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since: 12-16-06, id: 550305, Profile Updated: 11-17-09
country: Singapore
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Author has written 63 stories for Love, War, General, Life, Fantasy, Friendship, Spiritual, Fantasy, Family, General, Horror, Romance, School, Song, Essay, and Supernatural.

~ Hope dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption... ~ Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional

I'm a proud Singaporean. 17. Aries. 5 feet 7, which is pretty tall by our standards, thank you very much. Guilty of addictions to music, chocolates, strawberries, literature, blood, tears and rain.

The only ways I know to express myself are words, blood and tears. I'm hoping that I can pull through this long-drawn suffering, and I'm hoping I can pull through with help. From Him, from you, from those who were there right from the beginning and from those who will be here for me this moment on. Daring to hope, but fearing to hurt.

~ Just how thin is that thin line between sanity and insanity? Because I think I've crossed it. Funny how you don't know how close you are to the line until you actually cross it... ~

17/11: Chapter 19 of Hybrid Theory is up! (It's actually the 18th now, since it's 1.26AM, but what the hey, I updated it before midnight.)

I know it's a little too much to ask right now, but I really hope my Hybriders will return, or grow in number. I'm honestly trying to return to my fortnightly schedule, and since it's the holidays I think it's not too much to ask of my muse. Key phrase being I think. If I can't update, I will do my best to inform you guys beforehand.

And one more thing. My mother told me to give up writing altogether until my A Levels are over next year. We were never close, in fact sometimes I daresay I hate her, but it still hurt to know that she doesn't realize exactly how important writing is to me. Yeah, she means well, but I can't do that. I can't. I did that last year, for the sake of my O Levels, but that took so much out of me. I know this sounds dramatic, but writing is what keeps me alive and sane.

Of course, I'm not going to listen. So do expect updates for my ongoing projects.

PS. I've been re-introduced to Jason Mraz recently and let me tell you, he rocks.

26/10: Add. Poetry all up. I told you it'd be a whole crapload. My apologies to those who put me on Author Alert, your inbox must be so flooded by my spamming right now.

26/10: 1.30am local time. And Chapter 18 of Hybrid Theory is finally up.

A thousand apologies to every single ex-/current/potential Hybrider out there for the horrible delay. I regret to say that it will definitely happen again. But I don't know yet how long the next delay will be, or when. We'll have to follow the flow.

If you want more info regarding the delay as well as on Hybrid Theory, read the A/N on the bottom of Chapter 18. I tried to make up for the delay, but I don't know if that'll work.

Exhausted and depressed. This is your pathetic writer who assumed she could make it in the literary world.

So much for dreams.

~ Keep the dreams on fire no matter how much they hurt. ~

Ideas

1) The Broken Connection ~ When twins say they can feel each other, don't doubt them for even a second. Two lives might just be at stake. If you've never believed in telepathy, Kay and Adel will change your mind. Spiritual, family, grief, slight romance. Rewriting but on hiatus

2) The Hybrid Theory ~ The thing about hybrids is that they have divided loyalties. Which werewolf wouldn't fight with a vampire? Instinct always wins... So how do you not betray yourself - and stay alive? Romance, supernatural. C19 up

3) ImPulse ~ Vampire twins, part of a secret organization and right in the heart of a mission that doesn't seem to be ending as well as they thought it would. When revenge blurs the lines between personal and professional, when love interferes with the fight between good and evil... Everything changes. Even 250 year old vampires. Romance, supernatural. To be rewritten after HT as sequel

4) Remember ~ A collection of stories based on true events that have changed the world as people once knew it. Momentum I, Part I 50 percent complete. Note: each Momentum (or event, if you wanna be straightforward) should have no more than 3 parts. A little bit of every genre, so it's general. To be rewritten after HT, IP, and my 'A' Levels

5) Red Towns Oneshot special for Jax and Carla Blackthorn. How the twins came to be. When you don't know the hearts of who hates and loves you, remember that nothing is what it seems. Family, supernatural, angst. Half-written; to be posted halfway through IP

~ Do you believe in the day that you were born? ~ Angels On The Moon by Thriving Ivory

All works under my name are, obviously, mine. Be nice; copyrights are very strictly observed these days. Comments are always welcome, though, so please do.

~ Concern yourself not with whether God is on our side; instead, ask yourself if you are on His side. ~

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1. The Hybrid Theory » reviews
Fights occur among the Unnaturals. They always do; it's in their nature. So what happens when you're a hybrid - caught between the two strongest races of this world? Instinct always wins...
Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 49,994 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 11-16-09 - Published: 2-12-09
2. Shadow reviews
Do you believe in shadows?
Complete - Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,160 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-26-09 - Published: 10-26-09
3. Depressions: Untitled » reviews
Poems written at the down part of my depression cycles. Possibly the longest cycle; July - October 2009. And it's still not over.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 51 - Words: 5,519 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 10-26-09 - Published: 11-15-08
4. For Us » reviews
Poems meant for him and her, for you and me, for the couples who were, are, will be, should be and could've been. Love or lack thereof, in the only summaries I can give.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 2,365 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 10-26-09 - Published: 5-9-09
5. Nights »
The nights were long, but not long enough.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,255 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-28-09 - Published: 2-28-09
6. Just By Being You
I fell in love... because you're you.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-15-08 - Published: 11-15-08
7. Falling Through reviews
What we pray for is to forget, to erase our minds of agony and despair...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-14-08 - Published: 11-14-08
8. Daybreak reviews
For tragedy's end, only wait for the day to break once more.
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-13-08 - Published: 11-13-08
9. Grief reviews
Will atrophy desist and backtrack to the beginning?
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-13-08 - Published: 11-13-08
10. Dimensions reviews
In another life, he might have existed. In another life, she might have been real...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-13-08 - Published: 11-13-08
11. Depression: Confession reviews
Make your decision: will death come for you, or will you choose to meet it yourself? ONESHOT.
Complete - Spiritual - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 876 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-8-08 - Published: 10-8-08
12. Broken Eyes reviews
Keep me alive; breathe in my world of broken eyes.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-27-08 - Published: 5-27-08
13. Would You? reviews
Would you have done what you do if you loved me?
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-27-08 - Published: 5-27-08
14. Poison Pen reviews
Let the words flow in your conglomerations of hate and fury.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-27-08 - Published: 5-27-08
15. Smalltown Romance reviews
Remember the nights we used to wonder why the stars would never falter, even when our sun still shines?
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-26-08 - Published: 5-26-08
16. Dreams reviews
I used to share the same dreams with my sister. ONESHOT.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Family/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,216 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-17-08 - Published: 4-17-08
17. Tears of a Seasoned Dreamer reviews
Dream, reality, nightmare, living hell, they exist in the eyes of the ones who believe. Truth or memory? Knowledge or wisdom? Partly non-fiction. ONESHOT.
Complete - Spiritual - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,094 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-6-08 - Published: 4-6-08
18. Heartbreak reviews
Baby, we've gone so far... But now, we're too far gone.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-6-08 - Published: 4-6-08
19. Random Lovers of the Broken Kind reviews
Two lives in a story of love and pain, in a world where nothing is right and everything has its twist. Random? Not really.
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,950 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-6-08 - Published: 4-6-08
20. Differences reviews
The differences I've made throughout my years. This is FICTION, by the way. I've never done this before, and I don't suppose I intend to in the future. Somewhat funny, I guess. ONESHOT.
Complete - Essay - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,277 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-22-08 - Published: 3-22-08
21. Watching You reviews
They never got the time to say, "I saw love in your eyes."
Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-10-08 - Published: 3-10-08
22. Release reviews
We're searching for release, my coven and I, and so it must be that you become our sacrifices. We've loved you for so long, and we cannot forget. Will you not grant us this one last wish? ONESHOT.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 760 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-10-08 - Published: 2-10-08
23. Truths reviews
I've told you what I needed to hear for myself. Now help me, help me seek your truth and we can dissect the unspoken between us. [I've told her my secret truth, one of many in the darker side of life. Is she still believing?]
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-5-08 - Published: 2-5-08
24. Heal »
There's action and reaction, cause and consequence, effect and countereffect, and it's all in our eyes as we struggle to heal. We're being punished, but I'm doing nothing to stop her from being taken as she's stopped me. TWO-PART ONESHOT.
Complete - Spiritual - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,057 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-29-08 - Published: 1-29-08
25. Keep Going On reviews
Hold the grief and embrace the tears, and when it all ends, just move on.
Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-19-08 - Published: 1-19-08
26. Lucas reviews
As the present World Order was established, so it will fall. Now that it has, Lucas comes by his master's word. What good comes of a destined ending... of death? ONESHOT.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,267 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-8-08 - Published: 1-8-08
27. White Space reviews
Darkness is the absence of light. Entropy is the absence of organization. White is the absence of colour.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-24-07 - Published: 12-24-07
28. Last Breath
She's been gone for a long time now. But here comes her last breath at last.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-24-07 - Published: 12-24-07
29. Solo Gathering reviews
Time, space, love, hate, we are a chorus under the wing of my solo song.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-30-07 - Published: 11-30-07
30. Only Once reviews
My innocence, taken away, because of that only once you swore you would do it.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-30-07 - Published: 11-30-07
31. Guardian reviews
She was sinking, slowly descending into the depths of oblivion, and she never wanted to leave it. ONESHOT.
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,825 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-14-07 - Published: 10-14-07
32. Primum Non Nocere reviews
First, do no harm. He lied to me.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-12-07 - Published: 10-12-07
33. Dream Years reviews
The chronicles of dreams in a boy's lifetime.
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 417 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-12-07 - Published: 10-12-07
34. Judging Exhaustions reviews
Mockery fuels the devil as he whispers of failure.
Complete - School - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-11-07 - Published: 10-11-07
35. First Impressions reviews
Mira's the epitome of outcast in the systems of society. Caleb's the wealthy boy with the tendency to have more depth in him than anyone ever noticed. Their first impressions of each other will lead them into changing the world. ONESHOT.
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 921 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-9-07 - Published: 10-9-07
36. Devil's Insanity reviews
We are in the hands of the Devil, and there's nothing we can do to stop him. This is retribution, punishment, because we never ever listened. ONESHOT.
Complete - Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 897 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-7-07 - Published: 9-7-07
37. His Becoming reviews
He didn't want to die, but she wouldn't let him go. Control shifts from one to another, until his becoming is left in the clutches of cruelty. ONESHOT.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,697 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-07 - Published: 9-4-07
38. The Dead And The Dying reviews
Leave it, leave it. Leave my life alone.
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-29-07 - Published: 8-29-07
39. Leaving You
I leave this at your ear for when you wake connotating my simple goodbye.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-29-07 - Published: 8-29-07
40. Merging Undulation
We smear your love and my staid stand into the shadows of crossed beams and into shades of grey in black.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-29-07 - Published: 8-29-07
41. Ancience The Prophecy
And as the sleeping awaken and the living die, so the New Age will come.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-9-07 - Published: 8-9-07
42. Bloodfeast
Try not to struggle too much... It'll only hurt even more.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-9-07 - Published: 8-9-07
43. Nighthunt
And we hunt the night with the prey in hiding, searching and playing while they run to save their lives.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-9-07 - Published: 8-9-07
44. Confession reviews
It's my confession I've held so long, something I never realized was there all along. And there isn't a beginning or an end, just perpetual confessions of raw emotions and thoughts. ONESHOT.
Complete - Spiritual - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,036 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-5-07 - Published: 7-5-07
45. Spite reviews
The rose, prickly yet simple, like the fight that spread and consumed that blended into numbness and spite.
Complete - War - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-5-07 - Published: 7-5-07
46. Burden reviews
He left her right when she needed him the most. Be strong? Yep. She listened to him. But maybe she's going about it the wrong way... ONESHOT.
Complete - Spiritual - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,558 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-30-07 - Published: 4-30-07
47. Holding On reviews
You've been holding on to him for so long, hoping that he'll take you in... Will he? Is he worth the wait?
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-7-07 - Published: 4-7-07
48. Uncertain Standstill reviews
We were once friends, then lovers, and now...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-25-07 - Published: 3-25-07
49. Lost Love
Two soulmates, destined to be together, yet fated to be apart. To Jezebel and Rashel, differences have to matter. ONESHOT.
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,485 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-3-07 - Published: 3-3-07
50. The Day After reviews
Blind people do have dreams. Just look at Crestine. ONESHOT.
Complete - Spiritual - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,130 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-17-07 - Published: 1-17-07
51. Friends reviews
The path to true friendship lies in the search for it and in the commitment we hold dear.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-16-07 - Published: 1-16-07
52. Angel reviews
What do you do when a loved one goes up there, to the end of the road where all paths must meet? Where do you go? How do you move on?
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-9-07 - Published: 1-9-07
53. Sins
It doesn't matter how many times you stand in the rain, nor does it matter how many times you throw yourself into the sea. Your sins are there always, and you just don't clean it off that easily.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-9-07 - Published: 1-9-07
54. Pain reviews
Ever been caged in? Stuck, cornered, where you're so tightly locked up you can hardly breathe? Bet you wished you could be free...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-9-07 - Published: 1-9-07
55. Illusion reviews
What's the difference between reality and illusion? Who's to define where reality ends and illusion begins? And can you really pick yourself up again after you fall?
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-7-07 - Published: 1-7-07
56. Tears Of Time reviews
What happens when you get lost? What happens when the world abandons you?
Complete - Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-5-07 - Published: 1-5-07
57. Peace? reviews
Why is there discrimination? We are born free and equal, and humans shouldn't have the right to change that.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-5-07 - Published: 1-5-07
58. Goodbye reviews
You were my pillar. You supported me. But now you're gone.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-5-07 - Published: 1-5-07
59. Mistakes
The mistakes made are unpardonable, no matter how far you run. Regrets will follow wherever you go. And new environments do not stop the past from catching up.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 536 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-4-07 - Published: 1-4-07
60. Incomprehension reviews
Silence and immobility serves in the passage of time as cruelty beheads all there is to hold dear.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-28-06 - Published: 12-28-06
61. Memories
Memories fade along with time, and the path to recovery will be long and arduous.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-28-06 - Published: 12-28-06
62. War reviews
And they continue to fight, no matter the cause, no matter the consequence, no matter the number of lost lives.
Complete - War - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-28-06 - Published: 12-28-06
63. Between Us
Maybe, just maybe, I've fallen in love with you.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-26-06 - Published: 12-26-06
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