| his terrible beauty |
Author has written 27 stories for Young Adult, Romance, Love, and Life. Hi, I’m Abbi. 20 years old. University of Cambridge. Likes: The History Boys. Champagne. Cups of tea. Winter. Taylor Swift. Glitter. The smell of old books. Casablanca. The 1920s. e.e. cummings. Rocky Horror. Poetry. Cambridge. Lost weekends. Writing heartbreak. Boys with boys. Rain. Adam Lambert. Angst. Byronic heroes. Magic. First kisses. Dislikes: Failure. Disappointment. Being second best. Footballers. The 90s. Immaturity. Pessimistic, angry-at-the-world people who crush happiness with their permanent black clouds of doom and hatred. Horror movies. Sarah Jessica Parker. Sushi. Vodka. Homophobia. Dishonesty. Nominations SKoW Round 8: Best Love Triangle (Until You Loved Me) LatS Slash Season One: Best Love Triangle (Until You Loved Me)- Third Place SKoW Round 9: Best Poetry (Virtuoso) La Campanella: Le Poetry Award (Virtuoso) SKoW Round 12: Best Poetry (Look Your Last) Won SKoW Round 9: Judges Pick and Runner Up, Best Poetry- Virtuoso 11.05.12: I haven't posted anything here in a long time, and shouldn't start now, in exam term. Regardless, it's nice to look back and remember who I was. I don't know when I'll post again. | |||||||
1. sensual reviewsthe anatomy of a relationship, in five senses. Poetry.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 832 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-1-12 - Complete2. all change » reviewsmaybe it is better not to change. POETRY.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 638 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-11-12 - Published: 10-14-103. look your last reviewspoetry. everyone grows up one day, no matter how much we fight it.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-11-12 - Complete4. a summer without youPoetry. Like last month, when you called to say sorry, you couldn't love me.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Published: 5-11-12 - Complete5. this is the moment reviewsNEW. Olivia broke Henry's heart. Laurie broke Olivia's. When Henry arrives at Cambridge in the middle of the humiliating breakup, things get complicated. What if the only person Olivia can stand being around is the one person who can't stand her? NEW.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,806 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-11-116. a moment of possibility reviewsoneshot. girl tells boy she's in love with him. a moment of possibility.Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 791 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-29-10 - Complete7. octogenarianism reviewsi cannot wait to be taken seriously. poetry.Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-29-10 - Complete8. teacups reviewsboys shatter you. they always, always shatter you.Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4-29-10 - Complete9. unravel reviewsis this why they call it coming undone? poetry .Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-23-10 - Complete10. This Matters » reviewsSometimes there is more to life than being a wallflower or a queen. Sometimes 'nobody understands me' is the total truth. Sometimes you meet a boy who flips your world upside down. No matter what your parents say... this matters. HET.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 26,461 - Reviews: 44 - Updated: 2-12-10 - Published: 10-28-0911. Lost in Melancholy reviewsPoetry. Shall I write tonight of the fluttering dance of tiny indifferent wings?Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-31-10 - Complete12. His Terrible Beauty reviewsUnder the haze of the clouds of my mind, when night's black cloaking smothers my sense... I am unravelled, undone and alive.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-31-10 - Complete13. Crumple the Tear Stained Letters and Notes reviewsInspired by W. H. Auden and I boy I used to love; a poem about moving on.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1-12-10 - Complete14. Until You Loved Me » reviewsCOMPLETE. When a gay boy with trust issues rescues a popular, beautiful boy from social suicide, he gets thrown into a whole new world of sex, angst and betrayal. Falling in love with October DeTamble was most definitely not part of the plan.Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 96,375 - Reviews: 669 - Updated: 10-28-09 - Published: 8-11-08 - Complete15. Never So reviewsPoetry. For a boy I knew, who has certainly 'never been so sad, so silently beautiful', and who I am most definitely far too in love with.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-10-09 - Complete16. Looking at you reviewsA fragmented oneshot. I would give anything not to be looking at you.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-16-09 - Complete17. November 21st reviewsONESHOT. BOYLOVE. For Electric Colours, whose story I larrrve. A story about a stupid holiday, a pug named Juliet and the perfect kiss. Rated for language... just in case.Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,702 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3-13-09 - Complete18. Captured reviewsOneshot, long. Rewritten. SLASH. Theo loved Connor more than even he could really comprehend. Sometimes you can fix what is broken.Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,671 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-7-09 - Complete19. Triangular » reviewsSometimes art imitates life. Sometimes life imitates art. River was more in love with words than actual people. All Leila wanted was to hit that top C on the big stage. Story discontinued.Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,691 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-16-08 - Published: 12-15-0820. Fragments » reviewsShards of a mirror will still reflect. A collection of short pieces that stemmed from my own emotional upheavals.Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,868 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12-12-0821. Walk Away reviewsOneshot. What do you say to the one person who was able to shatter you?Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,382 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-7-08 - Complete22. Virtuoso reviewsI loved him like a symphony that soared inside my brain. I loved him, how I loved him, and his music kept me sane... A poem about falling in love with a musician.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 348 - Reviews: 30 - Published: 6-4-08 - Complete23. Every Piece of Me reviewsEvery tiny, fractured piece of my heart belonged to Johnny, and he had been the one to shatter it. And sometimes love was enough, and sometimes I knew it never would be... this is a story about falling in love- with someone who never intended to catch me.Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,457 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-10-0824. Let's Play Pretend reviewsLove is unconventional. Love is unpredictable. Love is a four letter word that I believed before I could understand it. Love is just a game, isn't it? ONESHOT.Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,050 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-18-08 - Complete25. Cassandra reviewsONESHOT. He wrote her a letter, and she answers it the best way she knows. It was her favourite kind of falling.Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 595 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-4-0826. Better than perfect reviewsWe loved with a love that was more than love. Edgar Allen Poe. A ONESHOT about getting over a boy that you knew was wrong for you all along, and finding someone better than perfect.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,192 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-1-08 - Complete27. Nothing is ever what it seems reviewsA boy, a girl, the woods. Yeah... Not like Hansel and Gretel, and it's meant to sound like a double entendre. ONESHOT.Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 706 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 2-1-08 - Complete