Name: Xander O'Shana
Age: 14
Occupation: none as of now
Hobbies: writing (duh!), acting, drawing, reading...
Interests: Aren't those the same as hobbies?!
All my mates say that I look like Harry Potter. Let me set the record straight. I. Am. Not. Harry. Potter
I love a lot of books, but my favorites are Harry Potter, the PJO series, The Chronicles of Pern, Erec Rex, Alcatraz and the Evil Librarians, things like that. My favorite movies are Harry Potter, the Chronicles of Narnia (Both of the ones out now), Series of Unfortunate Events, Pirates of the Caribbean (1,2, and 3), and stuff like that. I'm not too picky when it comes to reading or watching movies
I finally have my own forum!!
~XoxoX~
Try Not To Cry
Mommy...Johnny brought a gun to school,
He told his friends that it was cool,
And when he pulled the trigger back,
It shot with a great, huge crack.
Mommy, I was a good girl, I did what I was told,
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
When I went to school that day,
I never said good-bye.
I'm sorry that I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
When Johnny shot the gun, he hit me and another,
And all because Johnny, got the gun from his brother.
Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
And please tell Zack; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now,
And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best
Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest
Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass
Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one, though, deserves this.
But Mommy, it's not fair, since I left without a kiss.
And Mommy, tell the doctors; I know that they did try
I think I even saw one doctor trying not to cry.
Mommy, I'm slowly dying, with a bullet in my chest,
But Mommy, please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest
When I heard that great, big crack, I ran as fast as I could
listen to me, Mommy, if you please would,
I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
I wanted to be an actress, I really wanted to live.
But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
Mommy, tell my Zack, I'm sorry to cancel the date.
I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know its true
And Mommy all I want to say is that... I love you
In Memory of The Columbine & Virginia Tech
Students Who Were Lost
Please if you would,
Don't smash this on the ground.
If you pass this on,
Maybe people will cry,
Just keep this in your heart,
For the people who didn't get to say "Good-bye".
Now you have 2 choices,
1) Pass this on, and show people you care, repost as
"Try Not To Cry"
2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how
cold-hearted you really are...
Its ok to cry, I cried, so can you
~XoxoX~
"Let it all out, because someone will always be there to hold you when you cry." ~Bekka
"And if you really annoy me, you might see me reach for this. It's Vicodin. It's mine. You can't have it. And no, I don't have a pain management problem, I have a PAIN problem. But who knows? Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe I'm too stoned to tell. So, who wants me? no one raises their hand And who wants to wait for the other two doctors? everyone raises their hand" ~Hugh Laurie as Gregory House.
"When in doubt, C4!" ~Jamie Hyneman
"You are not/ Alone in life/ Although you might think that you are" ~ Within Temptation, "Our Farewell"
"Oh my God! It's a codfish!! flaps arms weirdly" ~Edgar
~XoxoX~
Some Inspirational Quotes
"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life you have a thousand reasons to smile."
"There's a point in life where you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. But it's not giving up. It's realizing that you don't need Certain People and Their Crap."
"Someone asked me if I missed you. I didn't answer. I just closed my eyes and walked away. Then I whispered, 'So much'"
"Sometimes people put up walls, not to keep people away, but to see who cares enough to tear those walls down. - One Tree Hill"
"true friends are the ones who walk into your life, and no matter what happens, never leave."
"Love me or hate me. I'm still gonna shine"
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. -Marylin Monroe"
"Every girl wants a man that she can go to in her sweats, hair a mess, makeup running down her face, eyes red from crying and the first thing he says to her is 'Baby you're beautiful', and means it."
"So don't be afraid to make mistakes, stumble&fall, because most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe, you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you could have ever imagined. Who knows where life will take you, the road is long, & in the end, the journey is the destination. -One Tree Hill"
"I am strong because I am weak.
I am beautiful because I know my flaws.
I am a lover because I am a fighter.
I am fearless because I have been afraid.
I am wise because I have been foolish.
... And I can laugh because I have known sadness."
"I want to touch. But when I try to touch it get broken. Maybe its best I keep away. cheer up emo kid."
~XoxoX~
I have taken down Taking One for Me because, to be honest, I lost it somewhere in my brain. That and the fact I totally messed up the first "chapter".
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