Fire of the Vampire
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since: 04-18-01, id: 60172
Author has written 55 stories for General, and General.

I rarely upload anything here anymore -- especially since the music category was removed. I post my poetry at dear jane and my stories are thrown in among my journal entries at surreal whispers, so if you still want to read me, click on either of
those links.

A webpage with all of my creative work (i.e., fiction, poetry, icons, other graphics, tutorials, etc.) is in progress and a link will be posted when I've finished -- or at least gotten thelayout up and some things completed.


1. I'm Sorry Mom reviews
I love my mom. I really do. But I feel inferior to my siblings, weaker somehow. I feel like I'm not a good daughter.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-29-03
2. Don't Want You There reviews
I really dislike my sister sometimes. So much that I don't want her to be a part of my life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-29-03
3. Don't Think I Do reviews
Sometimes my older sister can be so cruel I don't think I love her, although I know in my heart I do.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-29-03
4. Kill Me reviews
I sometimes feel really inferior and I think momentarily that I want to die, but I'm not suicidal. I just want everything to stop sometimes.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-29-03
5. For My Mom reviews
For my mom. I LOVE YOU, MOM!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 11-21-02
6. I Am reviews
I am . . . what am I?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 22 - Published: 10-28-02
7. A Shooting Star reviews
Someone told me that I should write something happy, so I tried. Even underlying in this one there's sort of a depressing edge. Oh well. Smile and make a wish!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 10-28-02
8. Be Me reviews
What would I give if I could finally be me?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 14 - Published: 10-27-02
9. And Then You Said Goodbye reviews
Just a little freestyle. Not too much to say about this one.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10-25-02
10. Let Me Breathe reviews
Ever had someone who was the sole reason for your very existence leave you? And then you couldn't breathe?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 10-25-02
11. Forever In My Hold reviews
Vampiric. My kind of writing. I offer you forever, forever in my hold.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10-25-02
12. Tossing And Turning reviews
Tossing and turning, emotions were strong. There's a line in here that came out odd, but it kind of fits the poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-25-02
13. Losing My Grip On Reality reviews
I got the title from a dream I had and decided to see what I could come up with. Reality leaves me behind, ocean quenches my thirst. Two lines that did not make the final cut.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-25-02
14. Feel Truly Alive reviews
Based on a movie in which the main character was a cutter and felt: "You're my best friend. You know everything about me. Did you know this?"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-25-02
15. Goodbye reviews
Let me fly and end it all . . . I guess it's time to say goodbye.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-25-02
16. All For One, One For All reviews
All for one, one for all. That's how it was supposed to be. I guess it won't ever be the same again.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-25-02
17. Lying Here reviews
Another painful moment, another angsty poem. Anyone seeing some sort of pattern here?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-3-02
18. Always My Fault reviews
This was the product of being hurt. Like I said in my bio, sad and angsty poems are my specialty.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-3-02
19. Again reviews
I was sad. Hurt. Angry. Confused. So I wrote. Again.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-3-02
20. Falling, Flying reviews
I usually don't write in this format (i.e. hardly any capitalization, no stanzas) but that's how this one came out. It's sort of like the last things going through a jumper's head.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 451 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-1-02
21. I Look And I Realize reviews
A rather dark piece, though when I started it wasn't meant to be like that. Not one of my favorites, but there are lines in it I love.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-19-02
22. Graduation reviews
I wrote this on Graduation night for the seniors of 2002. (Congrats Nick!) I was going to upload it then but I lost it. Dedicated to the Class of 2002!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8-5-02
23. Going Home reviews
I wrote this in History class a few months ago. It was inspired from a writing assignment in the History book in the Civil War chapter. My teacher didn't assign it, but I felt like doing it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8-5-02
24. If One Day reviews
This left my fingertips when I was thinking about the man I love, who just graduated and is going to college out-of-state while I'm only a sophomore.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-4-02
25. How Can I reviews
This isn't one of my favorites, but it just kind of came out while my friends were yet again fighting. And yes, they do fight a lot.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-4-02
26. Morning, Mourning reviews
This is not a true story. This was inspired by a lot of Poe's work, in which the main character is so eager for the next morning, which will obviously never occur.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-4-02
27. Dangerous Man » reviews
He lurks in the dark; watching, waiting. He stays hidden in from view in the shadows as he waits for his prey. He is the predator and we are his prey.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 10 - Words: 2,637 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 8-2-02 - Published: 4-25-02
28. Tell Him reviews
Just a quick little poem that took me several weeks to complete. It's one of my favorites, inspired in the hallways at school. Email me and I'll give you more info.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 7-26-02
29. Taking Sides reviews
This isn't one of my best works. It jumped out of me during one of my friend's fights, but it's all good now.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 2-27-02
30. You reviews
Why am I always writing these little fluffies? You.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 19 - Published: 2-19-02
31. One Thing reviews
One thing here is different from the rest...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 2-19-02
32. Revelation reviews
I don't know. This just kind of came to me. It's spiritual, but like my English teacher said - "Why leave and go back to an area of despair?"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 2-15-02
33. Dizzy reviews
My interpretation of dizziness.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-12-02
34. Just Barely Out Of Reach reviews
This was inspired by news stories and a song about a girl and Jesus Christ - I think it's called "The Little Girl."
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-12-02
35. I Love Him reviews
Another one of the great little fluffies we all write so well.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-11-02
36. Torn Between The Two reviews
Another jumble of words that flowed out of my mind during a fight.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2-11-02
37. Not So Strong reviews
I'm not so strong.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 2-11-02
38. Never Again reviews
Yet another of my little fluffies.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-02
39. The Song In Me reviews
Just another one of your average little fluffies.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-11-02
40. Stuck In The Middle reviews
Again, I wrote this when my best friends were fighting with each other, and I was yet again caught in the middle.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-02
41. Once Upon A Yesterday reviews
I wrote this last year when my two best friends lived in a fight, but it's all good now.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-02
42. The Teenager's Baby reviews
I don't know. It came to me while I was reading a book - I forgot which one. But I kind of like it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 2-11-02
43. Just Another Face In The Crowd reviews
I go to a school with over a thousand students. Ergo, I am "just another face in the crowd."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-02
44. Still Just A Girl reviews
I'm still just a girl.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-11-02
45. One Of The Voices reviews
I am merely one of the voices at SVHS.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-02
46. Just Some People reviews
Ever had someone hang around who just wouldn't leave you alone? Here's my rants.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-11-02
47. My Nicholas reviews
Okay, big step of bravery here... Dedicated to the man who will never be mine - my Nicholas.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-02
48. Endemicity reviews
Everyone's judgement of me goes to prove the world is full of endemicity.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-11-02
49. Freedom reviews
I wrote this on my eighth grade trip. We went to Hawk's Nest and a couple other places, and this came to me. I felt free.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-11-02
50. To The Rescuers reviews
September 11, 2001. To the rescue workers whose efforts to save someone else haven't gone unnoticed.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-20-02
51. Secrets reviews
Did you ever realize that having only two best friends is a problem? They always keep secrets between each other, never telling you a word. Here's how I felt.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 13 - Published: 7-15-01
52. Friends reviews
Dedicated to Sam (Soapy!) and Jenn (Aflak!), the two best friends I could ever have.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-15-01
53. Anger reviews
I was mad at my brother and my dad when I wrote this.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 7-9-01
54. Life's Melancholy reviews
I wrote this when my best friends and I were all mad at each other. It's short but to me, it's meaningful.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 0 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-11-01
55. Be Careful What You Wish For reviews
Mandy Lewis always dreamed of being in the magazines. She would do anything for it, even take a chance that would change her life forever.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,294 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-2-01