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Lily and Shadow
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since: 11-09-07, id: 588363, Profile edited: 10-24-08
country: United States
Author has written 19 stories for General, Mystery, Life, General, Nature, Young Adult, Supernatural, Fantasy, Horror, and Essay.

Hola! Que tal? Well, you're here so I'll just assume you want to know who I am.

Name: I use quite a few. My favourite is my usual penname, Musouka (it means "day-dreamer"), but here you can call me Lily.
Age: 19
Gender: female
Orientation: lesbian (It shows in my writing. It's also caused some family problems. If anyone's going through something similar and want's to talk, I'm more than happy to talk.)

My AIM is: Lily and Shadow
My email is: lily_and_shadow@hotmail.com
If anyone wants to talk to me, feel free.

I speak English (obviously), some Spanish, a little Japanese, and I'm starting to teach myself Russian.

I'm a college sophomore.

I'm an aspiring novelist and I occasionally write short stories and poems. As such, constructive criticism is appreciated. I'll probably start out posting short stories, since all I have is hand written drafts of my novels right now and I'm really unmotivated when it comes to typing stuff that's already written out.

I have somewhere around 3,000 pages of hand-written rough drafts in my room and even more in the basement. I've also started a character registry, which has 87 characters so far and I'm not finished. I've been writing since the seventh grade and I spend a pretty decent amount of time on it. My muse is a demon named Toki. We have a love-hate relationship. On one hand, he's the loudest, most annoying creature you will ever meet. On the other hand, he can be very kind when I have writer's block. The only thing is his habit of showing up in my writing... Watch for him. When he does show up he's not hard to spot.

As noted before, I have 143 original characters and counting. I have a rather odd way of naming them. At least, I think it's odd. In my older work (7 to 3 years ago) I didn't really have any say in my characters' names. They just told me what to call them. In my more recent work (3 years ago to present) I name almost all of my characters in a very deliberate manner. I still get the occasional "Hi! Here's my name," but more often than not there's a meaning behind the name I've chosen for a character. Sometimes it's readily apparent, sometimes it might only make sense to me. But that's what makes them mine and that's part of what makes them interesting to work with. Most of my more recent work is full of odd meanings. You just have to know how to look for them.

I'm a music addict. I love rock, gothic rock, classic rock, old pop, metal and some alternative and indie rock.

A little about me: My favourite animals are wolves and dragons. I don't like warm colours. I spend most of my time reading or writing. I love studying other cultures because I like knowing why people do the things they do. I spend a lot of time thinking about odd things. I'm quiet and shy around people I don't know, but I'm loud and crazy around people I'm close to. I'm a dog person and I hate cats. I love being outside. I don't like hiking so much as just wandering around in the woods. I want to be a forensic anthropologist. And I'm supposed to be smart, but I regularly make a fool of myself because I'm no good in social situations.

To give you an idea of my sense of humour, I very nearly put the following as the summary for the horror story I posted today. "Sometimes houses tell stories. Sometimes they just eat their owners." I know, not funny. But I thought it was.

A note on my writing: I tend to be very touchy about letting people read my work. I've been hurt quite a few times by people I was close to and trusted. To me, writing is incredibly personal and because I've been hurt so many times I'm usually very apprehensive about sharing my work. I simply ask that you be kind. Don't give me crap about same-sex relationships or self-destructive habits in my characters and my work. I welcome and encourage criticism, but please keep it constructive.

That's about it. Jya ne!

~Lily

Story stuff: So I've been inspired. I've started writing a story with as many cliches as possible. Like, everything in this is going to be a cliche. I should have the first section posted soon. : )


Stories Authored: (19) . Favorite Authors: (0) . Favorite Stories: (0) . C2 Communities (0) .


1. The Quiet Room
Lucy and Sandra are explorers of sorts. Their latest project is a house, empty for more than a century. Lucy has memories of the place, but they're faint and full of gaps. What happens when you disturb things better left in the past?
Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 601 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-2-08 - Published: 11-2-08
2. Black Paw » reviews
Lucian Negrescu is a Denchun, or "two-souled." The Denchun are a group far removed from the rest of human society. Theirs is a world of spirits and magic. Very few people know of their existance. Fewer still know what would happen if they ceased to exist
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,388 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-28-08 - Published: 10-24-08
3. Treading the Line » reviews
I have been wrongly imprisoned. I will not deny that I committed the crime for which I was convicted. What I would deny is that what I did was a crime. A look at the psychology of genius and murder.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,680 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-14-08 - Published: 10-12-08
4. Asylum reviews
I'm not crazy. I'm just trapped.
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 955 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-10-08 - Published: 10-10-08
5. White Ink » reviews
Meet Michael. He's pretty much your average high school student. He loathes math, adores his boyfriend, and does typical, boring high school things. But there are shadows. Sanity is a matter of perspective. Self-injury, experimenting with present tense.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Friendship - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,562 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 10-1-08 - Published: 9-22-08
6. The Slaughter of Amrath » reviews
This is what happens when I let my muse tell a story... This chronicles Toki's time as a village guardian and what went wrong.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,552 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-15-08 - Published: 9-14-08
7. About Between Dusk and Dawn »
Exactly what it sounds like. These are mostly to help me get my thoughts in order regarding my novel Between Dusk and Dawn. Lots of odd races referenced and several bizzare place names.
Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,299 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-08 - Published: 9-14-08
8. Dearest Mother reviews
A suicide note by a girl abandoned by her mother for being who she is. This contains offensive language. Please read the author's note.
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 679 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-12-08 - Published: 9-12-08
9. Between Dusk and Dawn reviews
Aset was raised as a human and knows nothing about her parents' people. But she was orphaned two years ago. Now she has been called back to what is her birthright. But what does this mean for her? Novel. UNDER REVISION
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,132 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 9-4-08 - Published: 8-15-08
10. Hell's Garden
Eden has found the perfect place for herself, her borzoi, and her pack of rescued wolf-dogs. But something's not quite right about their fairytale home.
Horror - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 857 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-27-08 - Published: 8-27-08
11. Aurora Borealis » reviews
My name is Isolf of the River Bend pack and I am a Canthine. My pack was killed by humans, so I've been left alone. But things have been changing, even in the human cities. Something's coming, I'm just not sure what.
Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,707 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-19-08 - Published: 8-13-08
12. The Damned » reviews
This is the story of the life and death of Torrin, a young boy growing up gay in rural Georgia during the Great Depression, from being abandoned by his family to his murder. Short story, MxM.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,600 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-14-08 - Published: 11-20-07
13. Mi Hermana, Mi Vida reviews
Isabel is haunted by the memory of her older sister, Maria, who died at the age of 17. This is the story of Maria's influence in Isabel's life.
Supernatural - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Family/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,006 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-13-08 - Published: 8-13-08
14. Snow
A collection of short, portrait like pieces about a group of kids in a makeshift family. Set in Geogia at the beginning of the Great Depression. [MxM]
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-31-08 - Published: 1-31-08
15. Sky reviews
A sunset. [Poem]
Nature - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-13-07 - Published: 11-13-07
16. Look What You've Done reviews
A reflection about the effects of harassment. [Poem]
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-13-07 - Published: 11-13-07
17. Glassman reviews
A reflection on the children's rhyme "Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." Poem
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-13-07 - Published: 11-13-07
18. Cypher reviews
Be warned - those who read these tales of murder open themselves to the demon killer. Think it's a joke? That's what Talan thought too... Novel
Mystery - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-12-07 - Published: 11-12-07
19. The Incredible Human Rag Doll reviews
Tear her apart! Sew her back up! She never feels a thing! She never bleeds! She never dies! Why do I feel like I'm living a lie... [Oneshot, selfinjury.]
Complete - General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 646 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-12-07 - Published: 11-12-07
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