um... HI!

so I don't really know what to say but I'm going to say it any ways...

...well lets see, names chris, I'm a weirdo and loven it! I'm obsessed with all things anime, manga, and Japanese and I've been like that for as long as I can remember. I am stepping up the obsessiveness by getting in to Jdrama, Jrock/Visual Kei and Jpop...and now I starting to get into Kpop (Korean pop) and Tpop (Taiwanese pop)and even some Fmetal (french metal tho i'm not sure if i'll dig to deep) I have people who live in my head and some times talk to in adamant objects, I trip on air and walk in to walls and polls I'm clumsy but alive...maybe still workin on ways to become part of the living dead (a vampire) or waiting to grow wings and end up being an a)angel b)pixie c)some other type of Fairy creature or hey even a demon but if I'm a demon I fully expect to grow cat ears (or maybe dog, wolf, fox ears), sharper claws, fangs and a tail or two

1/27/09

ah! i thought of more stuff to write on this thing...

just cause I'm a yaoi fan and like gay smut or whatever soooo doesn't mean i read it just for that... i'm a plot and story line kinda gal. ya know? and lets see...for as long as i've been reading smut i still can't read it with out turning a shade of tomato red... and i started reading this kind of stuff at the age of 13...we'll normal smut...the other stuff i think not until 16 but still for all that reading i'm still a pretty innocent natured kinda person... like i like Dora the explorer and blues clues and a lot of Disney stuff and blush at dirty jokes and all that…call me weird

Also I hate teenagers (even if I am one I hate it) they annoy me sooo much (my self included) have big mouths and think they are all that (ok I'm not that bad but I still fall in the bracket of that stuff) there is a lot of other stuff I don’t like about them…I wonder why?

...i'm one of those tar tars who likes making sound effects my fav is a psh! psh~! sound. i make a hand movement kinda like piper from charmed when she freezes things (its been so long i think thats what she does) and say psh! psh~! and i effectivly blow up what ever i'm looking at (in side my head of course)

...and i think last thing to say about me is...i think i like 2-D characters, ya know anime characters girl or guy it doesn't matter to much...tho i like guys more. i have no real intrest in humans (i know thats weird but this is the internet so why not say what ever...besides i doubt anyone looks at my profile) i mean i like Japanese guys but most people say they look like girls (or at least the ones i like look like girls, i so don't think so...but whatever) and i love visual kei guys (dude guys dressing up in girls clothes, platforms and wearing make-up and all that other stuff is super hot...now what does that say about me?)

1/27/09

a rant? or a crappy poem? i'm going to call it

a novel called life

So life is a really good novel that you want to curl up on the love seet and read but never have time to do. You end up reading it when ever you have time to, not really grasping the story line but not taking the time to reread it. Tho this novel is diffrent then any other paper back book because it's your life you are the main character and every day a new chapter is added to the on going story called Life. Every once in a while it's good to slow down flip back a couple of chapters and enjoy how much you've changed, revisit life lessons, and laugh at how silly everthing seems now that your not stuck in the middle of it. Life is to be enjoyed even if there is nothing but pain or sarrow you flip back in time to where life was more simple more fun and slowly you'll be able to over come every obstical fate throows your way. When you do look back tho don't get stuck there because you know something bad is goig to happen in the next chapter, read on and wait patiently for the next happy chapter and all chapters including the sad ones always have some kind of silver linning. So no matter how small it is take joy in it for the more good your can make out of the bad the quicker the bad goes by and longer the good stays

1/26/09

standard profile junk...ya know the about me or whatever

Birthday: 4-3-1991

age: 18 suckers !! (and it sucks)

sign: aries and the year of the ram (there both sheep is that good or bad?)

sex: famale

sexual prefference: hahaha really crazy hot fictional characters ... but that may be a lie cause i've fallen for some ugly ones as well...hmm...i shall have to think on it !

location: on earth, somewhere in texas in front of a computer screen at home, off in another demention

i'm a major yaoi fan

some hobbies: anime,writing,japan, gothic-lolita fashion, jrock, glow sticks, raving (kind-of-not-really), stuffed animals, manga, musicals, video games. Japanese dramas and movies, cosplay, reading, sleeping, and being weird… and maybe one day soon cosplaying