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since: 04-12-07, id: 563881, Profile Updated: 09-10-09
country: United States
Author has written 68 stories for Love, General, Life, Friendship, Supernatural, Biography, Haiku, Sci-Fi, Religion, Essay, Romance, Young Adult, Politics, Nature, General, and Horror.

Okay, I'm done writing Everlasting Dawn and most likely never finishing Midnight's Moon. I feel kinda 'blah' about both. Too generic and not unique for me. I'm currently working on an untitled piece right now that I hope will be a bit more exciting to write. The only thing is... I don't like typing out my stories, so it's all long hand right now and it takes forever for me to find the time and need to type anything up. I'm also a little self-concious about putting it up here, so bear with me! But I hope this new story doesn't make me feel so Mary-Sue. That makes me angry when that happens because then I feel like a failure. My life can't be that boring, right? Maybe it is... Anyway, I'm also thinking of another story. I already have the first two chapters and it's tited Bete Noire, but I'm still unsure about that one. I might post the first chap to see how it does.


Name: Jessica

Current Favorite Songs: Hotel Room Service by Pitbull, Everywhere I Go by Hollywood Undead, Medicate by AFI, Looking Glass by The Birthday Massacre, Lovers Love Liars Lie by Nevershoutnever!

Movies: Secret Window, Moulan Rouge, Nightmare Before Christmas, Chocolat, Van Helsing, Pan's Labrynth, Death Note, Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist, Dororo

Currently Reading: Ink Exchange by Melissa Marr, 1984 by George Orwell, The Riddle of the Wren by Charles de Lint

Games: All Kingdom Hearts, All Final Fantasy, Crisis Core, Dirge of Cerberus, Super Mario Brothers for the Nintendo, DDR, Guitar Hero

Websites: Facebook, devientArt


And then she said she can't believe
Genius only comes along in storms of fabled foreign tongues
Tripping eyes and flooded lungs,
Northern Downpour sends it's love.

- Northern Downpour, Panic at the Disco


My style has changed a lot in the last five years. So obviously, my earlier stuff isn't nearly as good as my more recent stuff. I've grown and matured not only as a person but as a writer and my view on life, love, death and everything else has changed. Love ya.

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1. Unsure of What to Call it, Other Than a Crush reviews
I'm so torn between all of these choices...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-10-09 - Published: 9-10-09
2. 65, not 35, and I Don't Know Why
Then there was a tree and sight and sound ceased to exist.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 442 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-29-09 - Published: 8-29-09
3. Live reviews
Angry words acompany hurt emotions...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-29-09 - Published: 8-29-09
4. Colder Than Stone reviews
You helped me walk again, when I could hardly stand...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-22-09 - Published: 7-22-09
5. Me reviews
Don't pay much attention to this... This is some swearing in this. At least more so than usual
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-20-09 - Published: 7-20-09
6. Love Virgin
You took advantage of my insecurities...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-20-09 - Published: 7-20-09
7. Clocks reviews
Soon my clock will stop and wake me from this nightmare of a dream...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-20-09 - Published: 7-20-09
8. Painfull Unsure reviews
She shuts down and is lost in herself...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-20-09 - Published: 7-20-09
9. Winter reviews
Winter is symbolic for Death...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-20-09 - Published: 7-20-09
10. Dans Ma Faux Vie reviews
When you live a lie, you have to tell the truth sometimes...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-19-09 - Published: 7-19-09
11. Poem Untitled One
It's a relief to know that you can't see the tears that you make me cry...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-19-09 - Published: 7-19-09
12. Charades reviews
Such a lovely game... This is about two people pretending about everything.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-19-09 - Published: 7-19-09
13. Unwanted, Unloved reviews
Why do I deserve this? She thought to herself. She only wanted to love and be loved. Didn’t anyone understand that?"
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-12-09 - Published: 7-12-09
14. The Bodies reviews
“Why are you doing this? It feels wrong and makes me want to gag.”
Complete - Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-4-09 - Published: 7-4-09
15. Him reviews
I was selfish, so what happened? I was punished with cruelty that I’ve never seen or experienced before. Pain is the form of torture that the cruel and unforgiving fates have set upon me.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 723 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-28-09 - Published: 6-28-09
16. quiet reviews
I think it needs more. Do you?
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-9-09 - Published: 6-9-09
17. Nothing as Selfish as This
Her brain is dead, thoughts immobile.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-20-09 - Published: 4-20-09
18. A Long Time to Think About What We've Done
A complicated love story.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-4-09 - Published: 4-4-09
19. Endless Song reviews
One I wrote a few weeks ago about an amazing guy who hardly knows I exist. One I think we can all relate to ;
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-4-09 - Published: 4-4-09
20. Gone reviews
The stars still shine at night..."
Complete - Nature - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-4-09 - Published: 4-4-09
21. Americana reviews
Why is there no justice? Why is there no balance? EDIT: Currently being published in a poetry anthology!
Complete - Politics - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-4-09 - Published: 4-4-09
22. A Show for the World to See reviews
Hai everyone. Okay, solike, this is about love and life and angst and ja. And by the way, the last words of each stanza are supposed to look like a ladder, but FP likes to screw with my format D:
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-30-09 - Published: 3-30-09
23. What Lies Beneath reviews
Poem of undramatic proportions. With a splash of unwillingness.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-4-09 - Published: 3-4-09
24. Consuming reviews
This lonely feeling... it consumes me."
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-1-09 - Published: 2-1-09
25. Mirrors reviews
...it is you who has caused these insecurities
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-26-09 - Published: 1-26-09
26. The Pen is Mightier Than the Sword reviews
Edit: The original title was Cliche' but I didn't like it. I'm actually rather unsure what to name this one. About writers block, then somehow evolves in to cliche's. Have fun.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-20-09 - Published: 1-20-09
27. Midnight's Moon
Hm yeah, basically I was trying to write through writer's block and came up with this. R&R please. EDIT: ON HAITUS. NOT SURE WHERE THIS IS GOING.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,243 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-15-09 - Published: 1-15-09
28. Love
Maybe a beginning to a short story? What do you guys think?
Complete - Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-26-08 - Published: 11-26-08
29. My First Job reviews
Alright, I extract honey. It's my first job and if you've never had this job, do not go looking for it. You'll be sorry. This is only a little of what i deal with on a daily basis for 9 hours. Enjoy my pain.
Complete - Essay - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-10-08 - Published: 8-10-08
30. Everlasting Dawn » reviews
Ayla, a vitim to her mother's cruel plans for the summer, thinks that what she knows won't hurt her. Or that love won't hurt her. But she is in for a rude awakening when she meets Adam and the rest of the clan. EDIT: THIS STORY IS DONE. SORRY!
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,590 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 7-1-08 - Published: 6-24-07
31. Religion reviews
I know, very original title. My friend and I were talking about the war, and said something horrable about Muslims. I was caught off gaurd. I told her I recenlty found I am of Muslim/Jewish herritage but she said that it was different. It makes me angry.
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-18-08 - Published: 6-18-08
32. Moving On reviews
This poem I wrote today after I had burned everything that had linked me to a previous relationship with a jerk... So I am feeling better now. Plus I finally got the format understood XD
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-15-08 - Published: 6-15-08
33. Je T'aime reviews
Again, another poem to the man I love...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-11-08 - Published: 6-11-08
34. Suffering reviews
Yeah... I'm angsting right now... I know, my spelling sucks right now...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-11-08 - Published: 6-11-08
35. The Crumbling Me of Yesterday reviews
What happens when life sucks... which is all the time...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-11-08 - Published: 6-11-08
36. Another skeleton, Another Body reviews
This poem was written to my first love of almost 3 years. He will never read, but it feels good all the same to get it out. I HATE fictionpress! It screws up my poetry format T-T
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-11-08 - Published: 6-11-08
37. Insanity reviews
I think it's official: I'm insane. .
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-24-08 - Published: 2-24-08
38. Hospitals reviews
I hate hospitals. That's all I have to say.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-24-08 - Published: 2-24-08
39. Poltergeist reviews
This was a short, short story that I wrote for school one time. As the title implies, it has to do with poltergeists.
Complete - Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K - English - Mystery/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,159 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-24-08 - Published: 2-24-08
40. Break Free reviews
This poem is featured in Everlasting Dawn. I'm not sure in what exact chapter, but it's in there.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-6-08 - Published: 1-6-08
41. Watch Me Cry reviews
Something I made up. Nothing like this happened to me, but I was influenced by actual events.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-6-08 - Published: 1-6-08
42. Not for You reviews
I was sick of crying for other people. That's all.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-5-08 - Published: 1-5-08
43. Silent Tears of Agony reviews
This one really came out of nowhere. Reviews are always nice
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-4-08 - Published: 1-4-08
44. Everlasting Dawn Alternative reviews
This is an alternative to Everlasting Dawn. I wasn't sure what version I liked better. First or third person. This is only the first paragraph. Please read both and tell me which one you like better. I am at a lost.
Sci-Fi - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-3-08 - Published: 1-3-08
45. Stone of the Grave of my Soul reviews
I started this poem more than a year ago, and just recently finished it. Enjoy.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-3-08 - Published: 1-3-08
46. Two Haiku's reviews
These are some haiku's that I made up rather quickly.
Complete - Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-30-07 - Published: 12-30-07
47. My Tears reviews
Not so angsty, but still angsty. Written the same time as The Raven's Song.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-07 - Published: 9-26-07
48. Colorado Days 5 Through 6 reviews
Come one and all to read the horrifying, breathtaking, ironically sarcastic journal of a writer in turmoil.
Complete - Biography - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,151 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-25-07 - Published: 7-25-07
49. Find Me
Picture a girl in her pajamas, sitting in the middle of the grass with a pen and paper, listening to her iPod, drinking tea. That's me writing this poem.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-12-07 - Published: 7-12-07
50. What is? reviews
This poem was written a while ago, and is featured in Everlasting Dawn, currently my biggest project.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-27-07 - Published: 6-27-07
51. Everything You Said reviews
This poem was written the same time as The Raven's Song, and is about me confessing my feelings about my friend, but he didn't feel the same.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-18-07 - Published: 6-18-07
52. Moon Gazer
This poem was written one hot summer night around 11:30. It's about a girl who writes a poem, basically about herself. Reviews are always loved! XD
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-30-07 - Published: 5-30-07
53. In Your Eyes
Well this poem was written for no reason, but to tell everyone that I am who I am. Sorry I can't be different.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-24-07 - Published: 5-24-07
54. Quests and Searches
This was written in math class. I have trouble paying attention in math because I sit next to the window. And that's where I get most of my inspiration. Looking out the window. Enjoy.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-23-07 - Published: 5-23-07
55. Forget
Although this may seem like a dark angsty poem, I wrote it for no particular reason. Just in my spare time.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-23-07 - Published: 5-23-07
56. Dead End
About love, life, and angst? YES! Here is another dark poem. Sorry for all the darkness.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 384 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-23-07 - Published: 5-23-07
57. Dreadful Cell reviews
This poem is very emo. Very dark. Very stab me rip stab stab.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-23-07 - Published: 5-23-07
58. Sunrises and Sunsets reviews
This poem was just kind of a random thing I did for school. No darkness in this one!
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-23-07 - Published: 5-23-07
59. Roses reviews
This is my shortest poem. Evver.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
60. Time is Running Out
This poem was written for a friend of mine. She said it went perfectly with her fanfiction. I don't know, I just write. XD
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
61. I'm Alone reviews
This poem was written on Valentine's Day.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
62. Living to Die
Well, this one was my very first poem, believe it or not. It was eight pages when I originally wrote it.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 777 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
63. Do You?
This one was written sometime within the school day. I don't really remember.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
64. Butterfly
This poem was written for my mother. Which was a big step for me, because she doesn't know I write. But I gave it to her on mother's day. It's pretty good in my opinion.
Complete - Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
65. He Cuts I
The first poem in a 4 or 5 part poem. More is to come soon.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 547 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
66. Emo reviews
A poem about how someone told me I was emo, but I never realized it until then.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
67. Math Class Blues reviews
This poem was written in the middle of math class hence the name.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
68. The Raven's Song reviews
A poem I wrote a while ago when my heart was broken. I thought my world was falling apart.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-22-07 - Published: 5-22-07
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