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october lies
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since: 12-29-07, id: 594081, Profile edited: 11-17-08
country: United States
Author has written 14 stories for Young Adult, Love, Haiku, and Romance.

she is not happy, no, she is not happy at all, with blue skin and heavy eyes and a weighted heart. she cries at night and she reaches for help and finds only anger and rage instead, bringing it back before it slips through her fingers. she buries it deep into her chest, cradles it all safely tucked behind her ribs, growing into something bigger than she. sometimes, she knows, it reaches out between the oh-so loose bars, taking control and demanding release, but she knows, oh does she know, that letting it go would be the biggest mistake of them all.

if only you knew;

alter ego (awl-ter ee-goh, eg-oh)
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noun

1. a second self; a perfect substitute or deputy.
2. an inseparable friend.
3. another aspect of one's self.

at least every four days,
i'll post something.

all time favorite author on here: as beauty dies

(i just found that fictionpress adblocker...it's a fuckin doll.)

NEWS; my dog died (11/11)
and not shit matters other than her
and getting her ashes
meaning i don't give a damn about you
so shut the fuck up




1. brighter » reviews
i spend my days sculpting all my memories of you; piecing together visions of what was once our future with broken glass and glue. you don't know it yet, but someday, i'll be over you. femmeslash/les/etc.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,393 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 11-9-08 - Published: 10-5-08
2. one word » reviews
one word dot com. these are the things i write.
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 2 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 11-4-08 - Published: 10-29-08
3. to know you're alive » reviews
she hurts so far inside of her body, she says that it's too deep of an ache to ever fade and that she'll never be okay. this will most likely become a collection
Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Mystery - Chapters: 2 - Words: 524 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 10-21-08 - Published: 9-11-08
4. i am nothing now reviews
. "that night, she snuck off to the bathroom and stole one, two, three of his razors and spent ten minutes removing all twelve blades, inventing and reinventing hiding places, teaching herself new "swiping" techniques."
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 804 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-17-08 - Published: 10-17-08
5. october sky reviews
carve your name into my arm, instead of stressed, i lie here charmed, 'cause there's nothing else to do, every me and every you."
Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-12-08 - Published: 10-12-08
6. this isn't about you reviews
but it still doesn't mean i deserve you anyway
Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-9-08 - Published: 10-9-08
7. pocrescophobia reviews
the fear of becoming obese, fat
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-1-08 - Published: 10-1-08
8. it's getting closer now reviews
he'll know i'm in here, she thinks, she realizes, he'll find me and see what i've done. and she takes the blanket and crawls under god-knows-who's bed, sobbing silently and begging to go unknown until it's over.
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,275 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-27-08 - Published: 9-27-08
9. russian roulette reviews
at the stroke of a chin and the touch of a fingertip, you knew everything that was in her heart, in her mind, you knew how to make the world right again.
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-26-08 - Published: 9-26-08
10. october, the echo reviews
this isn't your ordinary alter-ego complex.
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 9-19-08 - Published: 9-19-08
11. maybe we're too young reviews
we used to be in love, you know.
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 9-15-08 - Published: 9-15-08
12. what she saw in his eyes reviews
“he kissed her nose, her forehead, each of her fingertips, and tried so hard to make her smile but not laugh; tried so hard to keep her happy but not overwhelmed.”
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 777 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-7-08 - Published: 9-7-08
13. the chemistry's correct reviews
“she's so in love with you that all the loveache in the world could never make her stop from seeing you, from looking at you the way she does.”
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-3-08 - Published: 9-3-08
14. i guess it's too much reviews
“i hide all the secrets in my arms, in my chest, safely behind my ribs, knowing that you'll never care enough to find them–knowing you'll never care enough to notice them, restless and cramped underneath my heart, begging for your attention.”
Complete - Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-30-08 - Published: 8-30-08
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