
Name: Clarissa
Age: 15
Status: High school student, taken.
Muse: Any thing around me, really.
Do you need to know me?
Not at all.
Do I want you to know me?
Absolutely.
Do I hide things from people?
Almost never.
So then why I am so hesitate?
Riddled with self doubt, I noticed that life is very beautiful. That even when we're on our knees, the world is beautiful in a new lighting. Even so, there are things in my life that have made me stronger, but sometimes just too much to bear. I've been abused. Physically, mental, emotional, and sexually. I've been there, I know it hurts. Keep your head high, and remember what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. Also, talking things out works wonders, especially when it's with someone who loves you.
Others describe me as perky, cheerful, and full of life. I am all those things, but I'm also clumsy, and slow to understand things sometimes, and extremly loud. Many tell me I'm perfect, but I don't think I am. To me, perfection is like beauty, in the eye of the beholder, therefore, I could be perfect to them, and no where near it to someone else. Other words used to describe me daily are, hyper, happy, random, morning person, and short.
My Stories: I write romances, nothing more, nothing less. Well, I guess I can't say that. Other things snake their way into my writing, some poems even pop up in my mind every so often. As much as I love Manga, I never write for it.
Religion: I'm going to tell you this now that if I ever write a story that is directly or indirectly based on religion, it mayy not even be something I truly believe in. I am not here to start religious debates with you, or try to make you believe what I believe in. I am here to write, so if you wanna take me up on beliefs, stop writing what you are about to say. I will not debate with you, argue, perhaps not even talk. Religion is not a point to which I am allowed to speak freely with. Not because my religion, but because I am torn. My mother raised my catholic, my father raised me atheism. Not so bad, you say. I know where you're coming from, but it sucks when you all live in the same house. Therefore, two religions down my throat at the same time, fun, don't you think?
For me, religion really is just faith. Do I believe God created us? No. Do I believe there is a God? Yes. God was brought forth through the dark ages when things were horrible. I believe he was made to give the people hope that things would get better. So, no, I don't believe God put us all on this planet, but I do believe that he exists. Perhaps not above is, but in our hearts.
Again, I will not debate. Believe what I believe if YOU want to. Believe what you want to believe in. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and I, nor anyone else, has the right to say what YOUR opinion is.
Making it Big: Well, yes, if I had the opportunity to write a book or short stories, even poems I would most likely take it. Even so, my dream really is to become a broadcaster. I want to write for a newspaper, not just write my own books. Being here helps me create my word flow, helps me get ready for the future. At first this was just something to do in hope my writing would get better. In time, I grew to love it as well.
Goodbye: It's been fun, and slightly frustrating to right this. I would write more, but I believe Sin might have got the cold that's been going around school lately. This is where people normally say something witty or sarcastic, but I am neither of those two things most of the time, this time included. Therefore, I will say something...I don't know, something I always say.
Always remember to walk on sunshine!
xoxoxo
Clarissa!