Alright! HIYA! How is everyone? You all doing well? That's good! Meow!
Name: Cassandra M. Hanson.
Age: I'm 16. Yay?
Problems: Mostly mental. I'm a strange one, ha. Nah, just people think I'm crazy.
About me: I choose to do this section in short, to the point... points. I:
-Am weird.
-Am random.
-Am believed to be crazy.
-Am very likely mental.
-Am overly hyper and sometimes optimistic.
-Have a very short temper.
-Am violent at times, mild at others.
-Don't support racism, prejudice, sexism, gay-hating (Or whatever the hell that'd be called.)
-Am known in school for four things: weirdness, enjoying school and reading and studying (called a nerd), being annoying but never fighting (I'm the annoying 'goody goody'), and breaking through the school gate because it was locked.
-Enjoy writing and reading.
-Love animals and small kids (They're, like, the same thing..)
-Hate it when the first thing people say to me after we've been separated for a while is, "Hey, Cassandra! Whoa, you're tall!" Drives me up the wall (In a pink car).
-Would rather read or research than watch tv.
-Am very possibly addicted to the internet and MSN...
-Have very strong feelings against society, peer pressure and humans in general because of some past experiences (Find it hard to trust humans).
-Am overly independent and HATE needing or having to ask for anybody's help.
-Wish I were a cat. With wings. Yeah.
-Don't mind and would actually love if anyone wants to add me on MSN (I don't talk to many people, wow..) Your choice entirely, however.
-Have a hamster named Bullet, a dog named Orion and a cat named Oreo (This one's actually mine!).
-Am known to take things to the extremes, especially emotions. This basically means that I tend to feel all the way, whether the emotion be happiness, sadness, anger, or love. Hell, especially love. I tend to love a bit too hard and smother the people/things I love.
-Am convinced that anything gummy is wummy.
-Am convinced somewhere, I went wrong and that everything that has anything to do with me is just going to end up crashing down. Don't become involved with me, yeah. Those that already are.. I'd tell you to run, but I'm selfish.
-Uh, fell in love just under two years ago and I'm a bit too scared to actually say so to the person anymore, because I messed.it.up. and I'm scared that he doesn't wanna go back there, so I'm not going to bring it up, and hopefully we can live a very happy life. The above rule applies: Sometimes I think he should just give up on trying to get me to say stuff to him, because I'm just not right for him and he can find someone so much better for him--someone who can make him happy. I don't care for anyone trying to tell me that this isn't my decision to make for him: I know it isn't. This is my opinion, and one that I feel is very justified.
-Have decided to make a special word for my special person. Forever love him, forever care, forever scared to say it, but he is forever awesome and great and my idea of a strange kind of perfect, and he is xaestyn.
-Am finally done. Aren't y'all happy that's finally over? -
So, uh. Yeah. That's about it. I'm a wild person. Don't try to tame me. I bite. Hard. I don't particularly have high self-esteem, but I don't give a shit what other people think of me. Except for the people that matter. Otherwise, you're just wasting your time trying to tell me what you think of me, because I'm just going to brush most things off. I'm kinda shy and quiet, but I can be quite outgoing and loud. I'm not easily embarrassed, but I hate having people look for my faults and whatever I'm doing wrong. I hate standing out, but I don't want to be like everyone else, so I end up standing out. I'm responsible, but very impulsive. I have a lot of patience, but I lose my temper easily. I'm very mild and sensitive, but I'm pretty blunt and sometimes insulting. I don't like to tell people how I feel, but I tend to do so when I'm not monitoring myself. I don't like speaking my mind, but I like people to know my opinion. It's like God got this pot and dumped in a bunch of vials, making me this walking collision of human emotions and qualities and thoughts that all conflict so badly, that I can hardly be called human. God, or my parents, messed up biiiiig time in my creation.
Okay, so I'm currently in Guadeloupe. Biggest place I've ever been in in my life! Lived in, at least, as far as I can remember. So, I'm not too crazy about all the people I lost when I moved. Not too crazy about the fact that I don't see them everyday anymore, that is. But, otherwise, gosh. It's awesome here. My mom showed me the school she's trying to put me in (My summer's going on and on, suckas!) and omfg it's huge. I think I'll even manage to get lost there! (Isn't it odd that everyone else tries to avoid getting lost in school and I'm going for it?) So... That's basically it. Can't wait to go to school and look at the pretty French people I can't talk to. Heh. 'Tis a dream.
"Actions speak louder than words." Yeah? I wish my actions would shut up.
"Shut up and talk!" No comment.
"Here is the test to find whether your mission on Earth is finished: If you're alive, it isn't." Screw Einstein, I'm the one who found the secret to immortality.
"The purpose of life is the life of purpose." Oh, I see what you did there.
"All life is an experiment." Which chemicals make this shit blow up?
"Television is a medium because anything well-done is rare." I like my television well-done, thanks.
"Nobody likes being the third wheel." I don't mind it, really. Let's be a tricycle!
"You get cancer from fabric softener and pants and microwaves." The way I see it, we're all going to get cancer sometime in our lives, so we might as well live the high life up until we bite the dust.
"Hey! Have you ever noticed that 'therapist' spells out 'the rapist'?" "Oh.Em.Jee. No! Holy hellll!" "Yup, just like 'studying' is a cross between 'student' and 'dying'." "... Okay, now you're pushing it." Raghda (1,3) and me(2,4)!
Two words. Man.slaughter/man's.laughter. Yeah. You figure it out.
"I'll think of you whenever 'that time of the month' comes around." "Omg. Omgomgomgomg. YAY!!" -no.comment-
"Psh. I don't adhere to those silly stereotypical labels. I have my own ing label." Right on!
Stories...
Controversy. Complete. My first completed story, actually. Yay! And thanks to all readers and reviewers. It's really meant a lot to me. I'm proud of this story, but seriously considering a rewrite, since a few reviewers have let me know that the ending was confusing, and that some loose ends weren't tied up. See, I have no clue what problems weren't resolved, so anyone who read this and doesn't understand anything, send me a message or something, letting me know what exactly confused you about the end, and I'll be sure to tie that up in the rewrite.
Okay, so the first chapter has been rewritten and the next chapter is going to be out in a few days. I really really like how the first chapter turned out this time--be sure to read!
Meanwhile, I'm currently working on a new story, which cannot yet be named. However, this story is pretty, um.. Well, I'll try to summarize it: Somewhere in the distant future, Calandra Josie Anne Aldridge has a pree-tty cozy life in her small town. Her parents are sick of living there, and her dad wants to go back to his homeland. Japan's pretty far away. Calandra strikes a deal with her parents: She can stay if she attends a new boarding school a few miles out of the city. Once there, she makes a friend whom she names Wulfy, and becomes attached to a Damon--who tries to kill her after narrowly rescuing her from a terrible fate in the lighthouse Wulfy's told her so much about. And.. Wulfy likes his roommate a bit more than he'll admit.
I'm working on it. Plan to finish it before posting it up, because I tend to not follow through with stories. I mean, for Controversy.. I got to around Chapter 12 and then decided I really didn't want to continue it, but forced myself (I notice that the writing gets worse and worse every chapter!) to continue for the sake of the readers that actually liked where this crap was going.. Lol. - So, please read it when it comes up!
SAYING HI TO FRIENDS!! Hiya, I Love Cuppiecakes x3!! Talkatalkatalkatalka! Meow, my adowabawble Rawry!! Rawry is my awesomeness, my soul, my song. She's the most amazing cuppiecake you could ever meet. Hehe. Also, I'd like to say something about a certain person who needs to update more often. Uh huh, I'm talking about you Naruexxy! Her stories are awesome, and she's kinda like my rival, so... Well, go read her stuff and tell me my stuff is better. Just because I'm awesome like that. AND!! Last but certainly not least.. I'd like to give a shout out to Nanouche! New e-friend, and she's wuvable, though she isn't convinced of that quite yet. Nanouche = 42, even if it doesn't make sense. Hell, screw 42. Just Nanouche.
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