There are two things I know for sure about this world; two things I've had to experience the hard way.

One: not everyone gets their way-even those that truly deserve it and are the epitome of kindness. Two: fear is potent, and so is the worry that every day you're making the biggest mistake of your life.

So where does that leave little old me?

A twelfth grader who still hasnt been able to get her life straight. I mean, this is my last year of high school, my last year surrounded by all that's familiar and loved and yet I still dont feel it. I still dont understand that this is it. After this year, I'm out. High school will be gone and I will finally be expected to act my own age! God, doesnt that suck? LOL.

Maybe that's why I've been so down about writing; for the past few months i havent been inspired to do much of anything. Sure ideas have been forming inside my head, but at the end of the day they're still just ideas. I cant put them down on paper, and its really pissing me off. Grr... And not just that, school itself is really getting to me. Class, work, assignments, pictures, layouts, crazy editors, teachers who you admire but scare you, cranky friends, and the occasional swear word or two...being a senior is really starting to piss me off. And not to mention the other stuff: the who-the-hell-do-i-like kind of stuff.

Anyways, that aside I am basically a big manga and anime fan. My favorites though definately have to be Bleach, Vampire Knight, Code Geass, Naruto-god is Sasuke ever going to come back to the good side!?-, Shinshi Doumei Cross, Little Queen, DN Angel, Ouran High School Host Club, Dazzle, Tokyo Majin, Shugo Chara-Ikuto and Amu are adorable!!-, and Zombie Loan.

Favorite Books: Twilight and the rest of the Stephanie Meyers series, Harry Potter, Guardians of Time Trilogy, Maximum Ride, The Mortal Instruments, Desert Blood, The Luxe, Fade to Black, White Oleander-though i never really finished reading it-and...well i dont now. There's just so many.

Favorite TV Shows: Terminator: The Sarah Connor Chronicles, Heroes, Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, House, Privileged, Angel, Roswell, and Supernatural-Jensen Ackles is just so beautiful!! LOL.

Projects

At the moment I have a few projects that I'm desperately trying to finish. Two that I already have up, and one that I will probably put up in the next couple of months.

Hearts of Wraith: A, hopefully, three part series, Hearts of Wraith is probably the oldest story I have on fictionpress. And because of its age I have certain soft spot for it in my heart, if only i could just get on with it and finish the damn plot line. But either way, I love it and the characters especially, even if they are a little on the mary sue side. Something I plan to fix soon.

Summary: When one lives in a forsaken world, words like comfort and love no longer apply. We live through the days in relative peace, not knowing, not understanding, just doing. But when that very world offers you a dream and destiny so far out reach, so deep into the world of desire, are you really willing to part with the familiar and embrace the new?

Full Moon: Rise of the Blood Tides: Alright, so this story I'm a little worried about. It came to me on a very random day, and I just couldnt let go. At this moment though its under heavy revision, as I am not very happy in the direction its heading and the way its characters are interacting. Will be up hopefully sometime after the holidays.

Summary: We are sin. Marks upon humanity never meant to exist. But even so, do you still wish to know my name? Fine; then rejoice, for you have now entered the Blood Rites.

Cupid’s Fall-Name open to change: Probably the one story I'm the most excited about, Cupids Fall has a huge array of characters that I'm hoping to make even bigger as i got further into the storyline. Though I'm not quite sure as how it's going to go, I love creating all these different people and personalities, even if they do drive me insane sometimes.

Should be up sometime in January.

Summary: We had no choice. Weapons created for war rarely do. In that moment though I realized what my life had become. What opening my eyes had really done. The Saint had fallen, and it was time for her to let out a scream.

Oh, and before i forget, I’m a sucker for a happy ending. I mean, of course there will be fights, betrayals, lost loves, and even the occasional swear word-okay a lot of swear words-and definitely deaths, but it will relatively be a happy, if not twisted, story.

I hope.