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Author has written 44 stories for Young Adult, Love, Life, Friendship, and Romance. Name: Marla Age: 19 ( Birthday: May 25, 1990) Height 5'6 Martial Status: Taken! Orientation: Lesbian Year in Highschool: Graduated! Eye color: Chestnut brown Hair color: Black Journal Website: http://forgivenwords.livejournal.com/ fanfiction website: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/410814/Candence_Of_Her_Last_Breath I enjoy pairings of many kinds. I don't care if it's yuri, or yaoi. I also hope you enjoy my fiction(s). I decided to start up again. This time I won't disappear, if I can help it xD. But, I have to warn you, in the future, my fanfictions will (most likely, not always) have the main character going through a difficult but depressing situation. I know my grammar isn't the best, but I have come a far way ever since I started witing in '02. I hope to continue to improve, which I will. I won't stop writing yet. I am aspiring to be a novelist, or a journalist, if I cannot succeed at the latter. Writing has always been a huge part of my life. Lately, I have been writing poetry and songs. If you wish to label me, I suppose I can be called a 'gothic' person due to my tendencies, habits, and style. I am a very pessimistic person, and often, I do not wish to see the bright side of life. Sometimes this reflects in my writing. I am really sorry if it saddens you, but that is just my world. I am a very nice person to those who are nice as well. If you want to contact me, you can at Swordgoddess16@aol.com Or these messangers: YIM: SaddenedTears (I am not on this one very much) MSN: SangoChan16@aol.com AIM: Swordgoddess16, LadyGinchiyo, or Female Eiri Yuki Here are some of the fandoms I like, and pairings. Not in any particular order, of course. I love them all equally. Anime/Manga: Gravitation - Shuichi/Yuki Shuichi/Hiroshi Mika/Seiguchi Yuki/Hiroshi (Um, don't ask about this one...) Inuyasha - Inuyasha/Kagome (Yes I know, the traditional mainstream pairing. Sorry, but I just think it's so sweet. xD) Sesshoumaru/Sango: A demon and a demon slayer. I love forbidden pairings :3 Sesshoumaru/Kagura (They are so cute together as well. Such a tragic pairing D:) Sango/Naraku (This pairing amazes me. Yes, I know, he did destroy her village, but who is to say she can't forgive him? And he's seen way more of her than Miroku ever has ((or ever will, xD)). As you can tell, I'm not a Miroku fan. I used to adore the Miroku/Sango pairing, but I believe Sango deserves someone better than that pervert. I realized that some time ago. I believe that Naraku has more manners than he ever would). Sango/Kagome: (I enjoy this pairing as well. If you notice, both of them take good care of one another in dire situations). Wrath of the Ninja Ayame(or her alias, Ayanosuke)/Sakon: (Beautiful, but sad, pairing. This one is such a beautiful, tragic love) Basilisk Oboro/Gennosuke Hotarubi/Yashamaru Samurai X/Rurouni Kenshin Aoishi/Miao Kenshin/Tomoe Wolf’s Rain: Kiba/Hige Toboe/Tsume Blue/Anyone Pretear: Hayate/Himeno Samurai Champloo Jin/Fuu Revolutionary Girl Utena Utena/Anthy Juri/Shiori Touga/Saiyonji Ranma 1/2 Akane/Ranma Ryoga/Ukyo Ryoga/Ranma Big O Roger/Dorothy Mirage of Blaze Takaya/Naoe Yu Yu Hakusho Kurama/Keiko Loveless Ritsuka/Soubi FAKE Ryo/Dee Fushigi Yuugi Hotohori/Miaka Nuriko/Miaka Tamahome/Nakago Nakago/Miaka Vampire Hunter D Doris/D Vampire Princess Miyu Larva/Miyu Boys Over Flowers Tsukasa/Tsukushi Saikano Shuji/Chise Kannazuki no Miko Himeko/Chikane Cowboy Bebop Faye/Spike Nana Hachi/Nana | |||||||
1. Still Bleeding reviews/I hate Nadia for doing this to me. For leaving me. Yet I still love her beautiful soul. I long for her embrace in a world where everyone is equal and no one looks down on you for being in love with a girl./ Lesbian short that I wrote some time ago.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 569 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-26-09 - Complete2. My Fair Juliet reviewsBe safe my fair Juliet, until we meet again.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-26-09 - Complete3. Your WingsI swallow the sun and give you life/saying your goodbyes to the day,/you can find eternal hope without strife.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Published: 3-26-09 - Complete4. Craving YouThey're whispering, but they can't stop my love for you.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Published: 3-26-09 - Complete5. Where I Will Be reviewsI will become, your sanctuary; I will become the night sky under your elegant eyes, I will become all you've been searching for, I will be all you've seen me to be; Where you live, is where I will be...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-17-08 - Complete6. ParadiseI'll protect you, from all around you, there's no need to tell anyone, When this is all our dream; I love you, the savior of my soul, and oh! it's so easy to love you.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 7-15-08 - Complete7. The Poet and Her AngelLiving together in a perfect world, The Poet and Her Angel, Flying high, above all their enemies, sweet angel, you are the only one for me.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 7-15-08 - Complete8. Wasted LiesWhat if I told you, of the illusion, tainted smiles. What if I told you, I didn't care any? Crimson tears from these fateful moments. What if I told you, that I knew of your carefully crafted deception? Written for my ex, DarkCadence.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 895 - Published: 7-12-08 - Complete9. YouYou are my stars, the goddess beside me; kiss me, take me to heaven. Bare my soul, bring me back home. Written for my new girlfriend.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 7-7-08 - Complete10. Rid of You reviewsI trusted all of the lies, you so casually breathed. Taking me, turning me into someone I barely could believe. I'm rid of you. Written for my ex.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-7-08 - Complete11. Yeah reviewsYeah I know I'm jaded. Did you just figure that out now? Written for my ex.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-30-08 - Complete12. No MoreIf only you could see, now see, who I've come to be: A person who isn't your puppet, a mound of clay to for your pleasure to mold, no more tears, will be shed. Written for my ex DarkCadence.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 6-30-08 - Complete13. Puppet reviewsTighten the strings and force me to dance, your dance, your curse, the blood of your ire. I am your Puppet in your unyielding control abused and broken. severed limbs lying by your feet, the Puppet still remains in your stringsPoetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-30-08 - Complete14. Breaking the Pain reviewsOne day, you'll understand, it is not I. Who lived behind a mask, to hide the emotions inside? Don't lie for your own sake, let us go on by;The demon to breathe her last, asking to let the past remain passed. Written for my ex, DarkCadence.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 534 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete15. Lost From WithinI am lost in a place of freedom, creativity, where a woman's mind is not allowed. Lost from within, waiting for the end.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete16. CompleteI spent many long years searching, getting in trouble and strife. Then one miraculous, beautiful day, you walked into my life. Written for my new girlfriennd.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete17. I won'tThe sun will shine for tomorrow, smile and head held high, toward the rising sun a new era will begin with sunflowers and sunshine - a new door opens.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete18. A New TimeThe writer smiles with hope for the future, unsure. That she won't live her life alone - but with the person who helped her find her own. Written for my new girlfriend.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete19. Letting GoYeah, I'm going to let go. So fast, you'll never know.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete20. You Are NothingYou a not me, you are an enemy," "I will always be within you," "Perhaps, but I won't let you win,"Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete21. Don't Look Back reviewsSave your heart - sing a new song, and don't leave in fear of being of being wrong. Written for my ex.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete22. Clever LiesWhat we had is forever lost; don't lie to me - I can see right through you.About my ex.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete23. I can't really say reviewsI can't say I'm sorry. Forgive me, but I'm not. Written for my ex DarkCadence.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete24. Blame It On MeIn these short times, life is precious. Tomorrow is today, and today is tomorrow. This time, I'm going to breathe. Written for my ex, DarkCadence.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete25. Alone reviewsHide, run, screech. Run like a coward! Alone, like I am! Written for my ex.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete26. Ivory LightThe candle of hope amends with the darkness. Ivory returns; scarcely shielded by her ivory light.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 435 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete27. No Hope LeftHope is a cry, just like that world. Hope is gone, sickened by the hearts of men; Hope is dying, and wishing you were alive. The world is a lie.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete28. Untitled HeartPain, anger, loneliness, all gone; only to be filled with happiness and relief, by you.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete29. LiarI was wrong, you were wrong. It was all so wrong.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete30. Empty reviewsWords were once a powerful tool. Although unnecessary, humanity chose a new way to end tomorrowPoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-29-08 - Complete31. Just Another Girl reviewsTo go insane, suffer from pain, Nobody important, just me, The ice queenPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-25-08 - Complete32. Amaranth: A Love Story » reviewsA demon slayer and a demon queen meet each other in what should be the final moments of their lives. But one simple question, one small act is about to change their fates forever. A Lesbian love story.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,501 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-31-08 - Published: 3-30-0833. Anytime reviewsNo matter what it takes I'll see it through do anything, to get to you, anywhere anytime. I'll love you for eternity when tomorrow disappears. Written for the lying DarkCadence.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-27-0834. Waiting reviewsFor so long, I've been patiently waiting during dawn, for how many hours, days, are unknown. Night before dawn is our only time. I'd give my heart away to be with you.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-24-08 - Complete35. BrokenI've watched myself sinking into a murky cloud of darkness, How long will it be until I am swallowed up whole?Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 3-24-08 - Complete36. Our ComfortsAnd I will not repent because of this "sin", Because I am in love. Hate is wrong, Hate and judgment made by those who will never understand.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Published: 3-24-08 - Complete37. GoneCrimson has been flowing forever from my inner wounds. There has to be something more to this life. Words with meaning, and a life that isn't so misleading!Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 3-24-08 - Complete38. Untitled FeelingsUnable to dash away the remnants of pain, I have long since struggled to remain sane. Why is it I long to resist?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 3-24-0839. SilenceThese words, will never be heard. Until the end, when I become void of all but silence. Who could I be? Who do you want me to be? Written during a time when a friend and I were arguing.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Published: 3-24-08 - Complete40. Breathe reviewsBreathe into me, and make me feel. Written for DarkCadence.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-24-08 - Complete41. Broken Heart reviewsWould you do it with me? Change the stars and heal my scars?Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-20-08 - Complete42. Never Alone reviewsWe were never meant to be alone..souless and heartless. A light that I thought I was never to know In my mind were voices that called your name Edited.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-8-08 - Complete43. Time and You reviewsI never knew how I lived before you; I thought I was forever trapped in a sea of endless sorrow.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-4-0744. Shadow reviewsA girl is walking alone minding her business on Halloween night, and is attacked. Questionable events follow. First Chapter Edited again :D.R&R, my first original fiction!Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,936 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-15-06