Wow, it's been a long time since I've updated this thing. My name is Chez. And before you read anything about me (or my stories) you should know that I write dark things. Most of my stories will probably be angsty because that what I do best. I am best at ruining a person's life. When reading something of mine you may find yourself saying "That's horrible, how could you let that happen to that person?" (like if you've ever read Pain, Blood, and Fangs which was taken down because I wrote it a long time ago when I was really bad . . . . . really .. .. . . bad) And, that is also the type of stories that I really enjoy reading. If you read down about why I wrote the stories (Or why I wrote them the way I did) you will find that that most of them have a specific purpose. That may be normal, it may not be, I'm not sure. Oh, and also, I have a knack for talking way too much . . . . as you can see with how long my profile is. ha. So, questions, comments? PM me. No, onward with whatever you're here for.
Favorie Books: Well, I'm such a book worm, I can't pick very many faveorite books. I'll tell you a good seris though. It's called Birth of the Firebringer I picked it up, because I'm a pyro (in love with fire) and looked at the front cover. It had a unicorn. I'm also a big horse fan, so I'm happy. At first, I thought it was going to be really gay, and little kidish, but it's not. The unicorns are warriors, bound to their sacred Ring. It's got a execellent plot, and many many surprises. They were so well written, I got depressed that I could never write like Marideth Ann Peirce did. But then I got over it. If you're interested, know this. The books are FILLED with detail, making it seem kind of slow to read, but well worth while. Maybe it would be worth checking out? I also rate books after i read them, and i will say that the only book that I have ever rated a five star(The top rating) is That Was Then, This is Now by S.E. Hinton. i personally think that she is a grand author
Current Books Being Read: Well, i was reading Thomas Harris's Red Dragon but it just so happens that I lost it at school. But now I have another copy of it, and . . . . I need to start reading it again. haha. But the book that I am reading now is actually a book about seriel killers. It's called The Serial Killer Files but I forgot who wrote it. PM me and ask if you want to know, because I'm too lazy to look it up now.
Favorite Movie: Ghost Rider for sure. My mother took me and a friend to go see it in the theater and it has the absolute BEST graphics I've ever seen. But, honestly, I like a LOT of movies. haha.
Stories: Ok, now we get to the part you guys probably want to know. I currently have five finished one-shots. They are, with descirtions
A Dark Memory starts of with another character that I write with ms Megan_S_Lox who's name is Derec. Derec is also a vampire, and he wants to show his soulmate just how bad he could be. The story is himself sharing a memory with his mate.
Fluffy and Fearsome is just a little thing I wrote to make fun of myself. It's an inside joke because I'm a big vampire fanatic, and I'm scared of (not really scared of though, just dislike) -wait, I can't tell you. It would ruin the story. It's supposed to be suspence. If you wanna know what it is, you must read the story. It's only 537 words long, conpared to my 3205 word long chapter of a story. Yes, it's short.
For You, My Love was something I wrote at night, really late at night. I just had the plot in my head, and I had to get it down. It's short and sweet. It's a small 271 word thing. I personally think I need to edit it, and put more interesting dialouge in, but the story wasn't about the dialouge. It was about me trying to get detailed in my imagry.
Good Bye is a one-shot that contains characters from a story that I write with my friend Megan_S_Lox (That's her penname on here) It's about two gay lovers (they're married) who are vampires and have had about 4 kids together (By magic) and the 4 kids all have magical abilities and they are destroying the world. This is their saying good bye, knowing they won't see eachother in a long time, if ever.
Unexpected Savior is like a sequal to A Dark Memory, but it isn't really. I tried to write it in Ryan's point of veiw and how he was dying and all. So if it's really crappy, that's why.
Those were my one-shots. Check them out if you want to, I really don't care.
I also have four poams up. They are
All I Deserve was another thing I wrote for my ex (While we were stil together) when I was really depressed. We talked about commiting suicide with eachother because we both hated our lives. I wrote a story about it, but I deleted it. I don't know why, I loved that story. Sigh All I Deserve is basically me saying that he's too good for me, and even if we did commit suicide together, we would end up in seperate places.
D Y L A N I was pissed at my friend Dylan. The last five lines spell out his name (If you look at the first word of each line)
To Hell First thing you must know, I'm a Christian. But I don't think I'm going to Heaven. That should explain it.
Hush My Little Baby My morbidness stricks again. Why is it when I'm trying to write poetry and I'm not depressed it always turns out morbid? Oh wait, it always turns out morbid anyway. XP I'm messed up, dude.
I Never Thought I Could Cut Title says it all. Don't judge me. It was only once . . . . . though it was about 3 weeks again and the mark is still there. What's up with that?
I'm Sorry isn't really a poem, but I'm going to fit it in here. I'm not going to give you the whole story, but I basically fucked up big time. I seem to do that a lot. -sigh- It's actually more of a song that I wrote. I kind of have a tune to it as well. If I could sing better, maybe I'd record it and put it on youtube. But, my singing sucks, so that won't happen.
Nothing is as it seems: The Poem Portion (Taken down) Honestly, I have no idea. The idea just struck me one day when my anger was growling in my chest. i wanted to write something dark, and painful, and bloodfilled (Like most of my other works haha.) Besides, I love little unexpected twists, and I wanted to work on my poem writting (Which is really really bad I think.) (((((Put back up but is now called Midnight Surprise as I had origionally planned.)))))
OCD is just something about Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. I seriously think I have it, but if I do, it's not that bad. I'm wanting to go to a psychiatrist (for many reasons, one being that that's what I want to go to school for) to see if I do have anything wrong with me.
Oh Mother Dear Twisted nursry rhyme. What more is there?
You Could which I wrote about my ex, basically saying that he could do anything to me, and I couldn't hate him, no matter what he did. I wrote this after we broke up, because he thought I hated him, but I never did. And now that I let him read it, he thinks I want to hate him- which I did. The pain of loving him hurt too much, so I tried to replace it with hatred. It didn't work. I caved into myself.
About my two depressing poems, you probably think I'm a depressed little person don't you? Well, I was but I'm not anymore. I wrote them in waning November 2006 and possibly even before that. I am a relatively happy little person now, though it's really easy to bring me down. I have very violent moodswings and an aweful temper worthy of being called pyroclastic (A term for the way a type of volcano erupts in 'explosions and fire.') Just saying one little thing can set it off and ruin my day.
Alright, I also have three stories that I'm working on. They are
Cold A little idea that I came up with. I may never finish it. Or work on it ever again. Yeah.
Master haha, chapter 9 is up, and this story is actually thriving. I'm so excited, I've never had a story with so much feeedback. It makes me very very happy. i started Master because of some stupid thing that I did that no one but myself and one other person in the world know about. i wish I could take my mistake back, but you can't go back in time. But I'm living with it. This story is kind of a way to say to myself "you can't forget what you did in the past. if you do, you can't be who you are." you know? haha. Jacinek is amazing. I love him. Must draw.
Mythics is my favorite story out of all or them that I have written (even though master is starting to catch up.) It is also the only story that I have ever finished. I'm putting it back up, because . . . . . . well, i love it. But now I have a new twist to it. I will NOT update until I have five reveiws on it after posting the next chapter. So, if I have 1,000 reveiws by the third chapter I won't update until I have 1,005 reveiws. even if that means waiting 1,007,600 years. (These figures are estimated by the insanly accurate mind of Chez's puppy.) The story is pretty much about a boy who moves to a town, makes some supernatural friends, and gets dragged into a war. Crazy, eh? UPDATE: I got fed up with waiting and posted. Screw the dog's mind!! he's wrong.
The New Pup Surprise, Surprise, also based on something stupid that i did that I can never forget. But that's how i work. may continue it, because I really like where the feel was, but I can only do that if I can think of a plot for it. maybe I just need to start writting it out like I did with Master, and just let a plot form before my feet. haha. Even if it does take 6 and 1/2 chapters. Anyway. if you would like to see it continued, tell me.
Pain, Blood, and Fangs I'm thinking about taking this one down because I've only got four reveiws to it...that could be my fault though. I've pretty much stopped writting on it, because there's no real purpose. Tetsume, the main chracter, is a character in a joint story my friends and I work on. He has a horrible past, and that's what Pain, Blood, and Fangs is; his past. Update, I did take this one down. It's really crappy, I realized one day, so if anyone wants me to put it up again, or something, please just PM me. I'll do it. UPDATE: I haven't touched this story since i've taken it down. And probably won't because all of Tetsume's past (Which is very long and horrific) is in my dark little twisted mind, and I don't think I need to write it down on paper/microsoft word. I mean, I've rememebered it for over 2 years, why would I forget it now. UPDATE: I may write it down again, only make it better wince I've gotten better at writting.
Reminiscence The sequal to Mythics. That's all I'm saying. I'm actually planning this one out, so maybe it turns out better.
And plus all that, I also have many many more plots. I have them all saved on my computer. And some in notebooks.
Ok, now that I've told you of my stories, I want to tell you the kind of stories I like. I like horror, suspence, romance, fantasy, some comedy, and most fiction. The big turn ons for me in a story, are vampires, slash or boy/boy relationships (just gotta love that slash) dark romance. I like stories in all points of view, but if I've read a lot of first person stories, I probably won't really go for third person point of veiw stories, and vice versa. It's the same thing with second person point of veiw. Uhh...yeah, i basically like any type of stories, but the hardest part for me is starting to read them. it's hard for me to read stories that don't have an interesting beginning, but I try anyway
Also, I was once bad about not reveiwing any stories that I read. Now I have learned from my mistakes in the past because I have stories of my own up and they don't get near the attention as I would like them to (minus Master) Oh, and (I'm not supposed to do this because of my parents, but) if you have any questions, and you don't have a fp account, you can E-mail me at alancarolracey@msn.com if you decide to do that, please tell me who you are, and that you found me on fp, because I get confused really easily. haha.
Right, that's me. I can't think of anything else to put. If something changes, I'll be the first to let you know . . . . . maybe
~Chez~
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