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since: 01-27-07, id: 554638, Profile edited: 05-10-08
Author has written 57 stories for Friendship, General, Life, Love, Nature, Romance, and Family.

- -- -- -- --About.a.Girl.

I'm me. That's all you need to know.

I'm not like anybody else you're gonna meet. Maybe on the surface, yes, but deep within, I'm unique. The two things I love most in this world are music and the written word.

-- --Music.is.my.life.

Music keeps me sane. Music is how I show my emotions. Music is my everything. Without it, I'd be nothing; an empty shell of a human. Music is my life.

Broadway is amazing. Simply amazing. Wicked... Aida... Phantom of the Opera...

Stephen Schwartz is the greatest human who ever lived. His music is so... powerful, so magical. Defying Gravity, For Good, No Good Deed, (Need me to continue listing songs from Wicked?) The Wizard and I, and As Long As You're Mine... All from Wicked. And then Corner of the Sky (Pippin). Colors of the Wind, Out There, God Help the Outcasts, and Someday... So powerful. So... just... amazing.

Andrew Lloyd Webber, a close second. Learn to be Lonely, Music of the Night, The Point of No Return, and Close Every Door are my favorites of his. He's amazing.

-- --Why.I'm.Here.

reading. It's just another way out. Another way to escape life.
writing is all that matters.

-- --What.is.here

Well, I could spend an hour trying to type up all of my poems, and all of the descriptions that you would find annoying to have to scroll through, but... I won't.

I guess my pride and joy right now is Softly Strumming His Guitar... So, if you've got time ;)

Just simply here to tell you my favorites: On The Day It Rained, The Caged Bird Sings, What if I Sang?, Faking It, Breaking Point, To Fly, and Hold Your Head Up High. All of my poems are just pure emotion, pure, raw emotion.

I'd like to say that I return reviews, but I really don't. I try to, and I'll make a point to make an effort to return a nice one, but sometimes I don't have time, or it floats to the back of my mind, and I forget. If I get a review that's really just like any other, three words "Good job." or, "I really liked this." I won't even bother.

-- --and.the.rest.

So...

What she likes: Music (been over this.), Jane Austen, Stars, Rain, Bookstores, Quiet Coffee Shops, Pianos, Acoustic Guitars (if only I could play one...), Spaghetti, English Muffins, Garden Vegetable Cream Cheese, Peace, Serenity, Mr. Darcy, Dreaming, Pillows.

What she fears: Lonliness. Not knowing who or what I am. Heights. Needles. Family.

-- -- -- -- --And.Here.I.Am

Me




1. Who Really Believes in Happily Ever Afters? reviews
A bit cynical, isn't it... Just a rant. R&R if you wish.
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-12-08 - Published: 5-12-08
2. Picking Petals Off a Daisy reviews
He loves me... He loves me not... He loves me... He loves me not... Don't quite know what brought this on. -OneShot-
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 872 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 5-10-08 - Published: 5-10-08
3. Looking Out Across the Lake reviews
You know who you are... Please read this. After that, R&R if you wish.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-8-08 - Published: 5-8-08
4. The Wall Around Me
The wall around my mind seems to take over.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-6-08 - Published: 5-6-08
5. Ha
Who was I fooling?
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-6-08 - Published: 5-6-08
6. Softly Strumming His Guitar reviews
Softly strumming his guitar, he captured my heart with his song. A few collected thoughts of the inspired. -OneShot-
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,058 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 5-5-08 - Published: 5-5-08
7. Hold Your Head Up High reviews
I bet you think this poem is for you, don't you? Lemme tell you something, I'm through with you.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-3-08 - Published: 5-3-08
8. I Really Truly Mean That
Feel free to forget me, just read this first.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-3-08 - Published: 5-3-08
9. Words Are Empty reviews
...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-2-08 - Published: 5-2-08
10. Defining Me
Defitely not my best poem, but. Written when someone from school was really starting to piss me off.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-2-08 - Published: 5-2-08
11. Silence reviews
...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-30-08 - Published: 4-30-08
12. The Stars in the Sky reviews
I'd put it in the Nature genre, but the stars are very metaphorical.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-30-08 - Published: 4-30-08
13. Am I Happy?
Finally? After so long?
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-28-08 - Published: 4-28-08
14. Doodling With Time reviews
It kind of explains itself.
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-28-08 - Published: 4-28-08
15. My Breaking Heart
Not directed at a person, but rather society and the blows to my little raft of happiness.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-28-08 - Published: 4-28-08
16. On the Day it Rained reviews
...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-25-08 - Published: 4-25-08
17. Please Don't reviews
I need you. Here's my plead.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-24-08 - Published: 4-24-08
18. Whatever Happened?
Whatever happened to our friendship?
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-24-08 - Published: 4-24-08
19. What Are You Afraid Of? reviews
...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-22-08 - Published: 4-22-08
20. The Caged Bird Sings reviews
Maya Angelou's "I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings" really inspired me to write this poem.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-21-08 - Published: 4-21-08
21. Home reviews
I don't particularly like it there...
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-21-08 - Published: 4-21-08
22. This Poem is for You
I hope you realize that this poem's for you.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-21-08 - Published: 4-21-08
23. I Miss You reviews
Yup.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-21-08 - Published: 4-21-08
24. Raining reviews
I long to be outside as I watch the rain fall.
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-18-08 - Published: 4-18-08
25. Failure reviews
Is a summary really necessary?
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-18-08 - Published: 4-18-08
26. Leap
All that's left to do.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-17-08 - Published: 4-17-08
27. Too Late
It's too late. And there's not going back.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-17-08 - Published: 4-17-08
28. Trust
Who do I have left to trust?
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-16-08 - Published: 4-16-08
29. I Can't Lose You reviews
Have I lost myself?
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-16-08 - Published: 4-16-08
30. Me reviews
Not my best poem... But still, a poem. Anger.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-15-08 - Published: 4-15-08
31. What If I Sang?
Would it help at all? Would it make it better?
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-14-08 - Published: 4-14-08
32. To Fly reviews
To fly would be an awfully big adventure...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-14-08 - Published: 4-14-08
33. Faking It
I'm faking it. You'd think that other people would realize that by now...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-13-08 - Published: 4-13-08
34. Breaking Point reviews
Emotions overwhelmed me in History today...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-11-08 - Published: 4-11-08
35. Overwhelming
Sometimes it just seems like too much...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-10-08 - Published: 4-10-08
36. A Happy Poem reviews
Ahhh... Sweet blissful irony.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-7-08 - Published: 4-7-08
37. Why? reviews
Why can't it just stop?
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-7-08 - Published: 4-7-08
38. Listen reviews
I don't know how else to say this. Just please, listen to me.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-7-08 - Published: 4-7-08
39. Magic
...
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-29-08 - Published: 3-29-08
40. Forgiven
This is directed at someone back at school. They did a stupid thing.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Friendship/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-17-08 - Published: 3-17-08
41. death reviews
A poem I wrote when my Grandma died. The only one in my family that I actually loved.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-16-08 - Published: 3-16-08
42. Finally reviews
Happiness. I'm happy. My first happy poem in a while.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-12-08 - Published: 3-12-08
43. Lost reviews
I've lost myself... Can you find me?
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-5-08 - Published: 3-5-08
44. Slipping Under reviews
Drowning. A brief bliss, then I slip back under.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-4-08 - Published: 3-4-08
45. Boy and Girl reviews
Well, I wrote this during play practice. It just kinda popped into my head... and yeah. It's kinda sad.
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-3-08 - Published: 3-3-08
46. Unwanted reviews
What it feels to be Unwanted... The feeling sucks, doesn't it?
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-3-08 - Published: 3-3-08
47. Voices reviews
This is about the voices talking in my head. Just talking and talking, and not shutting up. The sad part is, that I mean it too, I was actually talking to my friend on gmail, and I was just kind of... falling apart, you could say. And it just came out.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-18-08 - Published: 2-18-08
48. Keep Defying Gravity reviews
This started as an e-mail to my best friend... Really uplifting you know? I only changed the spacing really. But I think I need to follow my own advice. I'm a hypocrite, but at least I admit it
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-15-08 - Published: 2-15-08
49. Understanding reviews
Thank you for not understanding. I wrote this for my friend, because she's amazing. This poem is really emotional for me, and it reflects a lot of those feeling deep within.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-11-08 - Published: 2-11-08
50. Life Is reviews
Kind of cliché I guess, but, I don't think it's that bad. The title kind of explains itself.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-25-08 - Published: 1-25-08
51. Perfection reviews
Nobody is perfect. No one, anywhere. It's kind of another one of my rants to the world, but a very pretty rant!
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-14-08 - Published: 1-14-08
52. A Blank New Notebook reviews
Written for school, but I don't think it's that bad. The teacher was mean and said it was too short, but that doesn't really matter as long as it gets the point across.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-29-07 - Published: 12-29-07
53. Under My Umbrella reviews
Nothing to do with the song. I promise.About a boy and a girl, as with all love stories. Ryan likes Emily, Emily doesn't believe in love or happy endings kind of a pessimist, isn't she?
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,421 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 12-21-07 - Published: 12-21-07
54. Normal reviews
Written when I still went to public school as sort of a rant at the whole popularity hierarchy. But it's a very nice rant, I promise.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-21-07 - Published: 12-21-07
55. Take the Time reviews
Take the time to live. I guess it's cliché, but that's too bad.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-21-07 - Published: 12-21-07
56. Africa reviews
Written for school, we were told to take the title of an existing poem and write a new one with the same title. I really don't care for the poem, but other people like it, so here it is... "Africa".
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-21-07 - Published: 12-21-07
57. Do You Believe reviews
Do you believe in love?
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-21-07 - Published: 12-21-07
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