Hey Guys...

I know I'm not much of a writer but what the heck I figured I would go ahead and try my best. I've written stories out and let my friends read and they liked them. So I hope you do to!

I guess I might as well talk about me here...I'm a pretty boring person. If it wasn't for my friends, Derek, Rachel, and Alex, as well as my sister Megin then I wouldn't really have much of a social life or a life at all, since they help me with my depressing moments. I like to keep to myself. I'm not much of a talker really unless I'm around my friends. I don't get along with my parents, though how many 18 year olds do. My emotions reflect what is happening around me. And my stories change with my emotions. When I start writing whatever I feel at that moment gets thrown into a plot. Thats why my story summaries normally change. I have a plot in mind and change it completely by the time the story ends. I had one story where people were totally in love and I got angry at my father so I had wolves viscously tear them apart.

My love life is horrible. I go from guy to guy when all I want is love. I hope I find it eventually.

~ R.I.P. Grandma Conover...We all miss you!!

old penname(my boredum has caused me to switch pennames every so often): XpunkkittyXheiligX, BrokenXXHeiligXXAngelwings, HeiligXGothicXRomance, Dreaming for Love

Updates on my life...

August 11,2009...
Ello lovers...lol... My life once again has started to enjoy the fact that I'm starting to fall for John. He is one amazing guy. He is everything that VV and Chaz wasn't. Vaseem was always worrying and trying to get ahold of me and if I left for somewhere than all hell would break loose or... UGH the list goes on and on for Chaz (I'm trying to think what made me love him and want him so much in he first place) It's like a girl falling for a rapist/woman beater.

July 18, 2009...
Wow longtime no see... update, me and VV are long gone... I'm with a wonderful guy named John and I'm starting to fall for him. I'm scared yet I don't want to stop myself from loving him b/c I've been hurt in the past. I recently went to a Nickelback concert that also featured Papa Roach, Hinder, and Saving Abel... Awesome concert! I'm trying my best to update all my stories and add my recent poems but there is no time and my desktop computer (The only computer I have to put stories and updates on) is currently broken and I need to get VV to fix it. Hopefully I can get on the ball and figure out these stories so that I can actually finish them and make my fans happy (If I have any) I miss getting new alerts and reviews so if you like the new chapters that I put up please please please please please review and message me!! Any concerns, comments, dislikes, likes, suggestions, and anything else PLEASE tell me and help me out I NEED THEM RIGHT NOW! lol thanks in advance.

April 6, 2009...
It's been a while but it seems there is trouble in paradise. Me and Vaseem have decided to take a break... it's hard I do love him but we need the time apart. I'm sure we will be fine... Sorry to all my fans about not posting lately. The depression and lack of excitment to write. I'll try my best to update. Thanks for the support guys... I LOVES YOU!!

Dec 25,2008...
It's now Christmas and my 6th month anniversary even though I am not around Vaseem today I'm soooooooooo happy that we are still together. Through all the rocky water we have overcome I hope that we can continue to be this strong.

Dec 1, 2008...
The year is almost ending and I'm still with Vaseem and we are stronger than ever. We talk everyday and he is everything i've ever wanted. I'm happy and thankful that i have him in my life and he gives me inspiration everyday for my stories... Problem is i never have time to type those chapters up with everything I'm doing this year. I'll try my best to fix it up and type more.

July 25th, 2008...
Mine and Vaseem's one month everyone scream for joy I think this is gonna last a long time YAYYYYYYY

July 19th, 2008...
two words: PROJEKT REVOLUTION. yes I went and had a BLAST!! Me and my two friends scared people and my other friend got to talk to Atreyu's drummer and the guitarist handed him a pick from the stage... I WANT ONE T-T When Linkin Park finally came on people went CRAZZY! Yes thats with two Z's not just one. The whole day was amazing and dispite my REALLY pale skin there was no sunburn from the day what-so-ever, so I'm happy and sun burn free XD

July 10-11th, 2008...
Epicness in the Poconos at a water park inside a hotel with my friends. We went to celebrate my sweet 16 even though I have been 16 since October of last year. XD oh well it was fine any way. I ended up WALKING through a screen door of our hotel room. XD embarrasing and funny yes... dad was far from happy >

July 7th, 2008...
Today was amazing. talking to Vaseem for 11 hours straight getting to update stories. I love this life so much right now.

June 25,2008...
people may think this fast but I think I found someone unlike the others I've dated. He reminds me of Chaz but in a completly weird way. his personality is far from what Chaz's was but I think it's how he looks at me. his eyes are passion filled and look like he wants to be with me for as long as possble. it's hard to explain, but who knows maybe you can get a second chance at love.

June 23,2008...
guess who feels stupid... He is cheating on me.. HA. and he don't know that I know. Either I'm the second girl and don't know about it or he is really cheating on me. People really wanna kill him right now... NOT GOOD. All i have to say to Scott is Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned...

June 19,2008...
I'm dating my ex boyfriend Scott again. He has been so sweet to me and I think we can last longer than we did before. (We broke up because he went suicidal during christmas break since it was his first christmas without his grandfather.)

June 2, 2008...
SO yeah haven't look at this in a while and desided to fix it up abit. I'm single YET AGAIN after dating CJ for a month and according to him it's technically a month and seven days... So again I am looking around for love which I most likely will never find. Even though I'm still in love with Chaz who most likely doesn't want me any more since he has been going after guys lately but I'll figure something out with this and hopefully become happy again.

:Quote from Opheliac by Emilie Autumn:

Intelligent girls are more depressed
Because they know
What the world is really like
Don't think for a beat it makes it better
When you sit down and tell her
Everything is going to be alright
She knows in society she either is
A devil or an angel with no inbetween
She speaks in the third person so she can forget that shes' me

:Quote from Teenagers by My Chemical Romance:

The boys and girls in the clique
The awful names that they stick
You're never gonna fit in much, kid
But if you're troubled and hurt
What you got under your shirt
Will make them pay for the things that they did

:Quote from Love is Dead By Tokio Hotel:

It's killing me
We die when love is dead
It's killing me
We lost a dream we never had
The world in silence and should forever feel alone
Cause we are gone and we will never overcome
It's over now

Vultures are waiting for what's left of us
What can we take?
It all has no worth if we lose our trust
They're coming closer, want you and me
I can feel their claws
Let me go now

I get bored ALOT!! so if you wanna talk at all just:

Send an email to

Davincifan1025@aol.com

my AIM

Davincifan1025 or PrincessBSoccer

my AIM page if you wanna check it out have fun...

http://profiles.aim.com/davincifan1025

I know no myspace facebook my yearbook crap...w/e I don't feel like getting more stalkers

OH WELL HOPE YOU ENJOYED WHATEVER I PUT UP!! LOVE YA BYEBYEZ

~MY SAYINGS~

Love is the slowest form of suicide...But it's the best way to die.

Let the Blood drip From the Cheating liars Hearts!

As the moon sets and the sun rises I know we'll be there.

The gentle wispers of sorry and the tears fall again.

Fav Book: Davinci Code by. Dan Brown

Fav. book Series: The Night Huntress Series by Jeaniene Frost

Fav. Author: Edgar Allen Poe

Fav. Band: Tokio Hotel

Fav Song: Helena ~ My Chemical Romance

Fav Poem: Annebell Lee ~ Edgar Allen Poe

Likes: Anime, Hot Topic, Spencers, Listening to music, and of course my friends I love like family

Dislikes: Prissy Prissy Dancing (DON'T ASK!!) and blondes who use their hair color as an excuse

MY RANDOM MESSAGES FROM THE HEART

~~ To the best teachers in earth~~
MR. Ciprian and Mr. Smith you will always be in our hearts

RIP to
Mr. Wood our old Law teacher who had passed away of cancer and other health problems...LOVE AND PRAYERS TO THE FAMILY