My name is Libby. I love horses a ton!! They are like literally the reason I live for, well that and school. I don't like the classes so much as I love my teachers. My favorite class is Science class. We get to blow alotta stuff! I also love to write! Mostly poetry and short stories though...
I created this blog thingy to help me with these tough times. I've been "suffering from depression" for the past three years. I've had boughts with self-mutilation, I'm actually still in that one...Life is just hard sometimes, for everyone. I love my friends very much. They and suprisingly (normally you would think it was a bad idea to tell the teachers you "cut") my teachers have helped very much. Before they all knew, which was before Christmas (I didn't tell them for the first two and a half years...then no one knew) I only thought of school as a distraction from home, I don't get along with my "mother" very well at all. Now school doesn't feel anything like a distraction anymore. It feels like people actually give a damn, pardon my french (I swear...alot), about whether or not I'm in pain. I have this one teacher, Mrs. "Snow", who I can pretty much always count on. It took some time, but I was able to open up with her more than any adult. I told her the majority of the reason behind my self-injury. Well actually I told her all of it...just not how they link to each other. The truth is that I hate my self. I truely do. I hate my body. I hate my mind. I hate my soul. I hate my entire being. All that hate builds up, and when it does you have to let it out. That's why I've decided to start writing:) So wish me luck!
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