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| M.E. Barstow |
Author has written 81 stories for Politics, Life, Friendship, Love, Humor, Nature, General, Song, Play, and General. I write because I have no other way to express the emotions society feels it is improper for me to have... Most people would find me outgoing, as I can always find a conversation starter, but in reality, I tend to be more closed than I have been in the past. My inexplicable fear of crowds only fuels this fear. I am deeply interested in history and how it manipulates our movements today | |||||||||
1. Muse reviewsWritten late one night when I was trying to deal with some rogue emotions. Sort of darkComplete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 419 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-25-08 - Published: 11-25-082. RainInspired by the current weather, a poem that is practically impossible to explainComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-14-08 - Published: 7-14-083. Caged BirdA poem to my father about my upcoming move to California.Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-2-08 - Published: 7-2-084. NothingAnd you've left me here, as much of nothing as I was when you picked me up... But I can sleep for three months, I'll surviveComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-16-08 - Published: 6-16-085. Broken and BabblingFighting to express my emotions in a world that frowns on such thingsComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-16-08 - Published: 6-16-086. Writer's BlockThe lament of a poet suffering a four month bout of writer's block, after finally finding what dark inspiration she canComplete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-16-08 - Published: 6-16-087. The Truth about Valentines reviewsAn acrostic satire of Valentines. Written for an English classComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-27-08 - Published: 2-27-088. This Body reviewsThe curses that go along with a supposedly perfect bodyComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-8-08 - Published: 2-8-089. When You SayIf you say it, I believe youComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-8-08 - Published: 2-8-0810. ChoicesOf all the choices I have to make, this year, this is the hardestComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-28-08 - Published: 1-28-0811. Myth of Blood reviewsBlood tells tales if you will only listenComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-6-08 - Published: 1-6-0812. Tears of Gold reviewsI love you and it will never be as I wishComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-6-08 - Published: 1-6-0813. Silver Tears reviewsAnother random emotion burst... Stress from finals is buildingComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-17-07 - Published: 12-17-0714. Chasing Rainbows reviewsLooking at love through a mass of colourComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-10-07 - Published: 12-10-0715. Silence reviewsCrying out for help, but all I have is silenceComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-9-07 - Published: 12-9-0716. More Than a Touch of Insanity reviewsUtter, complete, total chaos.Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-07 - Published: 12-5-0717. Grasping at Shadows reviewsAway from that which is so much a part of who I am... I am falling apartComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-07 - Published: 12-5-0718. The Price of LifeSeptember 10, 2007. The beginning of an end and the end of a beginning and the confusion that ensuedComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-5-07 - Published: 12-5-0719. And I will Love You Forever Complete version reviewsWith a disturbing side poem that I'm not sure how happened...Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-27-07 - Published: 11-27-0720. And I will Love You Forever...mais je ne sais pas pourquoi. EnglishFrenchComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-27-07 - Published: 11-27-0721. A Twisted Web of Words and LiesUtter confusion... Emotions, pain, love... I want them to sort outComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-27-07 - Published: 11-27-0722. Is this Goodbye? reviewsCan this really be happening? Are you going to turn your back on me, once and for all?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-23-07 - Published: 11-23-0723. Tears like RainTears falling like rain going through a hard time again, and just want to cryComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-13-07 - Published: 11-13-0724. Call and RespondWhy do I never see you? You are so close, yet so far awayComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-13-07 - Published: 11-13-0725. Vampire's LullabyAnd I'm done with youComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-11-07 - Published: 11-11-0726. Deception in Your Eyes reviewsLife faced through deception, trials and hardshipComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-30-07 - Published: 10-30-0727. The Day of My DemiseWhat is the point of my existence?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-24-07 - Published: 10-24-0728. Within a Black HeartI'm not sure how to summarize this... but it's quite darkComplete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-18-07 - Published: 10-18-0729. Oblivion reviewsAfter an explosion that killed her family, Alana has to cope with living with out the comforts of home. Very Short StoryComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 567 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-12-07 - Published: 10-12-0730. Alone reviewsThe three of us, alone in this world, but inexplicably tied togetherComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-8-07 - Published: 10-8-0731. Addiction reviewsPossibly loosing one of my best friends and trying to hold on to reality...Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-4-07 - Published: 10-4-0732. Insane Deception »A spy, an assassin, an NSA agent under cover as a nurse and a schizophrenic all in an insane assylum... Let the deception begin! 1 act, 2 scenesComplete - Play - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,221 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-30-07 - Published: 9-30-0733. Deception and Rage reviewsRage clouded minds are open to deceptionComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-29-07 - Published: 9-29-0734. Blackened FingersIs my soul as black as my fingers?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-24-07 - Published: 9-24-0735. In Your Arms reviewsWhen wishing for dreams is really a wish for realityComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-19-07 - Published: 9-19-0736. Amour, Mon Dernier Démenti reviewsLove, my last denial. I'm fleeing this place, never to returnComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-17-07 - Published: 9-17-0737. Dead reviewsBeing dead in your eyesComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-15-07 - Published: 9-15-0738. Undeniable ChangeEverything is changing, sweeping me into a whirlwind of confusionComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-7-07 - Published: 9-7-0739. Our Last FarewellFor my sister and best friend, going off to collegeComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-26-07 - Published: 8-26-0740. I Have No Answers reviewsI know what you want me to do... but how can I do it?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-26-07 - Published: 8-26-0741. Shattered Roses reviewsUnworthy to take my lifeComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-31-07 - Published: 7-31-0742. Lost InterestI'm sick and grumpy and I'm not myselfComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-27-07 - Published: 7-27-0743. My Guardian Angel reviewsIn my oppinion, my best love poem yet. Funny, I think I used the word angel... onceComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-20-07 - Published: 7-20-0744. Nothing Changes reviewsYou say nothing changes?Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-20-07 - Published: 7-20-0745. Patriotism reviewsWe know what we're talking about, though I may not be the most Patriotic person in AmericaComplete - Politics - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-17-07 - Published: 7-17-0746. Consuming Darkness reviewsLet darkness fill youComplete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-17-07 - Published: 7-17-0747. Insomnia reviewsJust let me sleep!Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-9-07 - Published: 7-9-0748. TerrorFor the one who made every girl's worst nightmare real for me. Something I can never forgiveComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-9-07 - Published: 7-9-0749. Doubt and Self PreservationWatch me crumble in a moment of doubtComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-9-07 - Published: 7-9-0750. Child of the Dance reviewsA pantoum about dancing and how to dance your way through lifeComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-7-07 - Published: 7-7-0751. Mouldy Cheese reviewsI don't like it when my cheese is mouldy!Complete - Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-7-07 - Published: 7-7-0752. Utah SunA poetic recount of my recent trip to Zion National Park in UtahComplete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 730 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-6-07 - Published: 7-6-0753. Blood reviewsI'm not vampyric... no not at all...Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-27-07 - Published: 6-27-0754. What's in a Name reviewsWhat's in a name? I don't care if where I am is called Heaven or the Place of Eternal Life, so long as I'm happyComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-27-07 - Published: 6-27-0755. Without You reviewsWhat will I do without you?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-20-07 - Published: 6-20-0756. Act Me Out A Love StoryCherish what you have. Don't long for something elseComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-10-07 - Published: 6-10-0757. My Last LamentWritten for my cat who I thought was going to die. Written during a rain stormComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-23-07 - Published: 5-23-0758. Alone in a Crowd reviewsWhen I'm alone, eveything and anything reminds me of youComplete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-1-07 - Published: 5-1-0759. DarkEveryone needs a hand to guide them through the darkComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-23-07 - Published: 4-23-0760. Nature's GiftsAn essaypoem. Feel clouds massing before a storm, a rainstorm over a river, the clouds slowly evaporating and a slow walk through the snowy woodsComplete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 532 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-17-07 - Published: 4-17-0761. There For MeYou are always there for me, I will be there for youComplete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-17-07 - Published: 4-17-0762. Don't Stop Being You reviewsYou're perfect as you are, I don't want you to changeComplete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-17-07 - Published: 4-17-0763. ForeverI didn't know that a smile could last foreverComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-17-07 - Published: 4-17-0764. Suffocate reviewsSuffocating, though technically free, what will become of me?Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-4-07 - Published: 3-4-0765. Soothsayer reviewsHow could I have seen this coming? How can I be blamed? Can you tell me?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-26-07 - Published: 2-26-0766. More Than I Can Say reviewsI love you more than I can say, what did I do wrong?Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-20-07 - Published: 2-20-0767. Open Your Eyes reviewsA Valentine Poem that is anything but nice. Open your eyes to the fact that I don't need you anymore and that you restrict my movementComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-14-07 - Published: 2-14-0768. Careless reviewsIt was not I who was careless, it was you. You were too careless to notice there was a serious problemComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-6-07 - Published: 2-6-0769. Life in a Dream reviewsMy ideal love, another side to a fictional characterComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-22-07 - Published: 1-22-0770. Come and Tell Me reviewsCome and tell me what you observe of the deceiver.Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-21-07 - Published: 1-21-0771. Remembering reviewsRemembering what we once had. Sort but sweetComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-19-07 - Published: 1-19-0772. The Shadow of a Thought reviewsChanged in so many ways, knowing nothing will ever be the same. Can be interpreted in many different waysComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-18-07 - Published: 1-18-0773. Geometric Blues reviewsThe night before a test, my mind was on overload. I took it out on my poor computerComplete - Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-18-07 - Published: 1-18-0774. Forgotten reviewsOf all the things I once could do, those that have been forgottenComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-16-07 - Published: 1-16-0775. Scars reviewsAmong the stupid things that I have done with my life, this was the worstComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-15-07 - Published: 1-15-0776. Endless Circle reviewsThe circle of depression, those slight days of pure elation, that only makes the darkness worseComplete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-11-07 - Published: 1-11-0777. Thirteen Ways To Say I Love You reviewsThirteen ways to say the three little words cherished above all othersComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-10-07 - Published: 1-10-0778. The Rose reviewsA dark look at the best known symbol of loveComplete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-9-07 - Published: 1-9-0779. If I Had Only reviewsAn appology to two people who have altered my life compleatly. A responce to SomniumComplete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-7-07 - Published: 1-7-0780. Thoughts of Life reviewsThe title says it all. A liberal view on the war in IraqComplete - Politics - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 527 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-7-07 - Published: 1-7-07