Tears of Deathwishxxx
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since: 02-15-07, id: 556985, Profile Updated: 03-13-12
Author has written 20 stories for Family, Love, Action, Romance, Supernatural, Friendship, Young Adult, and Fantasy.

Tears of Deathwishxxx

I'm a writer who likes any and all types of stories. I've written on FanFiction.net for quite some time now. Soon, I will be writing here more often. But you can find me at the other site.

Upcoming Work:

Faded Existence: The Silver Bullet- Damijin Spade faces his greatest enemy yet: Vampires.


About the Faded Existence Series, Damijin Spade/The Snypa, etc.:

Originally, I intended to inject the series with a bit of Punishment, until I realize that some of them stood well on their own. I do have a couple of Spade/Castle meetings (one of which I intend to reboot, as it was my very first piece of writing on this site & I think I was just starting out.)

About Spade: Damijin Spade, according to me, thinks he has it all: a girl he loved who bore his two children, a sense of duty and honor after serving his country and coming home to serve his community. Spade thinks everything's looking up...until that fateful day that made him the Snypa. But aside from the vigilante, Spade, as a cop, is what BLAKKSTONE calls "Denzel's role in Training Day, but with more of an ethical core."

Invasion was an influence of me watching a MW2 walkthrough and wondering: "What if that shit happened in real life? What if someone grows enough balls to invade our country?"

After looking back on these entries of literature, I wish to reboot Spade's origin and I wish to reboot the end-quest he takes to end the life of his sons' killer. I was 15 when I began to write this series, and I didn't have a good grip on writing- though others around me called it a talent. In the coming re-working of Faded Existence, I swear to make Spade more flawed, even less human, and the series more visceral. I want to get deep into Spade's background: from his childhood, his martial arts training, and even deeper into his police days. So be looking out for it.


About Torrance Spade/Heartbreak:

The Heartbreak series will be the biggest time jump I can ever think of. It's not meant to tell the story of Spade in the future, but the story of his teenage offspring who is being raised by the United States Marshal hellbent on bringing him to justice. Heart to the Streets is canon and tied in directly with the Faded Existence series, though it takes place 16 years into the future. I would also like to add that this will also be getting a revamp as well.


1. The Origin: Faded Existence » reviews
This is the origin story of the Snypa. As far as his skills, his motivation, and even that brutal little scene at the base. I've been meaning to change that.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,059 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 8-24-09 - Published: 5-24-09
2. The Snypa vs The Sentencer reviews
Two of the best vigilantes in the country face off. Who wins?
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,422 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-2-09 - Complete
3. Fangs of Fire » reviews
It's about a wolf named Jintaro. I didn't have a serious direction in how this story would go, but I guess he ends up in love all while drifting. There's yaoi in the story, so look away if you don't like it.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,407 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-18-09 - Published: 12-10-08
4. Heart to the Streets » reviews
The life of Torrance Spade, who eventually becomes the vigilante known as Heartbreak.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Crime/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 32,483 - Reviews: 44 - Updated: 11-8-08 - Published: 7-6-08 - Complete
5. Heated »
You know the story of the Fox and the Hound? Well, this is gonna in a NEW direction. Hatana loves how her fiancé treats and satisfies her. But she just wants him to be a little more...grrr...the wolf demon Ganryu helps him with that. Rated M.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,108 - Updated: 9-15-08 - Published: 8-6-08 - Complete
6. The Moon and the Flame » reviews
Set in Feudal Japan. About a half-demon wolf who falls in love with a demon fox girl.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,928 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 7-1-08 - Published: 6-22-08
7. Ankoku no Kyu » reviews
New direction with this story. Kyu is a little older and will still be set before he meets Sai. PAUSED
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,580 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-14-08 - Published: 6-8-08
8. Aijouzakura » reviews
Cherry Blossom Love. Standard love story about a 17-year old in love with his closest friend. But what happens when his friend's tied in with the Yakuza? How far will he go to protect his new romantic interest? M for sexual content. Violence not an issue.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 36 - Words: 33,751 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 6-6-08 - Published: 2-21-08 - Complete
9. The Dream reviews
A painter's dream coming to life on the canvas.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-30-08
10. Dear Beautiful reviews
A writer's inspiration.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-30-08 - Complete
11. The Eye reviews
A random poem not truly finished that I wrote for someone or tried to.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-18-08
12. The Dragon Reeper reviews
Dedicated to the VT victims.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 593 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-2-08 - Complete
13. The Vigilante's Handbook » reviews
This is the detailed story of a man agonized by war. He goes beyond the bounds of the law, who do nothing to solve the case of his murdered sons.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Crime - Chapters: 61 - Words: 49,228 - Reviews: 39 - Updated: 1-31-08 - Published: 8-9-07 - Complete
14. Please Don't Leave reviews
This is a poem based on a dream I had long ago.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-13-07 - Complete
15. You and Me reviews
Another poem from my borderless mind. I wrote one version and this is my full version...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-13-07 - Complete
16. As I See You reviews
I couldn't think of a good title, but I decided to write out this poem.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-13-07 - Complete
17. Sky Spirits » reviews
This fiction is dedicated to the day where mass amounts of people loss their loves due to some shitheads who thought it would be cool to kill themselves and take a bunch of innocents with them.
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,544 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 10-9-07 - Published: 9-24-07 - Complete
18. Goddess reviews
If you can look upon a woman and see her for what she is inside, then this is for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-31-07 - Complete
19. Worthless reviews
This poem is just a way for me to release my resent toward an old flame long extinguished.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-12-07 - Complete
20. A Real Man reviews
This is a conversation after a mother's death when the father walks in and talks to his son, who is found praying.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-6-07 - Complete