) and I will take it all into consideration. Though I'm not even asking for a review. Just what you like or don't like. What's stupid and what's not. It could be a sentence. I care about others input not just for the story but myself as well because it always helps me reevaluate my own life. I'm always thinking. I couldn't tell you what because the moment I switch to something else I forget the previous thought.

I truly wish I was a writer so I could put all my ideas into words, but alas, like many others, I lack the motivation to write. The fear that holds me back lies in the reality that I won't finish it. It's true that I consider my story "finished" only to appease the perfectionist that gets tossed around in my head while I walk. But deep in my heart I know it isn't finished. Ouch! The perfectionist bit me for lying to it. Damn. Unfortunatly, I lack the "giving a shit" to do anything about it. NO! That's doesn't sound right. Because I DO care. I just don't feel like returning to the story that gave me so much stress with that damned deadline. I wanted to fix it while summer was still around but I seemed to go from school to the next activity. I couldn't even sleep-in the first three weeks of summer! Unheard of...seriously. There should be a law about that.

I love fiction press people. I've been coming to the site for years but never made an account because I never had a story. I'm hoping that will change. I believe that Creative Writing class I took, has taken me to a new level in writing. I think about things I never would have thought of. But the same goes for this site in general. I've read many reviews just to see what they're pointing out and I take notes of it. Really. Then I compare it to my own stories in my head (not to the one on here yet, still can't force myself back into the story. That stress factor comes back just from the memories and there is no deadline anymore! I think this needs to be checked out...)

Oh! and thank you to the one person who reviewed. I had no idea how to message you back because I was still new to the site (I figured it out now but it's probably too late to message you...you might think i'm weird for doing it months later. I really appreciate the russian lesson too! When I get the will power to return to editing and rewriting scenes of this story, all that you told me will be considered. DEFINITELY! Thank you again!

Also, I should direct everyone to the best romance awards site ever: Some Kind of Wonderful Awards or sKoW. You'll find fantastic stories there. I've been a member since the season they started (when quizilla stories were allowed- don't think they are now). I think a author from quizilla advertised that they were nominated so I followed the link and found their lovely site. I never posted on their yahoo boards perfering to just read them and be a lurker. I have contributed on thing to the site though by requesting that they add the site Free Rice to their links (which Jenina graciously did). The site donates rice to the hungry as you play the game and learn the definitions of words at the same time. It's scarily addicting. Please help the hungry and learn stuff as well!