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Music is my passion. my love. my inspiration. my life.

I'm in college (and lovin' it!)

I want to audition at Juilliard for grad school.

I want to be a studio musician and record for soundtracks.

I love to drive fast. in my little red sports car back home. ;)

But I can still drive fast in my mommymobile of an suv. :)

I :heart: horses.

I used to jump until I had a riding accident that messed up my knee.

Because of that my knees suck.

First it was a torn ligament. then bilateral quadric sublaxion patellar tedonitis. and now plica band syndrome.

And because of reshifting weight, I am missing 60 percent of the cartilage in my hip.

Sleeping is my favorite pasttime.

I have three precious kitties: 2 Siamese mixes and a former feral cat

Pretty much no one knows that I write except those my readers here.

Some Updates:

sometime + sometime: I'm still in need of a beta reader. I beta for someone else and I love it (except she's super busy working at Disney World so it's like pulling teeth to get a new chapter out of her!). Soooo, would someone like to make me their beta-child? Pretty please?

sometime: Maybe you did or maybe you didn't notice that I have started a revision to my most popular story on FP, The Life After Death. I re-read it one night. And I realized how much it sucked. How shittastic the writing is. How dreadfully unaware of procedures I was. And how uneventful and short it is. So. I am attempting to correct it in a hopefully much more pleasing style. I would have deleted the abomination off of FP to destroy the evidence of such shittastic-ness, but I do hold it with some sentimental value. It's the only story I've been able to finish (and it's gotten the most reviews lol). Please reaaaad the revision! I think it's worth it. (And for the concerned, I survived my knee surgery and physical therapy. And I'm not too much of an Oxycodone-addict.)

12.16.08: Yeah I've been pretty unproductive. Anyone want to beta read for me? I'm having knee surgery in 5 1/2 hours so updates will probably be scarce as I wait for the drugged up stupor to wear off.

11.22.08: I haven't really read that great of a story on here in a while (other than my beta-child, hers I love). So I'm going to try to get a couple chapters up tonight of The Deathstyle and maybe The Snowball Effect. I've been hermit-esque lately and I feel like I need to update something.

The "Once Upon A Time..."s:

The Life After Death: Oh this is my little brainchild of a story. It came from a scarily real dream of mine, so the characters are very loosely based off of people and places I know. It is receiving the plot plastic surgery of the century. So the synopsis: Take a girl: Natalie. She's pretty and pretty cliché: gorgeous, smart, and filthy rich. Oh yeah, and the perfect Prince Charming-esque boyfriend. Then she dies. (insert sad face here). But that's not the end of the story (she dies in the first chapter, and it's written in 1st POV, so there has to be a story). CURRENTLY IN THE WORKS. Shoot me an email if it's been a while since I updated! (stronger309@yahoo.com)

The Deathstyle: This is what happens when you can't let your first-love characters die. Take a girl: Natalie (she's from the previous story!). She's dead (go read the other one first if you didn't know that). And she has a job. GET EXCITED! currently on hold. I'm trying to finish TLAD revisions before I put more ducks in a row.

Purification: I'm not going to lie, it scares me how many hits this one gets. It another one of those scarily real dreams of mine. I'm just throwing it out there, I have never been raped, so I have no clue about how emotionally traumatizing it is (and I'm not trying to belittle it either). It was a dream. So about it:a girl (Haley). She's raped. I really don't go into details. I don't want to. I'm scared that it'd be like slapping real victims in the face. I really don't want to make a big long production out of it either. I have no intention to continue it atm.

The Snowball Effect: Another ultra-depressing story about: a filthy-rich high school girl. Except she doesn't die in this one (surprise!). But still horribly depressing. But it has horsies in it!! So that's why you should read it if for no other reason. Currently on hold. I'm in TLAD- and TDS-mode right now. But I have parts of chapter 3 written already!!

The Files: A crap story about to be deleted. I almost like the idea, but I did a really bad job with it.