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since: 11-02-06, id: 545246, Profile Updated: 10-11-12
country: Canada
Author has written 84 stories for Song, Fantasy, Horror, Young Adult, Humor, Religion, Politics, Supernatural, Mystery, and General.

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I got a hit from Nepal. I was just discussing Nepal, or name-dropped it randomly somewhere. I love irony. Kudos for creating an awesome coincidence, Nepal reader!

New songs, new songs, new songs! Terrific new shit, at the expense of sounding like an egotist. Nothing wrong with being proud of one's work, especially if it makes previously accomplished works look like dog-shit. Which these new songs do. My old stuff not only fucking pales in comparison to the re-edits and completely new pieces I've published, they almost disintegrate entirely. So check them out. Deleted Hammer and Nail. Gonna do something entirely different with that. (Cough, video game! Cough) And besides, that intro was crap. Re-edited a bunch of old tunes that weren't quite what I wanted them to be (Read down for an entire list of newly edited and republished material), and made them better, so check them out too. Also, going to be replacing early chapters in Tainted, and will eventually rewrite the whole thing into the epic of comedy, tragedy and honor it deserves to be. Keep your eyes out for that, new readers and old compadres alike. On that note, if any of my old readers are still on here or still wander back here for a look at my shit every once in a while, don't be a stranger! You'll probably like the new stuff more than I do, and I could definitely use some insight on it.

Rage of the Ritalin'd

So I'm back, after a long hiatus and a gigantic wad of bullshit which I'm not even going to get into. There would be at least a thousand paragraphs and I would be sitting in front of this computer for centuries. Let's just say, even though shit is more fucked up than it's ever been in my life, it's actually better at the same time. I've seen the truth, and I have purpose. No, I'm not suddenly religious. I have not found Jesus. (He was hiding?) I just have seen through many of this world's facades and illusions, and I'm sure that will reflect in my new material. Ritalin, for one. The drug I was submitted to for at least five years without even being properly tested for it. Turns out, all my insecurities, including the relationship failures and social withdrawal which spawned many of my darker songs, was caused by Ritalin. It's got like, seventy some-odd side effects, and I've got like, 60. No shit. Also ends up I may have been being slipped these pills by someone very close to me, and it may have been occuring for a large portion of my life. I can barely remember things, can barely think straight, and can barely communicate with people. Just a handful of the pill's sick side effects.

So whats my purpose, you ask?

Revolution. Redemption. Revenge. And not through violence or bitching and moaning. Through my music. Through my words. Millions of children are subjected to Ritalin every day. It was 2.5 Mil in 1998. Who knows what the number is now. All supposedly to treat ADHD, a 'disorder' which is nowhere near as destructive or inhibitive to learning and growth as Ritalin. I put disorder in quotations because there is also no proof ADHD is even a disorder. I think it's just a personality that the system has trouble containing. They claim ADHD is a biological disorder based on some brain scans that were proven inconclusive but that ADHD/Ritalin advocates go by like a Bible. I believe this is not medication. I think it's cerebral genocide. Did you know what trait almost every child diagnosed as ADHD shares? Early signs of rebellious or humanitarian behavior.

No. Shit.

I'm not making this up folks. I think it's a conspiracy. Yeah, I can hear the scoffs already, but look at the facts. Our governments are growing increasingly more corrupt. Pushing war and apathy like drugs on our world. Look at all the fucked up things that have happened, fucked up things where the government's explanation doesn't match up with the physical evidence. JFK. RFK. 9/11. Weapons of mass destruction in the Middle East. So what, they can't have nukes, but America can have like, four thousand? Look what happens to men of peace who speak out. John Lennon. Dead. Bob Dylan. Motorcycle accident, stops writing protest songs. Now they don't have to kill or threaten the rebels. They just poison them with Methylphenidate. Aka Ritalin. Woah, is that Meth in it's scientific name? Yep. Because Ritalin is in the same class of drug as methamphetamine and cocaine, and even shares the effects and addiction levels of them.

No. Fucking. Shit.

That's what we're being put on as children. For daydreaming in class, fidgeting or disagreeing with teachers, tapping pencils, not wanting to sit still or be fed the bullshit of standardized education. Fucking Meth's evil mind-destroying brother. Did you know that the institution to this day has done no testing on the long term effects of Ritalin on the human brain? All stimulant medication, which is what Ritalin is, can fry brain receptors. That is a fact. What hasn't been researched, what the government doesn't WANT to research, is whether or not the damage caused by Ritalin can ever be undone. Whether the effects are permanent or not. It's time to speak out. When good says nothing, evil's won. And I intend to scream my head off. I hope you guys wanna do the same.

Fight the power. The alternative is dying a slave.

UPCOMING SHIT

Stuff which will appear in the future.

ABSOLUTE ZERO : Enter Lyle Dealy, underachieving stoner, (At least, he's an underachiever in the eyes of those damn non-stoners) and all around chilled out dude. After an epic confrontation with his schools principal, resulting in his dropping-out, Lyle's up shit creek without a paddle. Until his Uncle gets him a job at a Toronto research laboratory, run by one Paul Cutler, as the janitor. Lyle's content with his job, if not his boss Cutler, a pompous pony-tailed nerd who has been working on the theory that both light and darkness are actually forms of matter that can be harnessed in much more intricate ways than solar-power. The two bicker back and forth, one believing in the powers of nature, spirituality and happiness, the other in science, processes and technological process. Eventually, their confrontations explode as Lyle outdebates Cutler in front of several other important scientists. Enraged and humiliated at an intellectual defeat at the hands of a stoner, Cutler, using his newest device, the Umberator (A cannon which breaks down inanimate objects into Shadowmatter, with the intent to eventually cause humans to be able to travel through darkness) Cutler attempts to murder Lyle by dissolving his particles, believing that since all the inanimate test subjects beforehand could not be reassembled, the same would apply to a human. However, since Lyle has a higher conciousness than say, an office chair, he is able to reassemble himself after Cutler leaves him for dead, and is now ingrained with the ability to dissolve into shadows at will. What would any self-respecting stoner do when given such abilities? Become a superhero.

Currently Untitled (Suggestions?) - An activist is targeted by the government for his protests, and has dodged several assassination attempts and is impossible to discredit. Finally, he is busted for a minor marijuana charge and imprisoned for a week, yet, due to a processing "error", he is sent to maximum security, where several inmates have been paid to murder him. So, despite his short sentence, his fellow hippies and protestors must devise a scheme to break him out of Kingston Penitentiary before he expires, getting high, uncovering conspiracies, and outsmarting prison guards, bureaucrats and corrupt special agents along the way.

Pocahantas, A Modern Reimagining - The citizens of an Ontario Indian Reservation decide to go back to their roots, cutting off from the rest of society and choosing again to live off the land and reverting back to their old traditions. The federal government, however, is not pleased with this decision, as it might inspire other tribes and reservations to follow suit. They send in Agent John Smith, posing as a white man who wants to live their lifestyle, to sabotage their efforts. However, he finds himself falling in love, not only with their pure and natural lifestyle, but with the chief's daughter. Eventually, he severs ties with his organization, confessing to the people his governments plans, and makes himself and the reservation a target.

Alternate - A story of the strangest sleeping disorder known not only to man, but to any being who dwells within the unlimited spider-web strands of our universe. Our hero wakes up every day to find himself in a different reality. No home, no real identity. No time to recollect. No sense of belonging. Every day a dream or a nightmare. What will tomorrow hold? He doesn't know. But he'll be ready. He fucking has to be.

HOT OFF THE BRAIN-PRESS

This is the new shit.

A Blank Slate : A song written for the hope of one day achieving the title.

Materialism - Call me pompous, but this is the anthem of our generation. You'll wanna read this one if you question the way things are, or even if you don't. Might open your fucking eyes if you're one of the latter.

3 Days (Don't Just Hear It)- A song to my one that got away. Fuck you, Ritalin, and everyone who condones giving it to children. Shit fries brain cells and induces social withdrawal and inhibition of self-expression that ruins a child's social life for years to come. Not to mention their relationships. I wish I could've been more for you, girl who shalt remain nameless for lack of wanting to be like a stalker, and I maybe I am in another world. One without Ritalin.

Conspiracy of Ignorance : My tribute to John Lennon, and every man and woman of peace who suffered the fate of death for their belief in good.

Saviors and Slaves : About the lack of people willing to stand up for truth and justice anymore. Everyone's content to be slaves to the vampires and demons of our governments and keep our mouths shut. Well not this guy.

Autumn Rain : A song for the desolate beauty of Fall. The season in which I've endured my most wretched suffering, despair and disgrace. Hopefully it's imagery can be conveyed through the lyrics, and if not, hey, I found the music I had in my head for it on my bass. May play on request if I like you. It's nowhere near a finished work, but as with all my songs, it's not only from my heart but from my soul. What remains of it, anyway. Enjoy.

TRUTH : Are you ready for some mEtAl? Here you are. A song whose lyrics are written like a letter to the dearly departed truth which seems vanished in these modern days. Of all my new songs, this is one of the ones I'm most proud of, being simultaneously powerful, politically relevant, technically sound, audible in my head, and straight from my heart. I hope you love this one as much as I do, because in my books, it's some surrious kick-ass.

slip : A song about watching the good, the just and the beautiful slip away. I thought I already had this published on here, but I guess not. Check it oot, mawfukz.

Submit or Eat Shit : Rage of the nonconformist. Some of my anger at the state of the world and the institution vented. There's gonna be more like this one, revolution-junkies. Lots more, so get ready for one fuck of a resistance trip.

Lyrical Self Portrait : A softer more forlorn song. Still gonna do those, because no matter how angry and empowered I am, there's still times when the regret sinks it's claws in me and the sorrow beats out everything else. But just because they're reflections of my own angst doesn't make them any less relevant, relatable or good. Hope you guys like it.

UPDATES

Going to be going through and adding new songs, as well as revamping old ones which I've since rewritten to make ten times as good as they were before. I'll keep a detailed list of the updates here, and list new stuff as well. Might even go as far to delete some old stuff that in all honesty is just crap, because there's a few that are that and nothing but.

shadows on the pavement : Previously "Liquid Shadows" made some of the rhyming more intricate, beefed up some words, and obviously, changed the title. Shit flows better now, and gives a better picture of what the song was supposed to convey. Definitely worth a read in it's new form.

Goodnight, My Lost : What was once just a song of comfort in darkness is more than that now. It is a song of revolution against induced suffering. Let this be a light to all of you who have been hurt, stomped upon, told what to believe, and suppressed. You are not alone. We are all humans. We all bleed the same, we all hurt, we all feel lost, even the monster's that have done this to our world. Their crimes are horrible. Sick beyond comprehension. How they believe we are just sheep for them to control and slaughter at will is appalling, but in their totalitarianism and greed... They are more lost than any of those they step upon. So before you close your eyes tonight, lost and broken, know that you are not alone. Know that if I could lighten all your burdens by placing them on my own shoulders, I would in a heartbeat. It is you I fight for. Your freedom. Your pain. Every word is dedicated to your struggles. Whoever you are.

The Snowman's Lament : One of the best songs I've ever written just got better. Extended, edited, and perfected in my opinion. Can even hear the fucker in my head, so right on. Check it out if you read it before or are new to my works, because it's worth the read. Might even sing it on request, I'm just in that kinda mood. Radical huh? I'm simultaneously pissed off and happier than I've been in a while.

In Memoriam

I could not claim to support the causes I do if I did not devote as much space and words as possible to those who deserve it most. The fallen heroes. Every voice who has been silenced by the corrupt. The men and women of peace and freedom who met with a bullet, insanity or imprisonment instead of the realization of their dreams. Their numbers are countless, and perhaps we will never know all their names, or all their stories, but they exist. The government is capable of sick fucking things. Ritalin is the proof of that. If they will force-feed legions of children mind-destroying drugs, what's blowing up a couple towers? What's programming innocent people to murder and do things they would never have done? What's starting wars not to find weapons of mass destruction, but to control oil and stomp out countries of opposing political and religious beliefs? What's assassinating people? Nothing. Not to those who run our world and favor the dollar and robotic order over the heart and soul. So we must remember, that despite our own suffering, there are those who have payed a greater price. Not just soldiers, but those who were silenced in our own backyards. They are those who breathe no more, think no more, and love no more, all so a corrupted system can maintain it's own sick, obese existence. May they have found beautiful worlds beyond this one. And though many have died in obscurity, may we remember that they have died, even if we never know their names or faces. Let us remember the freedom they died for, and allow their concept to live forever.

"Freedom is the ability to say that two plus two equals four." - George Orwell, '1984'.

Al Quotes

"It is better to suffer and die for what is right than to live contentedly for what is wrong."

"If this world does not torture you, you're not brave enough."

"Without hatred of evil, there can be no love of good."

"The truth is indestructable. It's speakers may be killed or driven insane. It may be distorted by lies and misdirection. Stupid people may deny it. But never is it removed."


1. Time's Decay
Terras, a flourishing world of magic, dragons and other such creatures is plunged into chaos by the will of a mysterious antagonist, whose intentions seem to focus upon the unreadable, ancient book of the Goddess of Time, Medleose. Several protagonists fight to restore peace to their beautiful world, as well as wage their own personal battles, and discover the nature of the book.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,893 - Published: 2-28-13
2. The Rise Of Torn'Ad reviews
The Dark Dragon of Terras, riding the skyline on blackened wings with a screeching, ear-drum splitting roar. Breathing blackened flames which bring to life every horror, degradation and nightmare, as well as rot the flesh. He waged war upon the Gods in the days before Pages of Nightmare, before being sealed within a prison of stone beneath the earth. What spurred his hatred? This.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,342 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-26-13 - Complete
3. MKULTRA reviews
The mind control experiments of the fifities and sixties, that unbenounced to most, are being utilized today. They used repetition, such as repeating audio clips, images and sounds, disambiguation, abuse, electroshock and drugging to erase the self and allow whatever they wanted to be written over it. Now ask yourself, do TV, radio, and psychiatry not accomplish the same thing?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Crime/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-9-12 - Complete
4. Turn A Cheek Damn The Meek
Our world is changing. For the better? I'd say not. A take on some of the things that are happening to me, as well as the world, and how religion and a lot of people's belief in, 'Turning the other cheek' has allowed it to happen. Inspired by Slipknot.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Crime/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Published: 7-3-12 - Complete
5. Resist Versus Condone
Needs very little explanation. As our government and society now mirrors exactly the Third Reich, with a few sick little twists, your either for a genocide, or against it. Black and White. And only evil would claim there is no black and white.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Crime/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Published: 6-25-12 - Complete
6. Park
A pompous and sadistic banker has spent years of his life feeding squirrels at a park, and watching them fight over the meager portions as their dependancy on him grows. Eventually, he involves the use of rock-chucking in his sick game, much to the terror of the squirrels and his own mirth. But how long will the abused take the abuse of their abuser?
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,154 - Published: 6-25-12 - Complete
7. Ritalin Children » reviews
An ode to the 30 million plus rebellious, creative, humanitarian, and possibly psychic kids who are pre-empted by the mind destroying stimulant medication mentioned in the title, which regresses the self, destroys self esteem, and causes brain damage, along with 80 other side effects. Theres also no long term research into its effects, making it a Nuremburg Code violation.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,511 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-25-12 - Published: 1-7-12 - Complete
8. Hypocridemocracy
Um, anyone but me notice the one thing that all politicians seem to praise like a God, no matter their party or beliefs? Got a guess? It's hypocrisy. Kony 2012 enslaves children, and they're bad men. Our government does it, it's national security.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Crime/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Published: 3-28-12 - Complete
9. The Shuffle Version 1
A self-created writing challenge where I put my MP3 on shuffle and then write stories about the songs. 1st chapter is the overview of the challenge.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Published: 2-28-12
10. UltraArtichoke
A tribute to the Manchurian Candidates, or in laymans terms, men and women who, after exposure to drugs and hypnotism, are forced to commit atrocities against their will. I was exposed to Ritalin and Anaphranyl against my will and knowledge, and believe I was made to do things in my sleep, thinking they were nightmares I couldn't control. I may not be alone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Crime/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Published: 2-27-12 - Complete
11. The Devil's Revenge
Isn't it funny, how when the facts are analyzed, our current leaders are no better, and are in fact worse, than the instigators of the 3rd Reich? And people forget that America Canada and Britain are STEEPED in genocide. This indicates that hypocrisy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Crime/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 2-14-12 - Complete
12. The Four Step Hippy Rehabiliation Method reviews
A comical look at how the government deals with men and women of peace. But seriously, this is pretty much how they do it.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-8-12 - Complete
13. AutoAbsolvation reviews
Absolvation. Sometimes it is obtained through years of atonement and labour, other times it comes in a fleeting second, in the form of one tidbit of information, or a flutter of blonde hair in a desert. However it may come, it is beauty. It is truth.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-7-12 - Complete
14. Doobie, Doobie
A stoner parody of the old tune, 'Louie, Louie'. Still a good stoner song if you don't know the original, but I advise you look up and listen to the old song before reading so you can imagine the sound. Party on, potheads. This one's for you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Parody/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 2-2-12 - Complete
15. The Mind Camp reviews
A man is detained against his will in a Psychiatric Institute after witnessing a comical yet horrifying quote-unquote, hallucination. Bereft and adamant, he finds the Institute is not what it seems to be.
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,171 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-19-12
16. They Killed Honor reviews
About fighting on the right side, even if it condemns you to a fate worse than death. For if your enemies are cowards, they never truly defeat you, even if they tear you to shreds and bury you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-13-12 - Complete
17. Best Served Cold » reviews
A not so typical holiday short story. A man with a tortured childhood seeks revenge on an old friend who abandoned him, slipping more slowly into madness along the way. An interesting twist at the end almost puts this story in the humor category.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,009 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-11-12 - Published: 12-2-11 - Complete
18. Shine reviews
It's about lots, as all my songs are, but it seems to me to be mostly about those who face darkness and persecution and deserve much more. And also a bit about how some of the things I write apply to later events.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-9-12 - Complete
19. Dear Sirs reviews
A letter to the CIA from a man who they attempted to mentally destroy like Mark David Chapman, but they fail miserably, and instead of being mad at the violation, as a concerned citizen he's upset that they're so inefficient. Short but sweet.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 572 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-23-11 - Complete
20. Fate to Fade reviews
Nothing special, but still stands up as a decent song in my opinion, though it's nowhere near as powerful as some of my other songs, it explains feelings many can relate to and my unique brand of rage still shines through though the song is mostly soft.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-22-11 - Complete
21. Martyr's Hill reviews
My ultimate tribute to those who died for freedom and peace, and those who live on in torture, isolation and sorrow for the same. Martyrs are all of us, but we do not have to die alone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-19-11 - Complete
22. War Machine reviews
It pumps on every day. It takes and takes and all it gives in return is more taking. Just keeps on clanking, spitting black smoke and grinding up bones, lives and dreams like wood through a wood-chipper. Someone shut it down.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Crime/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-18-11 - Complete
23. Surprise! reviews
Though it won't be too much of a surprise to those who're caught up on my new stuff. Another topical song, where I express my disdain not only for politicians, doctors and Ritalin, but mainstream musicians as well!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Crime/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-16-11 - Complete
24. Tainted » reviews
The town of Darkhurst is steeped in a bloody history of violence and atrocity. A group of friends, each harboring a different but equal form of honor and chivalry, are given powers beyond their understanding. Now, they will avenge that history.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Crime - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,734 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-14-11 - Published: 12-12-11
25. My Storm reviews
Beauty is a storm.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-12-11 - Complete
26. In Tatters reviews
No matter how powerful ones enemies are, and how hopeless your battles seem, there are things that cannot be deleted, disappeared or erased. No matter how diligently they are attacked. These things are hope, love, and reality. Lies conceal. Not destroy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-9-11 - Complete
27. Pigs Fly reviews
I thought I'd try my hand at an anti-police song. Inspired by seeing low-flying police planes looking for pot plants in my area. You know what that means? Pigs fly. Not too complex a song, but it makes it's point.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Humor/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-7-11 - Complete
28. A Blank Slate reviews
A take on psychic driving and depatterning tactics, used to supposedly cure brainwashing victims and schizophrenia by erasing aspects of the self. Yet, if you analyze the CIA MKULTRA experiments of the 50's and 60's, you see they use all the same techniques, and the goal of those experiments was discredidation and mind control. These things only worsen the problems.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-28-11 - Complete
29. Materialism reviews
The new age religion! More followers than Catholicism, Hinduism, Buddhism, Marxism, Capitalism, Communism, Jizzum, and every other ism there is combined! Join today! The price? Your humanity and soul! But whats that to all the stuff you'll get?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-24-11 - Complete
30. 3 Days reviews
This is for the girl that I loved and still do, and for every person who was on Ritalin and can't understand why they're always so insecure and unable to express things, costing them love. It's a side effect that lasts years. Ritalin is designed to cause social withdrawal and is given to those more apt to be rebellious to suppress their self-esteem. It was never your fault.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 872 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-24-11 - Complete
31. Conspiracy of Ignorance reviews
A tribute to John Lennon and all those who have been killed or tortured for saying freedom and peace, and about the willfull ignorance we all display to the governments lies and abuses of power. You want the perpetrators of the worlds conspiracies? Look in the mirror. In silence, we are as blameless, as George Bush in '01.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-22-11 - Complete
32. Saviors and Slaves
Another of my topical songs, basically a collections of observations about the death of honor, the deathgrip of the government, and the widespread virus of apathy, and the lack of those willing to speak out against it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 447 - Published: 11-21-11 - Complete
33. Autumn Rain reviews
A song for those days when rain drenches the autumnal landscape, yet through it's haze the sun is still visible. And for every moment in the fall where nature's beauty overpowers the world's evils.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-21-11 - Complete
34. Truth reviews
A song written like a letter to truth. The best and most powerful of my new material. Definitely metal, though I haven't quite decided HOW metal I wanna make it yet, so imagine the vocals anyway you choose, growl/roar/scream, they'd all work.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 503 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-18-11 - Complete
35. slip reviews
Simply describing the feeling of watching things slip away. The title's meant not to be capitalized properly, to preempt anyone who was gonna jump on that. I know your tricks! Enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-17-11 - Complete
36. Submit or Eat Shit
A song about mental genocide and apathy. More relevant than most of the crap you hear on the radio, whatever you think or have to say about it technically.
Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Published: 11-7-11 - Complete
37. A Lyrical Self Portrait reviews
One of many new songs I have already completed. Not many of these are getting published, but I figured those of you I made wait so long deserve a little something to tide you over. Hopefully you enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-19-10 - Complete
38. Smile Me Away reviews
Reedited. About past relationships and how Ritalin's insecurities derailed them. Bum deal, but what can you do? Write an awesome love song. Thats what.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-3-09 - Complete
39. I'm Giving This Song A Drawn Out Name Because reviews
Secondary title-Making The Silent Scream. Don't be fooled by the ridiculous title. This song takes out a few of my frustrations on things in life as well as expressing some of my deepest regrets and strongest emotions. Enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 388 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-15-09 - Complete
40. Scum of The Earth » reviews
An emotional, gripping, and blatantly honest depiction of the turmoils and trials of the underclass teenager. Capturing both the hilarity and the tragedy that haunts the lives of those society would like not only to fail, but to fade away.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,606 - Reviews: 12 - Updated: 12-21-08 - Published: 6-20-08
41. Goodnight My Lost reviews
It's not unknown that a lot of people are rejected by society and those around them. This is for those people, and especially those who still refuse to give in no matter what pressures are crushing in around them. Enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-26-08 - Complete
42. Revolver » reviews
Zeck lived a simple life, but a good life. How could he possibly expect a psychotic dragon to swoop down and destroy what little he had? So now, with only a single revolver, Zeck is going to find the only thing he has left, revenge. T for gore, swearing.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Adventure - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,198 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 11-21-08 - Published: 1-20-08 - Complete
43. Glass Box reviews
Rain lived a normal life. The life of a high-school graduate with a mediocre apprenticeship, but one badly-placed comment to a street mime will bring him into a terror he cannot believe, and to a fate worse than death. T for violence, language, and mimes.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,892 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11-5-08 - Complete
44. Handprints reviews
Baby, goodnight... I'll be alright.' A song about one of the most debatable concepts of our time, ghosts. About losing the one person in this world you love most... But not entirely.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-26-08 - Complete
45. Amen To That » reviews
This is a song that you may or may definitely not like. It's very short, but briefly points out a few frustrations I have about religion in general.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 734 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-23-08 - Published: 9-22-08 - Complete
46. Fragments reviews
A song about losing things not because of outside influence, but through your own stupid mistakes, and about having to move on after going through hell. It's not as hard as it looks, long as you lose your soul along the way.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-18-08 - Complete
47. DethWind reviews
The corpse-breath shakes the dried bones! You've lost yourself and it shows!" A metal song about the rejected inheriting the Earth at it's next turning point, and the rich dying as the things they rely on crumble. Enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-18-08 - Complete
48. Fluffers and the Continuous Clutch of the Claw reviews
This is the stuff I used to write in public school shined up and edited, of course. This got me writing in the first place, so for all you fans of my other stuff, you might want to check this out and see how I've changed. Enjoy!
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,963 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-12-08
49. The Snowman's Lament reviews
A song that I plan to have as an intro to my first record if I throw a band together. The lyrics make it look like a softer song, and the vocals kind of are, but I plan tto have crazy instrumental backing to it. It's about being cold, and wanting the sun.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 374 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-5-08 - Complete
50. The Steel Sepulcher reviews
Places you never thought you'd go, and things you never thought you'd see. I'll bring you there, and I'll show you them all. Into the sepulcher, into yourself...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 362 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-8-08 - Complete
51. shadows on the pavement reviews
Newly edited and twice as good as before. Formerly Liquid Shadows. Note that the uncapitalized title is intentional, and I do in fact know about punctuation and grammar and all that. Enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-31-08 - Complete
52. Pages Of Nightmare » reviews
The lives of several diverse protagonists are thrust together as an unholy relic emerges in a deserted city. Now, can they find the answer before the wishes of a mystery antagonist are granted? Or will the line between right and wrong prove too blurred?
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,209 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 5-14-08 - Published: 4-1-07
53. Obsidian reviews
A song about despair. Another of the series of softer, sadder songs I've managed to whip up in the past couple of weeks. Another one may be coming soon, but for now, you'll have to put up with this one.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-7-08 - Complete
54. Our Eulogy reviews
A song that reflects a lot of my regrets and losses. Some things are just over too fast for you to notice how important they really are. One of my favorites.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 401 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-4-08 - Complete
55. Forever's Never Long Enough reviews
Some people enjoy using the word pessimist to describe people who apparently can't, 'look on the bright side', but nowadays, the word pessimist may as well mean truth. Look around, is there any bright side here? If you get my meaning, this one's for you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-21-08 - Complete
56. Your Gaze reviews
Well, I completely changed this song, and made it into something a lot better, if not a bit more depressing. It's about letting go of the one person that can make your life mean something, just to make her happy. Taken from a sickeningly real experience.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-22-08 - Complete
57. Calamity reviews
A song thats about a lot of things, but mostly about trying to beat your worst enemy, yourself, and everything you've been through. Sometimes we can't do it alone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-5-08 - Complete
58. Wake The Dead reviews
An experimental song of mine that takes rap and metal and tosses them together. Obviously inspired by Linkin Park, but I'd ike to think there's a bit of my own style to it. Enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 401 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-28-07 - Complete
59. The Nonconformist's Lament reviews
Well, the title pretty much sums it up, though it really doesn't have a general theme. One of my personal favorites, so hopefully you enjoy reading it like I enjoyed writing it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-21-07 - Complete
60. My Savior reviews
Second crack at a love song, which I think turned out a bit better than the first. Not really related to aspects of my life, which strikes me as kind of funny, considering the depth of it. Lacks swearing, I know, a miracle. Hope you all like it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-6-07 - Complete
61. Done reviews
Another of my songs. It's about resignation. If someone doesn't want to be helped, why help them? T for language.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-5-07 - Complete
62. To Overcome Thyself reviews
A sad, angry song about the toughest battle you'll fight. The one inside. Enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-19-07 - Complete
63. I Tried reviews
A love song that differs from my normal stuff. More upbeat. Another experimental. I personally like it. T for mild swearing.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-18-07 - Complete
64. Comprehensive Agony reviews
Resilience and endurance are the theme of this song. Intended for a wrestling brand theme, but there's more to it than that. T, because it's for more mature readers. No language, though.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-22-07 - Complete
65. Mercy Lies reviews
An older song of mine I just found and touched up. I think it turned out nice. Another soft one, that is close to my heart.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-11-07 - Complete
66. Vicegrip Memories reviews
A song about being incapable of moving on. That's really all I have to say about it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-4-07 - Complete
67. Exist To Resist reviews
Something I came up with on the way home from my Moms. I just got caught up in a bit of bad memories and needed some motivation. Basically about not accepting what people push on you, and just going with what makes you, well, you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-22-07 - Complete
68. Tiles » reviews
COMPLETE: They built a house. They lived in it, and now that they've encountered Darkford counties darkest secret, they're probably going to die in it. It's not a ghost, not a zombie, not a monster. It's the town of Summers, and it's hungry. M for gore.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,769 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 5-21-07 - Published: 5-8-07 - Complete
69. IntraDestructive reviews
As you can see, the name is poking fun at the term, 'Intrapersonal' Meaning good with people. Yeah. Anyways, definitely harder, so if your fans of Shotgun Therapy, and Chainsaw Mentality, this one is for you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-2-07 - Complete
70. Headbutts and Hangovers reviews
To the people I left behind in Thamesville, Bothwell and Dresden. This is my way of apologizing for not appreciating the years I spent there like I should have.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-16-07 - Complete
71. Fifteen reviews
Fifteen, the amount of years I've taken up space upon the Earth, and the name of this song. Style: Punk, Alternative
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-29-07 - Complete
72. Shotgun Therapy reviews
No hope, this treatment will cure me. For your sake, I'll use shotgun therapy." A song about the last resort, with my own twist to it. I thought of the title first and then the song came naturally. It's been completely changed, so reread as well.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-21-07 - Complete
73. Empathetic reviews
Another soft song by me. Surprise! Kind of experimental, so people can tell me which I'm better with, soft or hard. It's about understanding people actually hurting instead of helping, and losing those you love because of it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-18-07 - Complete
74. When The Saints March Out reviews
No more heroes, no more morals. This is what our societys become! This song has a very MCR feel to it. Style: Punk
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-22-07 - Complete
75. Crimson Kiss reviews
A song about a love I never got to feel. Not much to say in my summary, but its a good one. Read it if you will.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-20-07 - Complete
76. Hardly reviews
A song about how all we backdrop people feel every day, about our insignificant, pointless existences. Not my greatest work, but it's another song that speaks its originality.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-15-07 - Complete
77. Chainsaw Mentality reviews
Ever thought you were a happy person? Ever had that assumption shattered into a thousand pieces in front of you? This is written in a haze of anger, as will become obvious. Style: Metal, Screamo
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-9-07 - Complete
78. Concerto To Inferno reviews
An intro metal song for my Ode To Nothing album plan. I actually can hear the music for this in my head, too. Kind of a violin and guitar head to head thing. Anyways, enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-7-07 - Complete
79. In Hell I'll Stay reviews
A regretful passage about my leaving one Hell for another. But the first hell has her.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-21-07 - Complete
80. Ode To Nothing reviews
It's about speaking, and never being heard. It's about screaming and being ignored. It reflects me, and I hope to God it doesn't reflect you, too. Style: Alternative
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-18-07 - Complete
81. Barbed Wire reviews
Inspired by the bloody, wastes of human life we call wars. The idea came from a friend of mine who deserves some credit. This is for everyone who died so needlessly, for a cause that wasn't theirs. Style: Punk, Screamo
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-17-07 - Complete
82. Smile and Nod reviews
Ever been pushed around so long and didn't notice it? Until one day you snap out of it and realise, what the hell? This is for you, and me, and everyone else with this problem. Style: Punk.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-16-07 - Complete
83. Volcanic reviews
Something I concocted one day. Just some vented rage about how unfair the system is, and how people judge before they really know. Sometimes we just want to be more than another face in a swarm of conformity. Style: Punk
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-11-07 - Complete
84. Death Of The Backdrop reviews
The first song I ever wrote, completely redone. Still maintains the old theme, but the lyrics have been made a little better. Used to be Mixed Emotions, in case you see this on your list and become confused. Anyways, enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 425 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-23-06 - Complete
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