| iloveanimecartoons |
Author has written 54 stories for General, Friendship, Life, Love, General, Humor, Politics, and Song. Hmmm, what to say... I'm originally from NYC and I'm living in MD, again, for now. I'm over 18 and under 1000--have fun figuring me out, k? (LOL!) Okay, one more hint. I'm a Leo and I remember dancing to 'Macho Man' as a young girl... I'm ADDICTED to YouTube (and this AMV by LadyYuna99 called 'Anime Love - Kiss from a Rose)! As my username says, I LOVE anime and cartoons! My favorite anime saying (for now, neway): Osuwari! --Kagome, Inu Yasha OH! As of today (7-2-07), I have a new favorite phrase for Inu Yasha...well, no, I guess I'd just have to add this in as a new favorite phrase...hurr it go: Shippou: One stupid guy calling the other guy stupid. My favorite cartoon phrase: I'm not like most people--pain hurts me. --Daffy Duck, Looney Tunes I like to draw, write poetry, songs, raps, read fanfiction, listen to jazz, hip hop, old school Rhythm and Blues and rap, chillin' with the fella's watching football or playing Spades, Pitty Pat, Double Solitaire. I LOURVE me some Sorry, Connect Four, Boggle, and Perfection. I like 100 and 200-piece puzzles. I like making t-shirts. I'm a tomboy and PROUD! I like kids well enough, I guess. Don't want any, though...LOL! I'm single and LOURVING it! (YES, I DID mean to spell it Lourving. I'm weird, so sue me! mad cackle) My FAVORITE fanfiction authors are: Angelswrath, Sueric, teri botta, sari-15, pardonwink, Dragon's Lover, Deviation, Fenikkusuken, golden_kitsune, Lord Archive, Quickening, Resmiranda, Wolf Blossom, Neisha, and thetangerineotaku (who was the reason I EVER heard of fanfiction, to start with--I read his Oneshot: Strawberries, because I'm a member of Cardcaptorredeemer.com, as is he; then, I visited his page on fanfiction.net, got hooked to the stories. Then, when my PC crashed and I had to try to find the stories I lost on Google, I came across mediaminer.org! I'm so glad I did! I LOURVE this site! If I never found this site, I'd NEVER have read The Lucky Ones, Tales from the House of the Moon, or the Purity series). These are the ones I've read fanfictions of and/or skimmed and saved their stories for later reading: AngelOfMusic, Angelswrath, baka_mai_28, BelleDayNight, BobbyJustGotSheared, breesasha, Broken Dreams, DarklessVasion, DemonQueen17, Deviation, doggieearlover, Dragon's Lover, DraGonMistress704, Emerald Night, Fanilia, Fenikkusuken, Feudal Teller of Tales, golden_kitsune, Haruka-chan, HondoOokami, ILoveSesshomaru, InuLuv, Lira, Lord Archive, mikage-aya, Monsterlife, Neisha, NovaDemoness, pardonwink, PsyWeedle, Quillwing717, REDSILVERDRAGON3, Resmiranda, shanejayell, shymiko, Simonkal of Inuy, Sueric, terri botta, Urdchan, wickedoni, and YamiPaladinOfChaos. I REEEEEEEEEALLY love Pepsi, Kool-Aid, sour cream and onion Pringles, and Breyer's Sara Lee Cherry Cheescake Ice Cream drool! LOL! Daaaaang, folks can be mean people can get when a story is lagged constantly (and, I'm such a procrastinator/perfectionist/person UTTERLY prone to writer's block), I digress. But, I guess I should just type the whole thing, save it, then upload it, huh? Anyway, you've been warned... My first ever story made for the public is now in effect! 'Butterflies and the Net'. It's about a woman with a very sheltered/abusive past, who is emotionally stunted. She has 3 main goals in life, to remake herself, to lose the weight, and to learn what falling in love is like, on HER terms (no, NOT a relationship, guys--JUST the EXPERIENCE...she doesn't foresee herself ever being involved with anyone). Since she's not the most confident/consistent person ever, she decides to use the Internet to 1) become a bolder, more assured/assertive person 2) for motivation to keep losing weight (as she puts herself in the public eye on one of her web accounts, to show her progress in losing weight, complete with all-access comments from ANYONE in a vlog, thus motivating her to keep at it to appease the public as well as be accountable to EVERYONE, in her opinion) and 3) she decides to make a male chat buddy, withholding all embarassing/TOO personal info, from the man she chooses to learn about love from. Now, to find a way to put all this into a brief Summmry, when I get started. LOL! But, just a warning, do NOT get your hopes up high--I AM a procrastinator and that was JUST the gist of it. My theory on the whole Triangle that is InuYasha, Kagome and Kikyou: Kikyou: It's not that I hate Kikyou, cuz I don't; her death was pretty tragic (GAWD, I hate Naraku). Her life was one of self-sacrifice, dedicated to protection, healing, purifying. MAN, she seemed so lonely--DEDICATED, but lonely. I love Kikyou as a priestess and a person, in general (when she's NOT around hate/vengence-filled around InuYasha--GAWD, I HATE )--she loves the kids, as I REALLY noticed in the episode whereShe meets InuYasha and only sees a threat to the Shikon No Tama, but, she sees the sad soul he tries so desperately to hide. She never wants to kill him, as she does other demons after the Jewel, but keep him at bay. Live and let live. As a young woman, attraction to the opposite sex isn't a totally foreign concept. Sure, she's a priestess, but she's not BLIND. She feels for him, and though they had a kinda rocky start (sound familiar?), she learns of his mannerisms and she's no slouch, either--so, of course, she doesn't fear his proximity. He grows on her and, with time, she develops feelings for him. I don't think she truly understands the concept of love, yet, as I'm sure with a life as she has, with the teachings and edicts of her life's work, she was most likely told, early on, that a priestess is to be all about her duties. I'm sure she felt trapped, in a way and wanted a life of her own. I'm also very sure that having to guard and purify the jewel, along with her other many responsibilities, was a burden that, as she matured, she found she desired less and less. Basically, she wanted a life of her own. One that, later, included InuYasha. InuYasha: InuYasha was a loner, lonely in his own right, but WAYYYYYY too proud and guarded to ever admit it, even to himself. Abandoned so early in life, having to make his way, face numerous threats on his life, being hated, prejudged and feared by humans and dispised by demons for being lesser, an abomination, lower and not worthy to live amongst them. Hence his 'I don't roll over for ANYONE' mentality, he trusted noone, he fought, he taught himself to blend in the background and survive. That's all his life boiled down to: survival. Cripes! shakes head sadly He meets Kikyou and she grows on him. He's still guarded, but lonely...he finds she is similar to him in that she looks lonely, too. I believe he thought he found a kindred spirit in her. He was still very guarded, but willing to give her a shot, and finding that he couledn't get her out of his head (which, to me, was infatuation/puppy love--pardon the pun--LOVE means trust and a certain amount of vulnerability and Inu wasn't THERE, yet). He needed to learn acceptance and self-worth. And, I believe he was STARTING to get there, while Kikyou was alive, but, alas, we all know what happened...I DESPISE Naraku! Oy Vey! Kagome: Kagome, Kagome, Kagome...shakes head slowly. She's an interesting one. But, I do believe there was a reason for Kagome coming on the scene. It seems like some weird twist of fate, the more I think of it. She seems to have an intregal part in the lives of everyone in the group (Shippou, Sango, Miroku and Inu)--even Kikyou (I mean, EGADS, she saved her twice and even told Inu to move her away from Mt. Hakereu can't spell the darn thang!, so she'd survive when her acquired souls were being drawn out from the utter purity of the land). My theory is on that Kagome had to come and sive a sort of balance and motivation and meaning of life and the continuation of it, to all of the group. For Miroku, comraderie and encouragement and hope that Naraku would be captured and his kazaana would, indeed be sealed. For Inu, well, acceptance with no strings attached. Shippou, a mother figure and support. For Sango, a sister-like friend who can sympathize with her plight and give her a new family aka the group she invited her into. It seems to me that there HAS to be a reason she came through the well...it WASN'T just chance. After all, the Fates would have to be pretty cruel to make the Jewel come BACK to the past--AFTER Kikyou took it to the Realm of the Dead--via Kagome, 500 years later. I mean, Come ON! It's all very complex and it keeps me stuck DVRing it to my TV 5 days a week (Hallelujah, Cartoon Network!!) and that's all i have to say. I've been told I'm poetic...BOTH ways! Tee Hee! This site RAWKS for original works. Awesome with the instant copyrights! GEAH!! I just LOURVE my Beta! She's so helpful and cool and FAST! TY 4 all your assistance, G! cyberkiss on the 4head. I want a hug... | |||||||
1. Losing Me reviewsHow much am I truly losing while losing weight?Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 455 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-24-09 - Complete2. Butterflies & the Net » reviewsSolya Amarante is a simple woman with simple plans for her life her 3 main goals in life: remake herself, lose weight and learn about love. 'Love on MY terms—to have, NOT to hold.' This is her motto. Desiring the experience of love, without the awkwardneFiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 129,626 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 4-20-09 - Published: 8-4-073. Why Can't We Love Each Other? reviewsWhat keeps us from coming together?Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-11-08 - Complete4. Speak Easy reviewsRespectin' the mic and feelin' the flow.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-11-08 - Complete5. I USED To Be An Angry Poet PART TWO » reviewsSince I've been having uploading problems, I needed to make a new collection.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,879 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-22-08 - Published: 3-8-086. All the Shades of YouA Memorium reviewsMy dearly departed, you'll live on...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-30-08 - Complete7. Can't Get That Tune Out My Head » reviewsYeah, I write songs, too, guys. Raps, too, but songs mostly. My cousin want me to try to publish some of them but, honestly, there's a HUGE difference between pleasing family and friends and the general public. I guess I want to know if I have the potentiPoetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 518 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-6-088. It's Over reviewsI honestly have no idea how to summarize this one. Um, it's dark and metaphorical...yeah, that's the best I can think come up with to describe it.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 811 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-6-08 - Complete9. A Single Rose reviewsIronically, this poem started after I used an old WordArt photo of a rose in a wine glass...inspiration comes to me in weird places, so let's just say I was feeling mushy that day...or bored and creative.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-6-08 - Complete10. The You I Admire » reviewsA collection of poems about or dedicated to folks I hold dear, have deeply impacted my life, or really admire for various reasons.Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 1,803 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-5-08 - Published: 3-25-0811. In the Midst reviewsI was bummed out...wrote while in said mood. This poem represents my feelings of "Blah" and the guilt associated with not having it in me to be a shoulder for others at that time. Rating: All Audiences Genre: Drama/Angst...I guessPoetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 483 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-3-08 - Complete12. OMG! I ACTUALLY wrote that! » reviewsHave you ever written something and looked back on it and had to either laugh, shake your head or pick your mouth up off the floor? Well, just know, folks, I'm random as all get out! This collection includes comedic poetry and satirical rewrites.Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,239 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-9-0813. Hardcore Military » reviewsSome of my older social-political rants. Very blunt and "descriptive"...profanity and "situations" often. Consider it a continuation to the ANGRY Poet Series.Poetry: Politics - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 3 - Words: 948 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-9-08 - Published: 3-28-0814. till you were gone reviewsLife's not the same without you. A Free VersePoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-9-08 - Complete15. Sobered Intoxication reviewsDrunk on your love...Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-29-08 - Complete16. A Toast to You reviewsSalutations to my beloved!Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-29-08 - Complete17. Farewell Heart reviewsReread the title. Yeah...I know...redundant, huh? I hope I listed the Genres appropriately this time...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-29-08 - Complete18. Just A Thought A Couple of Them reviewsErm...reread title?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-29-08 - Complete19. Just Know What You’re Getting Into With Me reviewsThe unofficial resume of my heart back when I was young, naïve, hurt and very vulnerable…I'm so glad I lived and learned! I'm lost on how to rate this one in a Genre, guys...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 793 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-28-08 - Complete20. Thinking about This Dude reviewsMy mind wanders and...there he is... warning...ONE adult wordPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-28-08 - Complete21. To Sit & Wonder reviewsWhat's up? What if...? What can I do to turn things around?Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-28-08 - Complete22. What Your Friendship Means To Me reviewsIn case I've never told you...Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-28-08 - Complete23. Saying Goodbye…Again reviewsHere we go again, my darling...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-27-08 - Complete24. The Poem I Wrote While I Was Mellow reviewsA challenge I made for myself while tipsy as hell. How'd I do?Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-27-08 - Complete25. My Definition of Love reviewsErm...reread title? Yes, I'm lost on an appropriate description of Genre, not lazy...much... I tried my best...REALLY.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-08 - Complete26. Don't Hurt Me reviewsErm...reread title? I have no idea what Genre to put this under, guys...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-08 - Complete27. I used to be an ANGRY poet » reviewsI've been writing poetry all my 4ever. There was a point in my life that I was young, naive and spontaneous. Things happened because of choices I made. The results spawned lots of angry or gritty poetry. MOST of these AIN'T 4 THE KIDDIES. You were warned.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 16 - Words: 7,851 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 3-27-08 - Published: 2-6-0828. The Extent of My Love reviewsHow deep is my love?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-27-08 - Complete29. What Can I Say? reviewsWhat are the magic words? After a very blunt-but-helpful review, I felt the need to explain this a bit more. Consider this a conversation of a man putting his best out to him the trust of a very fragile heart...only, it rhymes.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 539 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-25-08 - Complete30. How It Feels To 'Feel' reviewsMy hear says "Ahhh..."Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-25-08 - Complete31. Sad Water reviewssigh...snifflePoetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-25-08 - Complete32. Love's Free Verse reviewsYou're so...you...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-21-08 - Complete33. What An I Love You Can Do reviewsYou'd be surprised what 3 little words can do.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-23-08 - Complete34. So Scared To Try reviewsLove scares mePoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-23-08 - Complete35. Monday reviewsOne of my earlier attempts at mixing rhyme with free verse...I was a noob. So sue me! LOL!Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 886 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-22-08 - Complete36. You Feelin' Me? reviewsHow I feel on the mic.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-22-08 - Complete37. Make Me Believe You reviewsProve you're worthy of me.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 528 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-19-08 - Complete38. Untitled original title, huh? LOL! reviewsIf only...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-19-08 - Complete39. Let's Talk About It reviewsYou're not as alone as you think. a glomp to anyone going through overwhelming times right nowPoetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-12-0840. I Want You To Want Me reviewsI want you to want me...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-12-08 - Complete41. How Did You Do This To Me? reviewsYou sneaky little...sweet...wonderful...person you.Happy Valentines Day to all!Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-12-08 - Complete42. Just Doin' My Thang reviewsMy reflections after my 1st year of open mic poetry.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-12-08 - Complete43. I Can't Describe reviewsYou make me feel so...so...I can't describe...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-5-08 - Complete44. You Make Me Smile reviewsYou Make Me SmilePoetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-4-08 - Complete45. Over 18 and Literate reviewsOff the cuff free verse poem I made today in one of my favorite forums on my appreciation of ADULT fanfiction and fanart.Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-26-08 - Complete46. I dunno reviewsEver been so down and out of it you couldn't think straight?Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,052 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-23-08 - Complete47. Because She Said reviewsDo you really see the yourself in the mirror?Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-22-08 - Complete48. This Guy I Know reviewsJust thinking about this guy I know... blushesPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 566 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-18-08 - Complete49. Culture or Naps, Perhaps? reviewsOh the woes of a nappyheaded Diva...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-16-08 - Complete50. Follow Me reviewsA poem about the lost souls who follow bad influences. Dedicated to Khadeja. May NONE of this EVER apply to you, sweetheart! I love you!Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-11-08 - Complete51. So Fine! reviewsMaybe more than friends? Teeny Bopper poetry from my earlier years doing Open Mike PoetryPoetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-11-08 - Complete52. Words reviewsWords hold power...handle with care.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-24-07 - Complete53. Can I? reviewsThis is random...thinking on random emotions and a really good cyber friend at this poem's conception...take it any way it fits you...Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-14-07 - Complete54. Untitled reviewsDedicated to my sister, Ish and my cyber bud Proforce…one of the poems in my, yettobepublished book. Sometimes, you just need that extra reminder that you're not alone...yanno?Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-26-07 - Complete