
Hey Everybody! Xilaberry here!
I am a somewhat angsty Washington 7th grader and I love to write. In addition to FictionPress, I am also involved in FanFiction as a Twilight writer. Twilight is my all time favorite book. All my friends say I'm obsessed, but I don't mind because I kind of am. My dad is an English teacher, and I grew up surrounded by great writing. I always try to review anything I read, and I will not hesitate to tell people what I think about their writing, and I expect others to do the same for me. I especially enjoy writing and reading poetry, and I am very critical of it. I will only at a time have 10 favorite stories and 5 favorite authors. If even that many. Which means they are incredibly good! .
I try to think of myself as amazing and talented and beautiful, but I almost always end up failing. I am, to say the least, none of those things. I love smiling, laughing, modern dance, ultimate frisbee, big trees, rain, music, good writing, and butchering bad writing. I enjoy writing angsty and nature poetry and drawing and painting depressing things. And guess what? Despite my love of depressing things, I'M NOT EMO! (Just depressed a lot of the time)
Poetry is my emotional outlet. I can say anything I want in poetry and no one will cut me down for it. When I write I can express myself. Sometimes I just write for the fun of it, but mostly I write to cheer myself up. When I write I can let go of emotion as I write it down and forget about it. All of that stuff that I write ends up in My Heart when I post it, which is something like my online journal in the form of poetry and short stories.
I post my most emotional writing to let go of it. I feel like I have to many secrets that i want to share with the world but am to shy to do so. Online, no one knows who I am and probably never will. If they think weirdly after reading my stuff, so be it. I will never have to know anyway.
I'm probably the most crazy person you have ever met and ever will meet. I'm crazy. and proud of it. I only know one person crazier then me. And she's NUTS! Yeah. Crazy people rock.